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Lol sorry, i wanted to show you the one I had up yesterday, it was a stupid one of me laughing, I swear down, it looked like I was a donkey braying =P

lol thats not a dog! :)

*snickers* Hey nightowl what you think of my dodgy picture?

*nods* Youd rather have him as a friend, then not at all. I can relate =)

and hey, least he didn’t do what mine did and leave the country =D the guy I like i in Ireland now lol!

And maybe maybe not, at least you will still be close enough to see him.

Were best friends. We finish eachothers sentences. We have a lot of the same life experiences. I dont know if he is attracted to me and I dont really care anymore. Being friends with him is enough for me.

I’m just really sad when I think about how hes planning on moving into the city next year. If I didnt have my job here I would ask him If I could come with him and go 50/50 on the rent.

At least hes not moving so far that I wont be able to see him again. And who even knows if he’ll be able to afford a place when the time comes.

Oh same old same old =D lol, one second happy, next second sad,
and yeah I am going back on Thursday…..
What happend with that guy you liked?

Its going good. The relationships I have with my friends have become stronger then I would have thought possible :D. I’ve been thinking a lot and have gotten back in touch with peace again. I’m not so sad, or angry. I was trying to hard to control things. But if I just sit and watch, and let what happens in life happen without trying to change it I become very peaceful.

How are things going with you? Are you starting school soon?

=O!! I missed you how is everything going!!?

GDGD :D glad 2 hear it :)

Pretty nice atm. My friends proved me wrong about not being able to trust them.

Hi Nightowl, how is life treatin yah?

Lol sounds good

I’m fellin pretty mellow, to the point of being bored. I’m going to eat some ramen noodles, then go for a walk in the forest if its not too hot.

so how are you today?

Lol sorry about that habit to speak like that when Im in a hurry.xxx

I dont know what “wuu2 2day” means. I’ll assume it means “what you do today”

Since todays my day off I woke up at 11:30-ish. I played some video games, and now I’m online.

………that is so cool (looks jealous)So wuu2 2day then?

I’m a personal assistant/martial arts apprentice. I’ll take calls, teach, clean, whatever needs doing.

Lol why what is your job?

and yaaaay for him coming back :D

Its been ok. I’ve been movin up in my job. I got to lock up today :D He left early and left me in charge of the school. I got a key too so I could lock up when we closed.

As far as my social life gos, Its still pretty boring. Ryan is coming back on the 4th so I cant wait to see him. Hes been on vacation in the Bahamas.

Hey btw, my email is open for you, cause it would be easier for me to stay in touch

Hey Im sorry for not being no as much, xx How is it going (wink wink nudge nudge) lol

Hey. Just wanted to say hi :)

Lol, ^_^ glad its going ok for you!

Yea *^-^*

He came over last night, we talked and played video games and talked some more.

He brought one of his other friends too, he got really high lol…the funniest thing happened, we were getting ready to hug eachother goodbye, and his friend just walks up and starts hugging the two of us, lol, it was like a big stoned group hug.

That quote is extrememly romantic! am I right in guessing that you said it to your “friend” lol, how is that going anyway?

(Hug) good luck with that! I have a friend on standby just incase I have to move out lol and i am only 15! :D

Maybe…lol hopefully.

Why don’t you test the waters a little, maybe you could.

Maybe. I only have two friends close enough that I would be able to move in with…Ryan (the guy I like) and Chris (the guy who is really immature). And I dont even know if their parents would be ok with it.

What about moving in with a friend?

I’m 17. 18 in october.

I cant move out until I finish collage, because I plan on opening my own business and I work at minimum wage right now. So theres no way I could afford collage and an apartment.

How old are you again?

Yea. Hes super christian and thinks its a “perversion”. Even before I knew I was bi I tried explaining to him that its not a choice, and its not really “unnatural” because it DOES happen in nature too.

He wouldn’t listen.

Does you da have problems with it normally (looks sympathetic) it muct be hard to hide, feel for you.

*hugs* thanks! I’m a little worried though cause if my dad finds out he’d flip. My mom already knows, but I dont think I’d ever be able to be open about it with my dad.

It sounds like it to ^_^, really happy for you! (hugs u)

Were going to see eachother again this weekend! ^-^

Even though I just saw a movie with him a few days ago it feels like its been ages since I talked with him. Does that mean anything? Like, when I’m not around him hes all I can think about. I dont want to jump the gun here but I feel like…I’m in love?

Good luck with your friend

and ignore your other friend, he is obviously attention seeking

Thanks :)

Its going good. We always have something to talk about, and we really get eachother.
I’m waiting for him to call me back atm. He knows exactly how I feel about him now, and since that didnt scare him off I think he feels the same.

My other friend is going through a tough time though. Hes talking about how no one likes him and whatnot. I cant help but think that if he stopped whining about crap and acting like hes 10 people would want to hang out with him more.

And how is it going with your friend?

Nice new pic Nightowl :D

Thats brilliant! whooo *does happy dance* lol

omgomgomg!!! He said he’s REALLY busy with bills, and whatnot. But he wants to go camping with me sometime! ^-^

Have fun! :)

Ok we will talk more tommorow about this ok ;)?
Need to get ready for a party

Havent had the guts to ask him out. But yea, I do flirt with him a little bit. Like, one time some guy was staring at him, and he was like “WHAT!?” and I go “Its cause your so incredibly hooooot…I think he wants you.” Then we both burst out laughing. Things like that happen a lot…but nothing too forward on my part.

Well have you tried asking him out, or do you flirt back seriously or jokingly?

I’m not offended at all, no need to apologize. Perhaps your right, maybe hes nervous.

I’m sorry, it is your buisness and I shouldn’t intrude.