Hey brink of regret–
thank you for your advice–
i’m still trying to decide what to do and it’s keeping me anxious–
the email link didn’t work on my computer because it’s a mac and it goes straight to apple mail and i don’t have an account with that–
i’ll find a way to email you soon-
for now i have too much going on–
i appreciate the book referral and i look forward to getting more from you through email-
ok– take care and talk to you soon - written 1 year, 1 month ago
OK– i’ll stay on that road– don’t push her, etc. I did make things worse by calling her. She was happy to hear from me, but after the attack, she called to check up on me and got irritated that i still had hope. she still told me that i could call her anytime, though.
Thank you so much for saying I will have courage later to make the change and that I have to make changes in myself. what changes do you mean, just get stronger?
I tried to do something for myself and i booked a trip to visit my parents. i panicked because i’m scared that home will not be healthy for me and now i’m thinking to cancel the trip. My mom is overbearing, manipulative and controlling. My dad is absent and creepy. Do you think i will do further harm to myself by going on this trip or should i keep the ticket, go and make the best of it? - written 1 year, 1 month ago
aeferris,
thank you for your response. i’m trying to reach out to people now. i kept this in for too long. thank you for your positive support. - written 1 year, 1 month ago