It’s easier to decide the world just isn’t ready for you. It doesn’t make things feel any better, but it gives you reason to stay. The alternative is just depressing.
So you’re doing well? Thats good. I don’t know what to do anymore. I thought I knew what was important and what wasn’t, but I don’t. Never did, and I don’t think I ever truly will. Every day I feel like I shouldn’t be, like I’m an intruder in this life. Do you ever feel like that?
Good on you, man. Just… from a friend who went through something similar: be careful moving across the country with people. It can turn out badly if you’re not on top of everything.
Other than that, have fun. And it’s good to see you back.
But seriously, I’ve got a whole new path in front of me. I’m heading out to cali with my special guy, along with our pregnant friend.
And all this time I’ve been partying. Frat parties, house parties, street parties. My life has definitely taken a more social turn.
Best part is I stopped the dex, and as of yet haven’t gotten hooked on anything besides cigs. I’m lucky considering I’ve done just about every hard drug I thought I’d never do lol.
I’m much better now than before, that’s for sure. I’ll be on more later, but I’ve been pretty busy lately. In a month or so I should be on more regularly.
Hey xeno, I found this great site, they have an online cinema with independent films like “This Film is Not Yet Rated” (i’m watching it right now and its pretty good) heres the address http://pomoworld.ning.com/
morning grogginess followed by immense boredom with what looks like a hefty serving of piff and a copious amount of monster movies. Hehe! Looks like tomorrow will pick up after that piff cloud comes rollin by!
So tell me… how’s tomorrow looking? I’m stuck two hours in the past, and you’re already in tomorrow, so at least tell me if tomorrow is looking like a good day, or if I should just sleep through it.
I don’t know if it’s safe or not, but it’s not smart. Salvia sucks, and is far too expensive for what it does. Take it from a druggie: save your time, save your money.