Mini-Profile
I am a 30 year old male. I have lead a life that I can honestly say, mirrors the disability I was diagnosed with, 6 months ago.
The ‘thing’ I have that became more and more prominent, from my teens until my diagnosis, is best described as Bi-polar II. Having ADHD, and anxiety disorder diagnosed at 15, and 21, respectively, I was used to taking a pill and, otherwise, going on with my adult life.
After college, I became a server and, quickly a bartender.I was already an alcoholic, but had been for 5 years and knew how to handle it so it wasn’t obvious to guests or anyone outside my circle.
I met the girl I should have married, and, through the sickness of my alcoholism and the ever growing bi-polar it was helping me cover up, I lied to her, cheated on her, and took her for granted. I knew something beyond alcoholism was wrong, I was changing,,memory was going, concentration,etc, She would have been by my side, and still would be, had my narcissism not been more important.
I had to move home, and my mother, is a very sick person, also. She puts on a good front and is functional, but I am certain the emotional abuse I endured from a far back as I can remember, and still have to put up with today, has a great deal to do with my emotional problems.
I was the Prom King in High School, and was voted best Guitar Player in Kansas City at age 15. I am a gifted songwriter ,but a terrible singer?
I detest our government. I see the way they manipulate the poor and working class. I sit amazed as police are allowed to railroad minorities, and our system as a whole, seems to try to encourage continued seperation of people with different skin colors. They do this with marketing images. The simple-minded fools of the race think that they are expected to be that way, in order to be accepted.
Of course, the types of dress, music, etc, are totally opposite in every way, leaving the weak to become racists and biggots.
I go out of my way to never listen to radio, and I sure don’t shop at the mall. I see the new generation, the kids in their teens, and it fills me with hope, because, the division is not as pronounced and a lot of these kids see right through the crap being spoonfed them.
Our Upper Class, prove themselves to be willing to do anything to keep their money andsocietal position. They neglect (and steal) from the mentally ill, homeless, the veterans, minorities, the elderly, those who are incarcerated long beyond what is reasonable and they incarcerate those who did nothing, because of their skin color. We are building prisons at alarming rates!
We stay engaged in ridicuous wars, when it is obvious to anyone that all we are doing is filling the pockets of industry war contractors, who often, surprisingly enough, happen to have some of our most wel-known politicians as shareholers and board members.
And noone seems to notice and noone seems to care. These people have re-written the constitution;they have legal,carte-blanche to our phones, our banks, and, the President has even inserted some crap called ‘Executive privilege,which means he can do whatever the h5ll he wants, and in untouchable. But, we sit down and allow it as we wait in fear for the big, bad terrorists,,,who are never coming.
Wake up. If we don’t help each other, noone else will!
Where did you grow up?
Kansas City
Where do you live now?
Kansas City
What is the highest level of education you have attained?
College;2 years
What subjects did/do you enjoy the most at school?
Sociology,Psychology, Political Science, History(as a comedic vehicle, only), Artistic Expression, Writing
What's your favorite sport or sports?
Running
What kinds of jobs have you held? Industries too!
Bartender,Server,Rest.Management, Musician
What hobbies are you into?
Playing,Teaching,Learning, Recording, Writing,Engineering, music,Guitar&Bass on a Professional level,but I play everything
What causes are you concerned about today?
A government that laughs at us as they do nothing to improve, but in fact, deliberately degrade the suffering citizens of America;Homeless, Vterans,Mentall Ill, Job Quality,Prison re-form, immigration(it's against the law!), fixing social security and medicare. Does anyone see a domestic failure, in which all the components tie together?
If you claim a political party affliation, which is it?
My loyalty goes to truth. Check Ron Paul's voting records and see if he is a man of his word. Very few politicians are more than crooks and liars.
Which religion (if any) do you follow?
Religion is a tool of divisionism. I am spiritually committed to the certainty of only 2 things;Right &Wrong. If you work to do right, your life seems to improve and vice versa.