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oh, hope you forgive the typo :) Yeah I opened up email to everyone I care about, so it’s ok.

Love that you thougt of me. Feel like telling you 1000 things :)

hey hi, been a while. just thought id say hello. hello!

thats ok. and neither am i. i dont have much access these days so i dont gt on as much. hope your doing well.

I’m not ignoring you. I have to end the cruelty of 2 from another board.
miss you
nikki

Happy about your sister. My brother and I are like that too.

i do love the young lady in the picture because she is my sister.

I ran into something very awful today. Wish I could tell you but then feel like I can’t and it’s not because of you. It is tough to sincerely ask for help when it’s so public sometimes.

sry i wasnt on to respond, its ok, i cant stay mad at ppl especially when they dont mean it. if you wanna discuss anything im all ears.

pS. I think it’s cool you speak Spanish, me too. One Ex lived his entire life in Barcelona. Like I said, I’m sorry if I was a jerk to you, I am really getting hurt almost daily and I have to be more adult about it because it’s messing with my head.

The guy I was seeing then was actually sleeping in the guest room at the time “god” called me. I am am sorry too. I’ve been getting worked over by a real jerk. The cool thing is I am still great friends with the second one, I simply don’t always know how to defend myself with this older gentleman and then I get upset. I have caller ID, think I should use it for the good of humanity:)

Hi. You beat me to the appology. :) I think it’s obvious Xeno is going through some growing pains and likely in a hostile environment. I have been through similar and I feel like I can help him someway, but don’t always know how. I loved your post about the horror films :) I haven’t been so ok lately because I have this Ex twice my age that loves to call me almost daily, work himself into a rage while talking over me and then hang up. When I did finally get a word in edgewise, I said “you are not god and you do not know what the problem is”. I wanted to honestly tell him that I was seeing someone else now. I never got to, instead, he replied “I am god and do know what the problem is” and continued to yell. Hey, if I become agnostic, will ‘god’ go away? (Hope that made you laugh. I am glad you wrote me, I feel really comfortable talking to you now)

sry but i havent shecked out that post in a while and i wont. you may not understand what he does, blind to it, but thats good. I have been around it and i can smell his kind from a mile away. im not fighting with you at all. its not my nature. it was all directed at xeno. and if you want to see the rest of my post to prove it do so. xeno is the only person here that gives me negative vibes and argues with me. sry if i made you mad or something. i only was writing to him in that post.