guitar.in.my.heart.'s shout trail with Excessor1 - Help.com

Its going good. Classes are almost over and guess what. I got proposed to yesterday. hehe How have you been?

hey hows it going? I hope well!

Im good. How are you?

how ju doin?

haha, so do I. My responce was just pure honesty, but that doesnt change the fact that I consider you a friend. :)

thats cool, for a while there i was overwhelmingly uncomfortable talking to you to be honest. well with your response and all. im glad that be sure your still the same. i hate it when ppl change like that.

haha, there is no reason I would not talk to you, at all. You are still my friend. We all get a little carried away and irritated and people or things we dont understand. Its completely normal. I am very glad you may have patched things up with Xeno. The two of you are very different but both are here for the same reason: you liek to help people. :)

i think i may have patched things with me and xeno. im not holding my breath tho lol. he says talk to him whenever i apreciate that i guess lol. i told him ill think about it lol. thnx for your seriousness. but im still me, i just got all bipolar on xeno is all lol. im not epecting anything back from you. but i just want to ty for talking to me about it. i just need to self reflect and learn from this.

i think i may have patched things with me and xeno. im not holding my breath tho lol. he says talk to him whenever i apreciate that i guess lol. i told him ill think about it lol. thnx for your seriousness. but im still me, i just got all bipolar on xeno is all lol. im not epecting anything back from you. but i just want to ty for talking to me about it. i just need to self reflect and learn from this.

i understand if u cant trust to talk to me anymore

i understand if u cant trust to talk to me anymore

i just am embarrased that i did that. i cant seem to do anything right…

it is true i am learning to be more acceptive but it is hard. but he knows by now how i react to his comments and he tries to push my buttons. and its not just me so dont say its just me. its just im the only one that took it too far and i can accept that fact.

I do think Xeno cares about people. In fact, Im positive he does. Guitar, you will not understand nor liek everyone you meet and thats ok. I think you may be reading to much into Xeno, thinking he is trying to cause debates and show you up. You probably just dont understand him and thats ok. In fact, many of his posts turn into debates when he specificaly asks people not to start debates. He states exactly how he feels. It may help to tell him what you have told me and work it out with him. That is the absolute best thing to do. As I have learned young, it is never a good idea to say things about another person behind there back…expecially when what you said may not be true.

“Oh, sorry. It looks like the Admins deleted your post. Bummer. Well, if you have questions, I’ll answer them. What’s on your mind? “

he doesnt give a rats ass about anyone, he posts here to make himself feel better. i am disgusted with how he turned many posts into an argument instead of help or just a cool debate. you may not believe me but i know ppl like him because i dealt with them everyday of my life til i hit the military and even then. im a positive person and you know that. but he brings out negative vibes in many ppl who just want to say whats on their mind. it just disgusts me. and then he says it indirectly to cover himself up, but guess what i know what he is doing, others may be blind to it but not me. i just want to make ppl smile and give them advice if i can and not give them advice if i cant. he has made this difficult the last few days attacking me and now that i put him out there he still can put it back on me and that upsets me.

I just read your post and I can see that. Why?

since i dont like being secretive, while u have been busy i have come to dislike xeno, but with reason for it.

haha. Well, I hope you have a Ton of FuN!

umm i should be able to chillax and go anywhere i want this weekend. which is awesome because i can hang out with my civilian friends :P

Yea, I guess I cant complain. haha. Anything new happen lately?

ups and downs you know how it goes, im happy right now tho. nice to hear your doing well.

Im good. How have you been?

hewo…how u doin?

good morning

have a good morning

i got an appointment this morning with the eye doctor so i have to chat with you later some more

like getting with the ed. admin here bout my online college and with my hometown community college. im gonna start there when i get home. get an associates and then transfer to a university with an architecture program.

yea, what kind of research?

im stuck on post. plan is to find something to do this weekend and to work on college research =)

yea, me too. I didnt get home untill late last night. Any plans for the weekend?

ive been better. but this morning i feel alrite, in a pretty good mood. im just extra tired is all :P

lol, wow *blushes* Thanks Luis. lol I hope your lightheadedness goes away! hehe How have you been?

wowzzz, awesome smile. i was feeling lightheaded then i saw your smile and i felt better. but its coming back lol. awesome new pic =)

no great morning! how u doin’?

good morning

what up homie? lol jk good morning!

everyone wants to know what fruit you are :P answer my post

Hello, to you

zomg hai2u

hewo

ack sorry! i know what! poke yourself in the belly button and say “woohoo” like the pillsbury doughman :P

lol what? nothing lame about me? lol

omg dont call it lame but ill be on here all weekend im stuck on post. nah sike ill find stuff to do but ill definitely be hanging out here more often. nothing lame about u!

I think I did really good actually :) But keep wishing me luck! I have a test tonight and a midterm tomarrow lol

zomg howd u do on ur test

Thank you very much Luis. That was a great compliment and great advice. I will try to do something like that sometime. Thanks again. :)

i replied to your photogenic post :D

lol…Im confused. lol

excessor dont u front u are so taken as well no?

well i have to go get my charger so i can stop talking about alex and just call alex lol