I have yahoo mess. now.so ,if you would rather talk there sometime,im there too at night mostly. Btw- how do I give permission here to someone to e-mail me. Like you did w/ me? And I owe you an apology for never working on that puter, e-mail problem, Too wrapped up in this site,i guess. Sorry :)
Hi Rabbit, Was just talking about you today w/ my son. He went to see Cloverfield today .(I had seen it in passing where you were taking to someone about it here.)Good 2 hear from you, you sweet, Good looking man you! :)
I am trying to stay positive but still have some really down days. I finally slept after being awake 3 days. I think it affects my attitude and thought process, when I go so long without sleep. I feel good today and regret my thoughts and actions of the past few days. wish I was more stable on a day to day basis, hopefully I will get there someday soon. I dont like bbeing the way I am and do want to change it. I just have days where I dont see it as being possible. On days like today though I feel like I can make things better for myself.
Hi handsome! Thanks for being so understanding. You wrote ‘One of my students….What you heard was ‘ugliest’ Do you know what i heard? WAS.NO-ONE likes their past pix.I said before if your avatar is you,Your very good lookin’ In fact,that’s part of what turned me on about you.You look like my first love. Catch ya later :)
Things got better for awhile but seem to be going back down hill. Im trying to deal its just not going so well tonight. Its funny you came on tonight, you completely missed me being positive! BTW I found out im having a baby. isnt that just insane. good to hear from you and hear your doing well.
Yeah. I figured that. and I was doing my best to be respectful as well as honest. And, honestly, you have nothing to apologize for. I appreciate the positive feedback. One of my students told me he saw a picture of me in high school with his mom, and said I was the ugliest. I felt like, gee thanks. And yet my nephew, who is pursued by every girl at his school told me he thought I was good looking and that I would be really good looking once I lost some weight. So, this is my challenge, to accept that maybe, just maybe i might be attractive…enough. Its so shallow and stupid, but its my trip up. so, again, thanks for your compliments. I need some ice cream today tho, so I’ll be back. Did you watch the Oscars? please shout out to me what you have been up to lately.,.,,,,,,
Hey, There’s my eye candy!How are you ? I’m good thanks .I owe you an apology, I’m sorry for coming on so strong at first .I had been so alone for so long and When I met you, I knew I liked you and looked up to you.Still do of course. I can say it was the O.C.D. or a manic but ….Sorry. I’m better now. Any way,busy is good,It’s all about balance right? :)
Wow! A blast from the past! How are you? Thought about you often.And HAPPY VALENTINES DAY HANDSOME!-If you havent heard,b-wings was on last night and posted ‘ this may be my last post for a whil ‘-She said she was on her way to admitting herself today.All we can do now is keep the hope and pray for the best.((HUGS))
Hey good lookin, how are you?I’m good,could be better though,My ears are ringing more than ever and a gland is swollen.I hate taking medicine so just letting it ride out.If your interested I changed my profile.I would be interested in knowing what you think.Be Well,Kim
isnt that the way it always goes? lol… something exciting happens… and we are never there to see it for ourselves… lol… as for being pretty.. thank you… my ex husband use to tell me 7 or 8 times a day for ten years that i was ugly and nasty… so i have very low confidence in that… so that means a lot to hear people say that to me… so thank you… and yes… there are some assholes on this site just trying to cause drama… but in time hopefully, we can get them weeded out… lots of hugs..
Hi,great to hear from you handsome!No I don’t have your phone #.Brokenwings has a better repore with with Amy,I think,they are getting along anyway.Whatever works ,I say.I havent given up yet.All she needs to do is take action,but she cant or dont see that.I put it in Gods’ hands a while ago,but still cking up on her.I trust you are better?I hope.:)
Hey you good lookin’man,I wrote a post this morning I think you might be interested in,Hope this helps you.I’am great,wish u were too.:( sad 4 u. I’m going to be gone most of the day.My asian friend and mentor is flying his R.C. airplane today!:)
i just stopped home. going to meet a friend for dinner then pick up my neice and spend time with her and my nephew. I am not sure how I’m even going to face him, but I talked to him this morning about spending time together tonight…
Yes, i feel like the joke. when it comes to dating. i’m sick of it, i’m sick of asking for help and praying i’m not heard, nothing changes, and all i DO get is this kids crazy sex life in my face. hopeless, tired and frankly a little PO’d.
Yeah, but he gets so mad right now unless he brings something up. He’s not going to mention this. I knew he was doing some things, but, he really is being physical. I don’t know what to do. I’m not sure if I should tell his dad, but there is a language barrier. I just don’t care about much right now, I hate my life right now. I hate to say it, but if I had my own love life, it probably wouldn’t bother me as much. It hurts to seem him growing up, it hurts to think he’s rushing things, and it hurts to feel like I have nothing.
Its in the background, feelling very hopeless. and I just was shocked, my nephew, he asked this girl he is seeing something very sexual he wanted to do with her. Not sex, but still…they obviously have a lot of physical history, but he gets mad if I try to talk about it or call her his girlfriend, even. I understand he is going to experiment, but all he does is text and its always something sexual with this girl, and yet he gets mad if I ask “are you making good choices?” I’m really confused.
Ech. Feeling better, but really depressed. Same old crap. I am so unmotivated. Saw some seriously scary texts my nephew was doing, so I feel so worried about him, yet, know its normal, and yet wish I had some sort of romantic life myself. Life really sucks. I’m sick of being along.