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im giving up
he dosnt seem interested so im not going to even try to tlk to him
w/e i dnt even care anymore
:P

tjwoods thanks as well!

i dnt think its a good idea to start an argument brown…thats not really apropriate so if u dnt like what anon saids just ignore it…thanks for the help brown and anon! they r good ideas

maybe…probably will just wait if anything happens…i mean its still kinda the begining of the year..so i dnt know what will happen but ya..thanks

im nervous even thinking of it cause i know ill mess up!!

Im nervous to get up to him though…

hes kinda preppy but smart…i guess…and also he taps his pencile a lot in drums kind of way (guess hes in a band?)

Im the emo kind of person or goth…not a good combo i know but ya haha

not all ppl think its cool to cut…but when ppl do cut (like myself for example) it shows that you need help and want it but cnt say it in words and show ppl in another way…(cutting)I dnt think its cool to cut but when i do it takes the pain away for that night and then im good for another couple of days but then it comes back the pain that i feel sometimes…sry getting off track but im just saying its a way of saying that your hurt and its a way of getting that pain away. But sometimes ppl can get addicted on it and that isnt healthy and cutting in general isnt healthy…thats what i have to say

i cut cause im depressed

im a girl geg..jlyk. i dono y i cut. i started about a year ago and i guess i dont stop. i mean i dnt cut a lot like every day but a few times every other week i guess. and when i do cut its like 2-3 but for some reason its like 5 cuts now.

but could i have died?

thanks r

try doing things like talking to friends on the phone or for the hell of it texting them! Take your mind off him by reading or going to town and just being by yourself and thinking of other things like what you want to be when you grow up and just things you havent thought of with him. Do a sport! basketball, tennis, swimming…anything to get your energy out! Write down your feelings in poetry or maybe even a diary? I havent done the diary thing but i have writen poems and A LOT of those and they actually help! if you need a friend im here for you! Hope i helped!

Yes my therapist told me other ways but i dont do them…The moment just comes sometimes that i feel the urge to cut so i do. Actually the last time i cut was probably a week ago and made like 5 cuts that night. It was actually pretty diff for me doing that many. I usually do like 2the most but this time i couldnt cut deep so i tried cutting but couldnt make it for the first 3 but then i got in the mode and cut 2 more times and they drew blood. then i stopped.

ok cool!
So im NOT the only one that feels this way?!!
:D