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Holy wow my fever is up yo 106F. yes, anytime hon. wow, I am starting to get afraid.

Thanks for sharing there. LOVELY

Why should I? When you have been so rude?

I have now closed crazyjoe. Will also be finished here at help, after this message. I will not be coming back here again for any reason I can think of.

This message is going to the four people I have kept on my friends list to the last moment, you being one of those four.

I am still here for you by e-mail, if ever you do want to get in touch, then please use it.
Hoping you will once in a while.

will go and put you on my friends list straight away.

Glad you are back to more like your normal self.
Will go and put you on my friends list straight away.

of course. I was suffering from post tramatic stress disorder. I got help. I got over it. Please do re-friend me.

Noticed you want to be a friend again. I have my own websites that I use instead of this one, so although I do still visit here, I take no real active part any more.
Mostly come to check out just one person on my friends list.
As long as that person is OK, I leave again. If the person is not OK, I e-mail the person concerned.

I will put you back on my friends list, although it will serve no purpose if you need a quick response from me.
Let me know if you still want to be re-included on my friends list.

You deserve to have the best one ever.
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I meant to reply a few hours ago, got waylaid by other stuff though.
You know I am always about here, not so much as I used to be but still visit every day.
Perhaps your life is going to settle down know, a bit. I hope that it does, please keep in touch and let me know how things go for you in the days ahead.

babe, I just got hurt. still love you.

Hi nikko.

No I was not being harsh, I was trying to be truthfull.
I think you would much prefere me to be that way. I could sort of make all sorts of comments that would sound nice and sweet, but they would not be the truth of what I am feeling.
It is time, I think for you to fight your demons, you past and rid yourself of the past. What has gone before, cannot be changed, it has already happaned.
You now and you future is what you should be shaping.
I am sorry I cant fight these things for you, I cant. Only you can do that.

wow, that was harsh.

Sorry nikko.

Decided not to e-mail you. I dont think I have the expertise needed to be able to help you.
I am convinced you should be getting proffesional help.
I am still here if you need to talk but not about your old problems.

comcast doesn’t come until tuesday, , but yea hear from you as soon as I can read it. OH COurty, people just make mistakes, just stop with this . oh well, I do believe in her heart :)

I will send you an e-mail tomorrow.

Oster is reading me. I’m out of this crap.

I love her. I am sitting outside before comcast comes over to go back to my new place. Tuesday is the day. I know she is hurt, but I love her most of all. Hod on to her and please get Courty off me, she is sooo wrong.

Lilies would love to get a shout from you. You hurt her feelings by ignoring her. So make up with her, say your sorry and start to use this site again.
If you ignore the bad people you meet on here and get on with your own thing. You will find things start to work out better.
Start getting involved with helping othen here. You used to, try doing it again.

Mean people suck and well, ewwww.

babe, i try to stay, but I am realizing so much. I can’t be here without lilies. I’m gone. pretend that. I cut lose, hey, Courty will read this too! Catch me on email. . . She’s an idiot and I know it.

I notice you have just logged out again. I dont mind helping you but you must be prepaired to stay around and fight your corner.
I will try to back you up, if you need it. If some one from this site is stalking you, you should let one of the mods help you.
It is a very serious offence and they should have ways of dealing with this.
As this is a public website, you will be able to ask them for a copy of any material relating to the stalking issues. You can then bring your own case against any offender.

You will need to explain how courty is stalking you.
Be as specific as you can. If it is the truth, it is a criminal offence to stalk some one , in real life or over the internet.

I will, but I can’t now. Why is courty stalking me? gee I know..because I didn’t let someone use me…

That doesn’t explain a lot. Tell me more about it please, I might then be able to help you more.

ok, here, sigh, get courty off me please

Just noticed you are online. Thought I would say hello.

I dont know how to answer your last shout to me.
I suppose to some extent I love you as well, I am though not in love with anyone. I have tried hard to keep in touch with you, tried to give you encouragement, even to the extent of phone calls and e-mails.
I dont easily give up on people, especialy if they are on my friends list.

