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hey matt.. yea.. total miscommunication. Live and learn though. Should have stuck to the subject matter more. I was thinkin of shoutin at her..but i figured it’d just make things worse. Cant change someones mind about things, u know? Seems like shes pretty sensitive in that area unfortunatly (though understandably) - and if she placed me on the agressors side already.. i dont think i could say anything to change that. Im just one person in a million out there - hopefully i didnt do a lot of damage though - but i guess thats part of learning. Communication never comes natural - its a learned art. And i learned something. :o)

But as far as a god conversation - i have had one with many people.. even athiests..in a very non-offensive manner. Its all depends on whos discussing it and if they know your intentions. She perceived my intentions with her were something other than what they were. It wasnt really the “god” conversation that was the issue.. it was just ours. lol.

really? lol i’m in arizona so i love the rain when we get it.
omg. the deathly hallows was fantastic. i know i’m late reading it… but my friends were kind enough to keep me in the dark about what happened. lol i love that rowling used the word “bitch”.

hey! i’m okay. i just finished the last harry potter a few minutes ago. it was hella hella good. =) hows your day going?

thank you matt… that means a lot… yeah.. i tend to get in an arguement with those kind of posts… lol.. i should have known better.. shame on me… lmfao..

hey! the sad thing is that, instead of “early”, at this point it’s “late”. lol i think i should probably go to sleep now. wish i could talk longer but i am sleepy. i’ll talk to you soon tho.

Thank you. You are truly awesome. =)

i am heading of line.
by it was good talking to you.

omg the new indianda jones is going to be so cool.
did u see transformers?

i watch reruns of Seinfeld on fox5.
lol. have u seen Bourne Ultimatum?

yeah i know the strikes ruined my shows.
scrubs is my fav but also friends and seinfeld.

watch t.v.
listen to music
SLEEP.

i have plenty of friends outside school and here.
it is just in school i put my guard up.

thanks.
but either way i am completely alone in that hs.

thank you.
it is just over and over again that this happens.
no i don’t have a b/f.
but my friends who don’t go to my school do.
i don’t have a clic in school that i fit in with. so she takes that as an advantage.

nope not at all.
i am made fun of by this girl and i can’t take it.

not favorites but just like the best.
linkin park is my fav but idk i have a lot of favs.

yo same here in new york
11:15.
so what music u listening to.

cool
what time is it there?

just doing some homework.
how r u doing?

Hi!

i know i wish i could but i can’t control my heat in my apt. =(

well you know my thoughts about music theory… & my thoughts about girls? keep cool. lol i’m doing well. just cold. it’s freezing over here.

Sup. How YOO doin?

You should totally take music theory! It is sooo interesting. The only problem is that the classes can be hella hard. They were esp for me because I only play the flute (lol don’t laugh) & had to learn bass clef on top of everything else that was taught. But srsly, take music theory & you’ll never think the same way about music again! Well, maybe you all already at that level w/ all your instruments but yeah.. take it! lol =)

Aww I’m sorrys.. But don’t worry you’ll find love again.. I wish you the best hun laterz : )

Haha, yep music keeps me sane. Music theory is so interesting too. I wish I had stuck with the piano tho! Do you play any instruments?

well hun.. its now 5 am here… have to be up by 7… oh yay… but thank you so much for talking with me… you have really made me feel better…

you too.

that sucks. I think the industry will be more versatile soon, and less costly. So youll probably get more for less in a few years.

Its a few years old, its a windows XP. My dad works at IBM so he is always upgrading shit and we haven’t had to buy any new computers in years.

Yea, the av came too late lol. I installed it after I got the adware so it didn’t help, and now it and my firefox are clashing and I cant get online with it. I’m using my dads drive right now.

until now that is.

Ive never played halo, I have a ps2 and a gameing pc. (but my pc is massively infected because I was too cheap to get protection). Right now I’m playing manhunt, I heard alot of good things about it when it first came out but never got around to playing it.

*re-discovered*

Because of the strike I’ve e-discovered video games. I used to be pretty into gameing but I got so caught up in the different series’s like heroes, and whatnot that I didnt have time to game, watch tv, do karate, and go to school.

no, I’m just a lush lol. But really, i was bored so I decided to have a few drinks while watching saturday night live. (I was so pissed that it was a repeat.)

yo, I’m bored too…and drunk.

aw i’m glad to hear that.
anything i can do?

and i’m good, just working on school.

hey you.
how’s life?

Things are great. He sent me the most adorable picture today, of 2 stuffed monkeys kissing. You know like the ones with magnets in their mouths. hehe it was cute. he has an FCA meeting tonight though, so I didn’t get to talk to him much. :/
Yes, the video is really nice, i liked it. :)

Hey!! I watched that video, it was really cool. :) thanks for sharing.
how was your day?

You will one day…just keep following the right path, you’ll end up in the right place.

thanks for the encouragement. :)
i missed the way we used to be before the issues…and i feel like its all coming back.
he snapped out of his phase, thank goodness!
Everyone told me not to wait…I think I’m going to find out that it was worth it not to listen… :)
He wants to spread the word, too. His goal is to become a pro baseball player and a pastor. if he gets enough fame, he wants to use that to potray his christianity and how far he has gotten with God. We’ll work together…we always have.

aw thats a cute story lol.
and maybe you’re right. i know that I will be able to help a lot of people one day, and i am going to.
in a few years, which is how long i planned on waiting anyway, i will be more than ready to face the fight..and i’ll win, with God on my side. no worries. :)
thanks.

You’re right…I’m not unwilling at all. I plan on going there someday…but I want to make myself spiritually stronger before I do.
My dad wants to fly me out there, but my mom wont let him, and like I said, i don’t want to. But I will. Someday, when I know I’m ready…when God tells me its time.

Trust me, I know. Thats why I’m afraid to go there. I watched my best friend move there and back…she was there for about a year, and within that short time, she went from Good, Christ-following and pure to awful, barely prays or reads the bible, and….well very unpure. she now drinks, smokes, parties…and has sex.
My dad also lives there. It was a type of escape from all his problems here. I don’t speak to him, he doesn’t deserve it.
Cali is hell on earth to me…I need to be really ready when I go there…

I think Cali will have to wait for me. I have some things there that need fixing before I can go to that particular part of the country…
harbor cities are always beautiful.

haha i live in charleston. :) its beautiful. i wouldn’t trade it for the world.
And you’re probably right about seeing our country first…I have never been off of the east coast lol. Pretty sad, huh?
So I’m about to post something really crazy, and I need you to respond…

Thats why I can’t wait to finish school. My plan is to travel the world for a few years (either alone or, if I’m in a serious relationship, with my significant other…) I can’t wait to see everything God has to offer us here on earth.
I live on the east coast too, s. carolina. So its about 11:20.

Wow, england! I would love to go to England some day. :)
Oooh house to yourself huh? I love when my parents go out of town, it’s nice to come home to an empty house for a while.
Well I’m normally in bed by now, but I can’t go to sleep ’til the fire goes out. My mom went to bed, now I’m stuck waiting up lol.