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Jackie.. my that’s another beautiful photo of our favorite beauty!! (your avatar)

One boy, one girl, 13 and 8. And I’m ancient, 49. Started late. Been divorced a couple of years.

On the weeks when my kids are at their mom’s house, I tend to stay up late watching tv, or feeding my help.com addiction. During the summer it’s worse because I don’t have to get up early. I’m a night owl I guess. And I spent a week in Alaska, which has a four hour time difference, but I’ve been back for more than a week. But I still can’t get to sleep before 3 am.

Why are you up?

I’m good. I need to sleep but haven’t been able.

How are you doing Jackie?

LMAO!! I sent my own azz a shout out. Anyway…I’d wrote this…'’We will. lol. Yah. I am super friendly. I love people. And I love making people feel better. I don’t think no one should be sad, depressed or alone. I know how it feels to no have anyone, so if I can save someone else from that, be it a stranger or family, I’m all for it. TTYL! ‘’

Well, I’m glad you got that off of your chest as far as your parents go. What did they say? I’m happy for you. And you can send me an email @ Tyonnna @ yahoo .com. We can chat on there, or on messenger whenever I’m on. I don’t check my email until I get home, but you can hit me up on there if you need to talk. You can also leave your num if you’d like and we can text during the day or whenever you need someone to talk to. What’s going on in school?

You are welcome. Sorry for posting that twice. But let them know ASAP. Slip it in their bag so they can find it when they’re gone and it’ll give them something to talk about with each other. Let me know the outcome, and anytime you need to talk, hit me up.

Hey you. Do not feel bad, and if you need to talk you can send me notes or email me@ tyonnna @ yahoo. Don’t feel so bad. Alot of parents think that they are doing the best for their kids and they’re not. I think you should tell them exactly how you feel though and tell them what it’s doing to you. They can’t fix it if they don’t know about it. Even if you are grown now, you can tell them how you feel, and what it has done to you. It’s never good to hold anything in.

Hey you. Do not feel bad, and if you need to talk you can send me notes or email me@ tyonnna @ yahoo. Don’t feel so bad. Alot of parents think that they are doing the best for their kids and they’re not. I think you should tell them exactly how you feel though and tell them what it’s doing to you. They can’t fix it if they don’t know about it. Even if you are grown now, you can tell them how you feel, and what it has done to you. It’s never good to hold anything in.

I would say that you need to tell them what is in your heart and what is on your mind.

I am 27 years old

I have hodgkins disease stage 2b active. I was for a while but after time has passed I believe that if I live then I will have such a different outlook on life and I will never take it for granted. So it’s not so horrible

In pain… Just had a round of chemo, I find I am sleepless and even though it hurts I find comfort coming here

So how are you tonight

hi

BTW I didnt know it was your post til I got the invite

the post you invited me to, the rape or not rape, I was the anon who fisrt replied to it.

just to let you know since you had to get to bed before I could reply. I didnt say anything about your reply in my post because its partially true. when writing it its not my intention to get people to say im not the things I believe I am. But when they do say those things, I am happy others think so, and I try to believe it myself. I dont know was I suppose to be mad or something by it? to be honest I was glad you were saying it, glad for me and glad for you, you busted us both out. Said things we both needed to hear, I am good with that.

already there

go on yahoo

hey! hows it going?

hey, I am going away for awhile probably like a month. its time for me to hit rehab. I really wish things would have turned out differently between us. But cant change whats what.I hope that you find a way to make your self happy. I hope when I return we can talk and maybe work on this friendship of ours. I care about you and wish you nothing but the best. Goodbye for now and I hope one day we can be friends like I believe we are meant to be.

yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

if you dont want to talk to me for a good reason then thats fine.But Nothing about me going in the hospital was your fault,trust me I was in a bad place and didnt see a way out. I have seen a new light I see a future for me. I cant say what will happen to me cuz I dont know what time has in store. But i am the only one responsible for my thoughts and actions not you. And I plan on making them count and living life to the fullest. As for pez, she was only asking cuz shes protective, but i explained to her my friendship with you and she has no problems. and even if she did, if you dont want to talk to me any more because of what she thinks then I guess our friendship wasnt as good as I thought it was. The ball is in your court, I want us to continue to be friends, its up to you. let me know

I miss talking to you. I wont be around for a bit but look forward to talking to you soon. take care.

hey how are you?

yes I love Heath Andrew Ledger. I was wondering what song it was that reminds you of him?? and I would love to see that college. yes he is GORGEOUS!? and I’m really sorry he died.

