rabbit's shout trail with brokenwingsdontfly - Help.com

are you ever coming back??? hope all is well with you.

Hello! how are you?

I am trying to stay positive but still have some really down days. I finally slept after being awake 3 days. I think it affects my attitude and thought process, when I go so long without sleep. I feel good today and regret my thoughts and actions of the past few days. wish I was more stable on a day to day basis, hopefully I will get there someday soon. I dont like bbeing the way I am and do want to change it. I just have days where I dont see it as being possible. On days like today though I feel like I can make things better for myself.

I know I’m not online as much, buy I do check in. I just want you to know I am sincere in being here for you. Also, I glanced and noticed the convo on saying a prayer. Why not simply try a positive I am statement. I am safe, is one I used. I am forgiven. whatever it is, we have thoughts, and most of us need to change the thoughts to positive ones. what we think we create.

You sound pretty positive to me!! Here for ya.

Things got better for awhile but seem to be going back down hill. Im trying to deal its just not going so well tonight. Its funny you came on tonight, you completely missed me being positive! BTW I found out im having a baby. isnt that just insane. good to hear from you and hear your doing well.

Hope you are dealing. Please know in the hardest moments, you are still loved, and somebody “out there” believes in you. Rest your head and know you are not forgotten, and I continue to be someone you can trust and talk to. I know I haven’t been online much, but I am still here. You have ways to contact me and know your not alone in the struggle!!!

pretty good. been spending time with family and friends. went to a fun oscar night party. trying to face my self doubts and take some positive action on myself. right now, i’m going to circle K for some sweets!! ha. b back l8r.

hey, how are you?

Hi.

I’m facing some challenges. Been a weird time. But, getting through.

doin ok i guess. havin ups and downs. but at least im havin ups right. how have you been?

Hi brokenwings that are mending. How are you?

Ah, I read some stuff, I can see your hurting. Your friend loves you, so do we, thats why “she betrayed your trust”. Please stop isolating yourself. YOu hurt us who care about you when you DONT tell us how your feeling or you DONT “drag us into” whatever is going on. YOu dont hurt me when you talk to me and get out your feelings. Still here for you big time. Peace.

Are you doing better?

HI, been offline for four days!!! busy time. Glad to hear you are pushing through, and I am hear by help.com, email and cell phone if you need a friend!
Peace

I just want to tell you thanks for everything you did to help me. I appreciate it so much.

Im ok.been trying to fight through some things as well, not going as good as id like though. But im still here. hope your having an easier go at it.

HI. I am doing okay. Been fighting through some things, how about you?

hello, how are you?

Hi, MENDINGwings, how are you today?

Hi there. Got your shoutout. Been out all day and night, away from the computer. what a concept. Glad to hear from you. Will check online tonight if I can, but I may fall asleep. real tired.

Talk to you more soon.

Peace, craig

hey,
hows it going?

Hi, thought I would say hi.

I have to lay down for a second. But I’m hear, you have my number, you have the hotline, you have the ability to get through this, yes you do.

Go to bed at least, and stop dwelling. And call someone like the hotline, another friend, me. Its time to be a friend to yourself, too

I just don’t find it okay. There is no excuse not to utilize every option you have besides that. Its not right. You have my number.

Use it. The hotline. Use it. Quit throwing roadblocks and start choosing freedom. Death isn’t freedom, its just death, and its not peace, its nothing.

Call me.

im sorry if this upsets you not my intention

just wanted to say goodbye and thank you again. it was really nice of you to care so much about someone you didnt even know. You helped me so much maybe not the way you meant it but, it was nice feeling not so alone in my isolation.

To be honest im just waiting for my friend to get here we made a pact. You were right with your assumption of my email. but there is nothing to be done for me. like I said before I never meant to get you this involved with my mess. See here I go trying to reach out. most of me just wants it to end, and a very small part of me wants help. I dont know what to choose. I feel like im just causing dram and trouble for you for that I am truly sorry.

Okay. I am glad to hear that.

There is nothing to get through anymore. And You didnt betray my trust.

sorry, your email concerned me, the way it was worded. I am really really sorry.

i did not mean to betray your trust. I just was really concerned with that email. I know you can get through this, and if you need me I am here.

you had the prevention line call me. I guess I understand, but please just let things be. I never meant to get you this far involved. I feel like i betrayed myself, for wanting help as it is. everything is gonna be ok.

Okay, so you closed the posts, sent me that email, where are you?

If you need some time, no problem, I’ll give you space. But, i am here for you. You are not a lost cause. Stop isloating yourself.

I know you are sad and exhausted, but please choose to reach out.

I tried to call you but couldnt get my self to hit send

Yeah. I can understand that. I had no idea what to say when I left you a message!! lol. But I found the words.

Just no I am here when you are ready. No worries. And simply keep reaching out and pushing through and taking real steps.

would like to talk but have no idea what to say

Hi there. How ya doing?

Okay. So, I hope you know to not isolate yourself then, and put your friend on alert, and know we are all here for you.

not to good havin a down kinda day again.

Good morning. Slow start for me. How are you?

Hi there. HOpe you are doing better, and at least staying in the struggle, and willing to continue reach out and know myself and many are here for you.

No problem, going out to run some errands, I’m just glad you made the choices you did, and that you trusted me with emailing and giving me your number. You really are amazing. You are facing it. I have had anxiety atatcks and thought i was having a heart attack or something, which I wasn’t, so keep taking care of yourself. I will check back here, my emails, and call anytime.

Peace

thanks for calling sorry i didnt answer.from what I goggled I think im having an anxiety attack. I would like to talk with you but being so short of breath I can only stutter at the moment.

NEWVERMIND!!! for some reason it went to a different box, I GOT IT!!!

Wow. I don’t know whats going on, but I have received no new emails on either accounts!!! I appreciate you emailing me. You sure you have them right?
lol, ain’t technology great?!!

Okay. the one ideal thing is also my AIM

i also sent it to the other address

you know what that is, use it if you want.