love_lost's shout trail with Maximina - Help.com

ya i know its cause of the testing thing or w/e i think. Maybe because of the snow days?
Only reason iv’e been in Australia like 7 or 9 times is because my moms side of the family lives there! Were going to the city Melburn? Melborn. I dono how to spell the city sorry.
Ya thats cool i guess. Good family is the most important for me right now with the whole hospital thing and all that! So have fun with family during the summer!

Your school ends later than most. I have never been to Austraila, but I have always wanted to go. I am jealous! :) Where in Australia are you going?
I am actually a teacher, so technically I am out for the summer. The nice thing about being a teacher is that we continue to have breaks like we did when we were students. I am about to move 2000 miles away. I will be moving closer to family, so I will spend time with them this summer.

well school ends around the 22nd i think. So then we have testing so that is a bumer! On Aug were going to go to Australia which is really fun! Ive been there soo many times but not with one of my Fav cousins so that is going to be a blast then! :D

Are you doing anything for the summer and are you in school or are you getting out or what?

I am good! When does you summer break begin? Do you have anything planned for the summer? I am here for you if you need me!!!
:D

very busy with hw from school and very tired from it!
Other than that i guess ok i mean i feel really empty but guess thats normal when im in this situation.
how are you doing?! I dont want to put my problems on urs!
:D

Hi! :) How have you been?

im actually doing a little better but i still cry hasterically at night so that kinda pisses me off!!
other than that im fine!
:D thanks for asking!
How are you doing?

How r u? :D

*Big hugs* I think that it is good that you have not texted him or called him. That is progress! Hang in there, remember you have great things to accomplish!

im empty today! I am really upset right now cause i havnet talked to him today at all! i havent texted him or called and its killing me!! Im soo hurt!

Hello! How are you today? I am glad I met you last night, even though it was under sad circumstances! I hope you are having a good day! :D

yes it is a good thing to make others smile, thanks you inspired me to change my avatar

yours is cute too!

ya thanks!
guess its a good thing to make others smile!

Wow, that was very creative! So cute! It makes me smile. :D

o thanks!!
i actually added the little guy on the left!
i have photoshops so ya!
hehe
:D

BTW, you have the cutest avatar ever!

:) Goodnight! Talk to you tomorrow!

o hehe
sure maybe

No need to apologize! I am glad you are making fun! It is a good sign! :)

o ok
sorry

no, silly, I am just being honest!

jk jk

r u pmsing?!!
hehe
sry but its like im hurt!! 2 seconds later: Awww thank u!!
sorry
hehe

awww, thank you so much. You may never understand how much that means to me! I am here for you when you need me!

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Im sorry ok but really you arent a failur at all! Im softening up! really i am! Im not as upset as i was before but i know ill get upset later on tonight cause when i go to bed ill be thinking of him and crying with Tams! hes a stuffed animal my x gave me for V-day! Really im sorry for making you feel bad! really am! Sorry!! Hope you can forgive me! im just really upset about my x!

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Im sorry ok but really you arent a failur at all! Im softening up! really i am! Im not as upset as i was before but i know ill get upset later on tonight cause when i go to bed ill be thinking of him and crying with Tams! hes a stuffed animal my x gave me for V-day! Really im sorry for making you feel bad! really am! Sorry!! Hope you can forgive me! im just really upset about my x!

Tuesday is my birthday will you please be here to wish me a happy birthday! Please!

I am sad because I can’t get you to understand! I can’t get you to see why your life is so important and how the world will suffer without you! I feel like a failure!

ur tricky u know that?
fine ill play ur little game
Why are you sad?!!

:( I am so sad!

NO!!

That is what you think now, because you are letting your emotions eat you up. Why don’t you stick around another week and see what happens. Really would it hurt if you hung out just one more week! Please!!!

ok i dont care what the world has planned for me!
i just want him when im not going to get him so i want to die!

ok i dont care what the world has planned for me!
i just want him when im not going to get him so i want to die!

But only you may truly understand how I feel! You can help others one day who feel the same as you. One day you may save someones life, but if you kill yourself than you may not be available to help them!! You life has a purpose, so you need to stick around to find out what it is. And you purpose is not to love him and give you life up for him. This I am certian. The world has great things planned for you!

a lot more people would tell u the same thing!! Really no one wants anyone to die! Except that person that wants to die!

Thank you so much for being my friend! :)

So you don’t think I should kill myself? I think what you said is great. What if one day I want to kill myself, but you are not here to tell me that?

dont kill yourself
keep your head up
and you have a lot to live for!
i dono what else but those i think!

I bet you are better than you think. If I wanted to kill myself, what advice would you give me?

i dont give good advise sorry

No, I want to be your friend. What if I need your help one day?

I want to die!!
Tell me how to!!

Don’t be afraid! I am harmless!

Ok your kinda scaring me with this whole you can sense my soul and its good stuff!!

I have sent you a friend request! Will you be my friend?

I might know you better than some people in your physical world. How many of them know how your feel and that you are sufffering this bad! I can sense your soul and it is good! It is beautiful!

YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ME!!

No, you want to live! Yes you do, you know you want to!!! It would break my heart if you hurt yourself. Now way would you want to break my heart?