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- (1 vote) i want to kill myself!
[quote sdsd]well, i am stressing quite a bit right now. I have plenty of guns (many of which are loaded within a few feet of me), and I have spent most of the night trying to decide whether I should finally just go through with it. My family is telling me that my eating disorder is ruining everyone’s lives, not just my own, and they yell at me constantly telling me that they think I was bigger than this and that I would be able to do what I had to do, but after years, they think I am just a failure.[/quote]
wooooooow….my parents have bashed me like this before..but you know what..sometimes it’s better to be alone because no one can hurt you and you live happy…ur not a failure.and failure doesn’t always mean ur a loser, helpless, victim. take this advice i was given:
“failure is success if we learn from it.”
and
“failure and criticism does not exist to put us down, but to better ourselves and lift us up, but criticism should not be used for bullying, it should be used for ENCOURAGEMENT”
eating disorders can of course not only affect you but others around you. seek help. go to a counselor, psychologist(i too will need to see one) they will give you advice on how to live a better life and how to have a good relationship with everyone. let me tell you a story of one of my good friends. I was 9 years old, me and Maddie (not her real name) were good friends and we got along pretty well. She was two years older than me, but that didn’t matter because she was a nice person. Well one night, we were at a party. Of course the usual happened, my friends and I had a good time. When I got back from the party, I got some terrible news that Maddie’s dad had passed away due to cerebral aneurysm. the funeral was in a week later and my dad and other loved ones had donated money to Maddie’s funeral.. then Maddie had to move to New Mexico to bury her dad there….five years later she had a child, and didn’t really live that good of her life..her mom had always criticized her on how she was stupid on getting pregnant…and then came the biggest shock of our lives..Maddie had killed herself. she shot herself and left a note to her mom saying that she wanted the baby to be adopted and she didn’t want her mom to keep her. Maddie had left EVERYTHING behind: her mom, little brother, little sister, and her only daughter. All of us were mourning for her especially her mother and family because they have dealt with two deaths. At age 9 is the last time I ever saw Maddie and the last time i will ever see her. I am 15 to this day, and I have learned that life is the greatest gift anyone could have and I have learned to value it. Suicide affects the ENTIRE family and even unexpected people that you thought would never love you. So I hope you take my advice and value your life and learn that there are more important things than suicide, and not just to you i am telling EVERYONE that reads this to value and cherish there time here on earth.
- written 4 years, 2 months ago – voted for by Animal i have become