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i miss you! i havent seen you on aim in a longg timee. you’re probably never gonna check here again either lol. D=

Hey, I have absolutely no idea how sending a message on this thing works since I created a profile 10 min ago after I read one of your replies to a member. Anyway,I’ve been feeling depressed for a long time but it’s getting worse, I’ve tried medication which worked for a while but not long enough. I did like A LOT one of your posts about the matter and would love to chat sometime. I think I am getting a bit desperate for some support cause I feel I can’t talk to anyone about it :( here is my email (email removed)
Hope to hear from you soon, have a wonderful summer :)

thank you :) sorry for my confusion :)

Hello. So you are DoubleGin on Thepp’s site? (I may have known and forgotten this; if so, please forgive me). Are you here?

I don’t know what benefit systems you have over there so I am no help at all.
Things are going ok for me, still like being on a rollercoaster but ok :)

Are there no little cleaning jobs or anything? We have some here but I don’t know if thats just because its a fairly small place. Just don’t be afraid to ask for help, and make sure you do it well before things get awful. hows things going on the lady front?

Yeah I can imagine but people know things are difficult at the moment, everybody is feeling it. When all this is over you will be fine though and will be able to pick everything up again

You will get there in the end, don’t let it get you too down. Things over here don’t seem much better but luckily it hasn’t hit us yet as we are in the low income bracket, starting to get worried though.

I haven’t been round as much as I used to be so I’ve only been replying to shouts not sending them.
Still no luck on the job front then? Might be time to look into getting a room mate. Any further along sorting your mums stuff?

Hi stranger, hows things going for you?

MATTS MINE.

=D

hi matt. what are you up to?

Have a look at this

http://socialhelpsite.ning.com/

hey matt. whats up? how are you?

um, so i was writing you a shout because… i saw a kid on tv who looks like you. lol i thought, oh! that looks like matt! haha

myspace sounds good =p haha unless im annoying the crap out of youu.

noo idea. i get that way randomly alot. and it lasts for awhile :)

hahaa good luck with thatt =p ahh im so hyper right now.

haha, fast matabolisms rock my socks :)

hahaa but all goodies :) my favorite food is soup lol. wierd, i know.

yeahh ive played it since i was little. im more into rugby now i guess though. whats your favorite food? =p

i play rugby…haha its a bit rough but i love it. some soccer mixed in too. and i like reading alot. mostly about different cultures.

hahaha your deffinetly right about that. and yeah, thats how i was with my ex. so im trying to change that.

exactly. i just wanted to tell him to get it out there. i wasnt looking for anything in return. and ive done the extreme regret and bitterness thing, and it wasnt too much fun. so now im good =]

nope…not since last night. ive texted him, cuz some other wierd stuff happened today i wanted to tell him. but hes not around or whatever i guess. and usually once i let things out, i can get over them pretty quickly. i feel alot better about it now. like alottt.

true, true. theres still alot of places id like to see. but im not really like “i need to do this before i die” kinda person. if that makes any sense.

ahhh you totally should, i cant get enough of traveling. and its in the really really french part. near Quebec city.

thats sounds horrible mannn. i wouldnt like the cold then either haha.

haha i loveee the cold, and the canadians ;) and no worries, i change my mind constantly. im really indesicive.

i know whatcha mean. OH. and you like goldfrapp, which is awesome cuz i dont think ive ever met anyone who likes them, well her. and yeahh. =p i want to go to school in canada, prefferably graphic design school.

hmmm. well i live in total suburbia. and i really want to get out. but, i guess its not a bad place to grow up, at all. its cold, which i do like. but i dont live in the city. most people when im like “i live in new york” assume im talking about the city, haha which would be really nicee.

i completely and utterly know where your coming from. i just like having real friends, yunno? haha, your cool to talk to =]

woahh im totally like that too! im kinda the black sheep of my family. but im guessing alot of people feel that way some point in time. and ive never really cared what people though about me, so its hard for me to relate to people who do.

thank ya! :) what else are you into? like not music wise haha.

okie dokie i will =] and yeah im really into indie and ska. i cant really stand country…ive tried to be music tolerant haha but it didnt work out too well =p im kinda stubborn

indeed they doo =] i started listening to an alternative radio station around here when i was 13 and i just got really into it.

i love that song! and i digg the 2nd song on ur myspace, the adventure. very good :)

haha yeahhh radiohead is pretty depressing. but muse i like cuz there just really raw, they let you feel all different emotions. and i love map of the probelmatique too =]

i added you on myspace =p anddd it changes alot. my favorite bands are radiohead and muse. soo by radiohead i like creep. and by muse goddd its hard to pick a favorite haha.

ahhhh nice!!! i listen to that stuff too :) i dont have alot of friends that like the same music as me, so thats cool.

haha exactlyy. i havent been sleeping too much lately. which is bad. but im deffinetly music obessed. what kind of music do you like?

haha yeah that seems to be the theme for me lately. maybe i should take some sort of medication =p haha.

hey, your advice was really good dude :) thank yaa.

Hi Matt! How are you doing? Permission to talk to you about something thats been on my mind? I don’t know who else to talk to, and you’re a great guy…

Sigh I hope you are right.

Also I can’t stop thinking about when he will meet someone else. It hurts to think that another girl will take my place with him, and being with him, and maybe he will love her and cherish her and ..i could go on and on.

I feel like all the girls in this world will have a chance with him now except for me. That makes me so sad.

I just have a feeling that there is no person out there for me. I feel so alone and empty.

Well, everyday is one day closer to leaving Spain… i am just feeling so sad. Long distance is not going to work because my bf and I are oceans apart, so we decide to officially just end things.

So its hard to be dealing with a break up and still have to see him for 3 more weeks =/

Hey Matt, can I talk to you? I am feeling sad and anxious =(

sorry Matt, not you …

Big ears. Nasty teeth. Received a DUI. Cocky.

I’m just assuming that he’s cocky from what my friend told me. She met him at a swim meet. I prefer Ryan Lochte.

How old are you?

Michael Phelps is icky. Are you sure there’s no water polo there? The address of a water polo sporting goods shop was in Maryland.