Wow, thats a pretty intense dream tumble! I understand how you were so freaked out. I would have been too!
Thanks so much for talking to me and try to help. Talking helps soooooo much. I have talked to my mom about what goin on. I havent told her about the cutting yet. I’m to afraid as to what she’ll say…or do. Things right now I wish I could say were ok but that would be a lie. I’ll be ok tho. Thanks for taking the time to talk with me. I really appreciate it! You have no idea how much I actually do:P Talk to you soon!
Before I go tho, How are you? Have you had any strange dreams lately? How was your holiday too! :P
It only takes the light from one candle to chase darkness away. Thank you for being that light in my life.
Bright blessings and Merry Christmas ~ Richard
Hello! I’m ok thanks for asking thats sweet:) I’m doin a little better probably more so then the last time you talked to me haha Have good and bad days, ya know? haha
What was your dream about anyway? I’d like to know:)
More importantly tho, how are you? Hope things are goin well for you:) Talk to you soon!
It’s been awhile since I last came on, and it would appear that you have left the site also. I hope we meet again, and I wish you the best in life whatever you are doing right now.
Just want to say…you really helped me on a post i made about 6/7 months ago. And i wanted to say thankyou. You and a couple of others really changed my life for the better.
yes , because you are lost but you will reach a wonderful light at the end of your road of darkness , believe me , I went through exactly the same , even more
Yes it was , but I’m greatful for every bad second I had to go through & every second of pain that I had to suffer , I wasn’t happy before all of this , I wasn’t happy about myself , I was in constant fear & deniel but now I feel wonderful . I can’t discribe how peacful I feel deep inside of me (even when I’m down) . I’m not affraid of dying anymore because every second I lived was mine , I do things I want to do not want others want me to do .
Hey , how are you ? I failed on my studies , the love of my life went after another girl , I was plannig to leave my family & my mum told me that she didn’t want me around anymore , I was so alone , broke , I had no one around , I even thought about jumping off the window just to feel free not to die but I would have died if I did , I was numb most of the time , depressed , no one of my friends could ever cheer me up , I didn’t even want them around.
Everthing was a mess , nothing & no one could help me . Every value in my life was turned upside down
Iv’e been going over and replying to ypur posts. You sound as though you want to truly help people.About the truth ,trying to get people to see that.,What I try to do is open their eyes,ears,mind and heart first.It seems to be working for me,give it a try.Just by making them aware of their actions.Very simple really.And I don’t think I have to tell you ,with all respect and kindness.
I have just read your reply to one of my posts so thank you for replying to it :)
you have said that “you don’t want to talk to girls because you are afraid that you might get closer”.I don’t understand why you think about it that way?!
Don’t you want to have friends from all over the world & share your interests with them ?!
you have my e-mail anyway so you can add me whenever you want or don’t ever add me , its up to you at the end we can still reply to eachother posts anyway .
Thanks again for replying to my posts & sharing your opinions & ideas with me , its an honor for me to know you & to reply me posts .
Hi Tumble weed, thanks for replying to my post.
I checked out your profile & found it quite interesting, I will add you to my friends list here , if you are interested in being my friend so please accept my friendship.
Thanks again for your nice reply , I did reply to your reply .
Thanks for joining.I was pretty much alone.We thought we lost her 2 weeks ago.Sometimes things get worse before they get better,so im hanging on to that hope.Pray for her? She needs courage and hope.TIA..btw-S times the only tool we need is to have a heart.you have a good heart tumbleweed.Bless you:)
And thanks so much for your kind words; they came out of the blue and were such a nice surprise.
I’m not quite at the seasoned pro (a.k.a. Junaid!) level (but thanks all the same for the compliment:) I am, however, always here, so please feel free to shout me anytime.
I pray that God showers you with his light to find what you are searching for and that you enjoy happiness and success both in this life and the Hereafter - Ameen
Farah :)
Please forgive me if im wrong,but you seem confused and lost.That really concerns me.I want so much to help you out of this turmoil.I think you profile gives the wrong impression.I hope u reach out more.your friend ,kim
Thank you for the shout. I’ve been keeping busy, most with my daughters. They (all 3) are involved in a play at a local community theatre, but of course none of them are quite old enough to drive, so I’m Mr.Taxi. My new business of course keeps me busy as well. Despite the busy schedule, I’m doing very well thank you. I hope you are well too :)
Bright blessings ~ Richard http://www.angelfire.com/realm2/hrp/I…
so how can one truly be humble? how does one forget about ones self? how does one see himself as the lowest? should one? is it not that we should see ourselves as the lowest but as equals? (I am quoting from your post) I feel that it is an effort over time of putting others first, and letting go of your ego, knowing that you are safe and loved in the universe to the point that you can go for your dreams, trust they will happen and even more so, happen for the benefit of all.
I liked your post and was disappointed it had to closed due to some people’s argumentative decisions. I kind of feel annoyed when people are constantly trying to ‘challenge’ people. They like to test everyone, when for most it just feels like rudeness.
may I help at all? i surely do not want to preach but would like to give my insight if you would like to receive it…assuming there is anything more than can be done at this point
I am sending my Christmas greetings already, just incase I don’t see you here before the big day, I am sure I will but I would rather be safe than sorry!
So….
Hope you have a Fabtastic Christmas and new year!!!
I know of the evolution of the soul. when the soul determines it is time to go, it goes. Based on what it has done… what it has remembered in one life, that is what helps to determine it’s next life. This is a form of Karma…but not classically the definition of it.
The soul then sees it’s next life it should our wants to live. Our time away from this plane of existance (in heaven) is determined by how long it takes us to find the right life to live next. Some souls are so young or un-evolved it takes forever for them to choose… these are the “lost souls”… our ghosts. Once we move into our new life we forget our past, but we do bring it with us. Life is the act of remembering and improving on what we remember. “These things you shall do, but greater”
I know that I am created in the image and likeness of God. That is, I am created a microcosm in the macrocosm, I am the trinity, I am mind, body, spirit… I am past present future, I am here, there and the space between, I am id, ego, super ego, I am father, son, and Holy Spirit.. I AM. Jesus tought us, these thing I do, so will you do, but greater than this shall you do. I know my power of creation can transcend all of my dreams… I AM. and the best thing is… So ARE YOU.
thank you for inviting me to your post, but I don’t willingly respond to posts were DaniHatesYou is. These posts tend to get closed down. I am not sure about hope. It has been a long time that I have been without my awen. My personal “knowing”. One must not know to have hope. At the risk of sounding egotistical, my beliefs have gone past the level of faith, and into the realm of reality and “knowing”
Bright blessings ~ Richard
wow,, your words are truely touching. And i always care for you to i dont like to recieve and not give,, and as its getting to christmas its all about giving so i am here for you anytime just remember that …:) x
i quite like it i went ona website the other night and i got this guys msn addy i dont know if you want to look into it a little more but if you do ill give u his msn cause hes really helping me at the moment and thanks for the videos :) well appreciated x