I have been helping people for a few years now and have gained some experience in knowing when some one is in trouble. Not telling the truth about their problems or even not telling me what the problems are in the first place.

So lets start all over again and try to sort your problems out. That is if you wish to do so.
To keep on running from your problems is not helping any of us, most of all yourself. Remember this also, you cant run away from yourself.
Like I said before, it is now time for you to open up, to clear up the past and become that person you can be proud of.

It is now down to you, to give up the past bad things that have happened to you.
To start working on you and get your life sorted out.
This might entail proffesional help as well, if it is needed you should embrace it and give it a chance to work for you.

I think that is enough for now. Think carefully about what is written in this shout.

check my shout box. love you and hi to the people I have always adored. OH you know it. :) My love never left you and someway, I think you know it.

Well I am hoping you now get your life in order again and get some good stuff out of life.

hi, nah, just got hurt and frustrated. Shame on me for my complicated life.

I think it is time for you to open up and let it all out.
You seem very, very mixed up, trust me, I have a feeling you are in need of a lot of profesional treatment.
I do know that something not normal is going on with you, So be truthfull and tell me/us about it.

How are you? I see you are online at the moment.
Drop by my shout box and say hi to me.

I am getting confused about this phone number, I just phoned the original you gave me.
The lady says there is a room number (the same number you said is an extension number) and that you must have left a message that you dont want to recieve my calls.
Can you tell me anything about this please.

I dont wish to, nor will I phone the number again.
I would like to be able to help you with any problems, that I am able to help with. But I need to know that I am not wasting my time and money, going round in circles. Then to be told You dont wish to recieve my calls.
Can and do you wish to continue with this or not?

I tried to phone afain the number you gave me.
This time it was answered, I asked for the extension number you gave. The person I spoke to told me to phone the same number you gave me but to change the last four numbers to 0046 instead of the last four numbers you gave 0047.
I did this, it is an answer phone that tells me to phone the original number.
Dont know what is going on. Have you any ideas.

Thats OK, let me know when it has been fixed please.

yeah, I saw that. It’s getting fixed. I’m irritated at these people. IF we can schedule a time, I’ll try again. This sux :)

Dont know what to do. I tried to phone you on the number you gave me, a lot of times.
Every time I do it is engaged, I therefore cant return the call.
I e-mailed you yesterday about it, you haven’t responded to that one as yet.
So I am leaving this message here for you, so that you know what is happening.

Hello friend,

I was very pleased to see your reply on my post, sorry about the trouble you have had lately. You dont owe me anything, you are my friend. I will wait untill you are ready and able to talk, if that is what you want.

I wont forget about you. Once you have got sorted out and you are ready. We can talk to each other.

I intend to find you ASAP. Please don’t forget me.
-n/r

Nice to see you are trying hard to be brave about your situation.
Catch up with me only when you have the time to talk propperly with me. I would like to just have you talking to me without any other pressures.
Hope this is OK with you.

OK, yeah, I need to catch you up on email, but have a stupid chore I have to do today - last day though, then I can sit down and catch up with everyone. I’ve tried some, and worked on being funny, but gosh, I’ve been sad.

Just checked, you have now logged out. So good night.
I will be back tomorrow about 8-00pm my time, that’s about 12-00 noon tomorrow your time.
We can try to set up a telephone conversation for twenty minutes or so. Will have to exchange telephone numbers again. We can do that by e-mail.

Good night.

Shout me again when you are ready to talk.

ok

Go ahead and have a good cry. Then come back to me and lets get to grips with what is troubling you. OK?

well, I’m going to go have a good cry and get back. Sigh, I know that sound silly, but I need one.

Do you want to explain it further? If so have you got the time to keep with it until you find some sort of an answer?

well, it’s new sdstuff. I just want time to write you and it seems that all I want to say is very deep and heartfelt. IT’s not baout that past. Gosh it let other things get worse.