Yea, its not like I have turrets or anything like that. I only like to hang out with my friends individually. I cant do the whole group thing. One time I decided to hang out with C. and his other “friends”. I ended up having a knife pulled on me cause I look hispanic (I’m not). C. is a good guy, he just has assholes for friends.
ohh, do you act pretty normal while hanging out with them?
in other words, is there a reason you suspect thats drawing them away
sadly, im like that to my friends. its not that theres anything wrong with them, i love them, but anxiety kinda makes you not wanna hang out with anyone alot.
Yea. I’ll call them on their phones. We’ll talk for a bit, and then I’ll suggest we do something “this weekend” or “next week” and they always have to “check to see if I’m busy but I think I can make it” but they never can.
Honestly I’m not too good. I feel really alone. I havent been out with my friends for two months. I feel like when they say their “busy” and cant hang out, they just dont want to be around me.