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• Digesting what you read posted (1 month) ago
  Ive been studying for final exams which are around 2 1/2 weeks time and ive noticed that (dependin…

• i really need help posted (2 months, 1 week) ago
  Ive never felt so suicidal before. Im so scared that i really will do it this time. This is all b…

• The Emptiness posted (4 months, 1 week) ago
  Im not sure how to describe the feeling in order to help you understand. in fact i dont know if the…

• I Just Need to Vent posted (4 months, 3 weeks) ago
  I dont really expect anyone to reply to this or even read it . . . but i just need to get a few th…

• The Linguistic Skeleton of Ithmus Crypticus posted (1 year, 1 month) ago
  Here is basically a few of the things that i feel are wrong about myself: Fear of rejection: alway…

• This is embarrassing for me . posted (1 year, 1 month) ago
  . . . I felt like i was doing really well with my anxiety and depression. But tonight i feel so ba…

• In the end, its just not worth it . posted (1 year, 3 months) ago
  . . Have you ever felt the emptiness? The feeling of nothing in your life? Where everything just…

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• Digesting what you read
  

  Ahhh i think i see what your getting at.
  
  Rather then study hard, study smart.
  
  Remove all the excess of the knowledge to obtain the true meaning of what each researcher and philosopher is trying to say. Make it a clear, concise stream of information rather than a massive wave of letters and sentences bombarding your mind.
  
  . . . .
  
  Or have i completely missed the point?
  - written 1 month ago

• i really need help
  

  [quote Anonymous]How come? Is there someone you need to impress?[/quote]
  
  I think its me im trying to impress. But at the same time, im scared as well that people that did have faith in me will lose it to and think badly of me. I aws bullied a lot when i was younger and its sorta left me feeling like i have a lot to prove
  
  
  
  [quote Sigurrós]Don’t be ashamed, I would not call work, study & whenever you have the energy/time going out for a ride or run “nothing”
  
  I know it’s depression that makes everything so hard, then you have your added stress from the fear of failing. It’s too simple to say “just let go” but remember this maybe a bad thing to think but it sometimes works: what will happen if you fail to achieve what you feel you need? Will the earth fall from below your feet? Will people stop loving & caring about you?
  
  Do you feel like you can go back to your psychologist, or maybe try to find a new one?[/quote]
  
  I dont know. I have an appointment in 3 weeks with her again. But im not sure if i can get in sooner. Im afraid to some degree as well of going back. Last time we met, i was unbreakable, i had achieved so much. Im embarrassed and ashamed to go back as a broken person
  - written 2 months, 1 week ago

• i really need help
  

  I know. I know failure is inevitable. I used to be really good at accepting that failure too. but recently its been so hard
  - written 2 months, 1 week ago

• i really need help
  

  nothing really. I work. I study. Now and then i go for a ride or a run. But thats it. I ashamed about that aspect of me
  - written 2 months, 1 week ago

• Feeling glum
  

  oh, sorry yes they did. They were going to talk to him about it, and how i was feeling about it all.
  
  Im just trying to remain relaxed now. Im tired of worry and stress over trivial things, just can get a little hard though sometimes.
  
  Im not sure if your still online or not, but i want to thank you for listening (or reading, lol, which ever one works). Sometimes its just nice to have someone to listen and bring things back down to earth, to make things clearer.
  
  So, again thank you
  - written 4 months, 1 week ago

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