I came in to see if you made any post when you emailed me earlier. Sorry I was not home. I would like to be able to sleep tonight, so email me and tell me you are okay.
I think of you often. I know that means little to you. I do care about you.
How are you doing? You have my e-mail the comcast one … and you can get in touch with my at Myspace. I do check my comcast often, like daily.
If you would like to reconnect. I would love to hear from you. Honestly, I would do what ever I could if you need me Lyza. That is the gospel truth. You KNOW how to connect to me and I will assume if you need my help you will. Otherwise, I shall assume … no news is good news.
Yah, stress and anxiety can cause lots of problems with eating. Is it making you loose weight? That is when it can be a problem. Or if you are getting light headed because you have not eaten enough.
Good luck on the play next Saturday. We will be going to Indianapolis for the weekend so we can get the rest of our stuff that we left in the Garage. Like my shoes. Of all things that got left, the box with my shoes! I have had only one pair of shoes for like a month now. I take that back. I had a pair of back heals at Rays apartment. But you can’t wear those everyday. But a least I have something to wear to church.
It seems like you are keeping busy and that is a good way to keep you from thinking about things. Better then cough syrup. lol
The beach sounds wonderful. I haven’t been to a beach in about 2yrs. It was the only the time the kids have gone. And it was lake Michigan, not the ocean.
Things have been a little strange for me lately. Being in the new house and a new neighborhood. Just trying to adjust. We are in a very upscale area, not what I am used to.
Ray has been traveling a lot so without my old neighbors, I feel lonelier when he is gone.
But it is nice here and I am meeting some nice people. I know it is just a matter of time before I it feels like home.
That feels good to here. I have been wondering what’s going on with you.
Today is Owens Birthday. He is going to get a hamster.
Hope to hear from you again soon.
I am in the new house and just got back online. It feels like it has been so long since we last talked.
The house is very nice and grander then anything I ever lived in before.
Emily has a little girl the same age as her right next door. She is playing with her right now. I have not seen any boys around for the my boys play with. But school starts monday and I am hoping there will be some kids their ages.
I am feeling happy and whole being back in the same house with my hubby. The world feels lighter and brighter.
Just stopping in to say hello Lyza. I have been really caught up in my own world. I think about you often. Bee gooood and smile often … e-mail me … I check e-mail every few days.
I haven’t been able to get on line for a few days. My computer was not working. I am moving Wednesday, I don’t know when we will be back online at the new house.
I see your back. I can’t wait to hear how your week was.
We finally have a house to move into. We get the keys friday. That is the good new. The bad new is my Uncle passed a way. Not “the Uncle”. I will be going to the funeral and do not know when I will be back on line. Lots of drama going on with this side of my family so I do not look to going.
Right now I feel like hugging you and letting you cry on my shoulder like my kids do. I can’t fix the world for you or them but crying on someone’s shoulder just seems to make things feel just a little bit better.
You need a shoulder to cry on to release some of that built up anger, frustration, and pain.
I wish you and your mom had that relationship where you could talk to her. Fizz shared on one of her post about a wonderful moment her and her daughter had. My wish is for you and your mom to have a moment like that. One that releases all that pressure and reminds you that you are there for each other.
sorry if I got you mad earlier. You are right about it being wrong what you mom did. I am sure it doesn’t feel good to have your privacy violated like that.
I guess that means she did leave it. I know you’re ticked off. But I just know she loves you and no matter how annoying and interfering she is, you and her are like a team now. You need her and she needs you.
I kinda think its cute the way she tried to leave you reply. And did not realize she would be busted. Haha
I am doing good. I took apart the kids swing set. It is one of those huge ones made of wood. It was helpful in getting rid of some frustration. Just knocking it apart with a hammer.
Now I have to make grass grow where the swing set was. More projects to keep me busy.
I am feeling better then I was when I first figured out the move was being delayed.
I know the privacy thing is a tough one for us Moms. I think the only time I would not respect my kids privacy if I was worried they were on drugs or something. Which lets pray never happens. But other than that, I am going to fight the urge to know everything in there lives.
Did you leave a reply to yourself on one of your old post? I had seen it and wondered if someone was on your account leaving you a reply or if you just felt the need to reply to yourself. This just made me think of it.
I think you are right. I started looking after I left the last shout.
It seems like it has been longer than that.
Are you leaving for Puerto Rico next week?
It looks like our official moving date is going to be Aug 8th. We can get a truck for free then. Cutting it close for school starting but saves us lots of money.
I am still stressed but feeling better. How have you been these last few days?
I was wondering how does you mom feel about you dating. I know I think it is okay at your age, but Ray does not want our kids dating until 16. I think he is crazy and living in a dream world. So I was just wondering if your mom knows or not.
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