I just wanted to let you know that I didnt mean anything when I asked what your intentions were, i was simply asking for my own sake. bwings needs all the friends she can get and she really does care about you. Im sorry if what I have said implied I thought you shouldnt speak to her.

I’m sorry Jackie.I won’t bother you again.Just want to help her anyway i can.Thats all.Sleep well :)

No, she tells ppl shes fine when shes not.

What I”M getting at is,does she share her feelings?

Did she tell you that she wears a mask? She tells people shes fine when shes not?

Yes. She would tell me things. Liked talking to me. She would feel happier around me. Sometimes I could not help her, but usually just seeing that i was there seemed to make her feel better.

No, I’m sure that your not being there has done anything.Ive been talking with her everyday for a while now and shes never mentioned anything about anyone not being available for her.So, Don’t worry your little head about it.Truth is, no-one can help her but a professional and herself. We can only listen and try to support her.It’s PTSD im sure.and a bad case of it.She will be in for a while..None of her friends want you talking to her? I wonder whats up with that. hmm. Sounds like there is something going on we don’t know about.If you find out will you let me know please? Anything to help her.Tell me,did she open up to you very much ? I’m asking because that’s part of her problem thats keeping her from getting better.If so, maybe you could help more than anyone.

I just seen you found out about b-wings? Her and I are very close and I want to help her as much as possible. This time was extremely bad if you haven’t heard. Can you tell me why you may be to blame? (So I can better help)

He is a stupid A-. How are you otherwise?

I don’t know why I shouted it instead of replying to the post :P your last post about being hurt.

Want to talk? I’m listening

figured…. but you dont seem to want to talk to me right now either, so I wont bug you. just wanted to say hi. let me know if and when you wanna talk sometime.

doin alright. have missed talking with you.

Hi. how are you?

question for you….
Do you consider her a real friend or just an online friend?
I only ask cause she is attached to you, and thinks you guys have a real chance to become friends and possibly meet someday. I worry that she will end up being let down. I think it better for her to be let down now while she is in a place she can cope, rather then later when she is back home with not a lot of support around her. No offense to you, I dont know you or your intentions. I am just worrying about a friend

We met here a couple of months back, She was having a rough night and was new to the site. I was just getting through some things she going through now,I am a suicide survivor myself, so me and her have alot of similar problems. we ended up chatting on yahoo, then found out we are both in the same town, almost same street. We met in person back in January, have been pretty close friends since. But I have been out of town for the past 3 weeks so I only had online contact and couldnt be here for her when she needed someone to be.

No problem, I will pass it on to her. thank you for just being her friend.

Hello, I am not stalking you! I think this is awkward but I am a friend of brokenwings. She has asked me to tell you that she says hello and was wondering if you could email her. She is not sure if your yahoo user name is also your email address otherwise she would have contacted you, so she wanted to know if you could tell me if it is or if you could just email her if it isnt. Hope I didnt bother you. Thanks!

Hey Jackie, I hear you have a new friend. Im wondering’ why didn’t you reply to his post about having a large penis?’lol ,ha,ha just kidding :)

Nite :)

When she gets better physically and mentally, Im sure she will get the help she desperately needs. She had been pretending ,now they know the seriousness of it all more ,so there is hope. I see this as rock bottom , so its all uphill now , chin up Jackie :)

I’m guessing she went to the hospital yesterday morning.She had said her goodbye about 4 am to me on messenger.Im so happy and relieved shes alive.Im sure she will be back here in no time.