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YOu just texted me, we need to talk, we cant have any relationship without communication.

Hi!!!!!!!!! I Miss YOU so much! I e-mailed you , now im just hoping you read it and get back to me. Please take good care of yourself Sarah,Kim :)

Hey Sarah, sorry to see you go, but happy too in the sense that you’ve come a long way. This place can be a crutch. My only advice to you is don’t neglect family and friends. Take care my friend. You deserve a full and happy life. You have my contact info if you ever want to talk.

Hi Sarah , how are you ?

What does your new avatar mean?

My kids are in school, going okay. Work is slow. I’m trying to figure out if I should go back to school for another degree.

How’s your little one?

Not bad. How have you been?

Missing you Sarah. Call me sometime.

Hi Honey , how are you ?

I have missed you so much , is there anything new with you ? :)

You started school? That’s fantastic! Congratulations, that’s a big step. You have come so far toward believing in yourself, I’m very proud of you. Just make sure you get enough sleep. I keep logging in here after my kids go to sleep and 6 AM arrives too damned early!

:P

YOu were online and couldn’t give me a quick shout? :(

Hey, like my new avatar? Just sitting here thinking about you, wondering how busy you must be with everything.Miss you Much

haha I shouted myself.

Yeah with school starting back I’m not used to being up so late. I’d love to hear more about your daughter. Makes all the difference in the world doesn’t it? You sound good.

Hey Sarah! Damn, why do you get on just as I’m about to log out?

i added you to my contact list on IM and it says your on line but I cant seem to send a chat :P

Hi YOU
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D

HIEEEEE!!!! When the heck are you going to get on IM? Everyday i think maybe today well be able to talk. I miss you too. Call me ifyou want, i have a few minutes on my phone.

Oh, and I love the avatar. What does it mean?

Hi, I didn’t mean what I said on the phone (the text. I felt ashamed of myself and got a little down . I want to talk ,if you do of course. But preferably not here. I don’t know how to make a offline chat message or I would have. Im back on nights so I’ll be waiting :)

hi honey , how are you ?

Your recent post got removed so i couldn’t read it , what was it all about ?

and you are right… friend is just a word.. its the actions that show what a real friend is…

well, i have to get going.. i just got myself all in an uproar… and i have to go chill out… i made a post about making fun of my ex husband.. and it got into shit about my kids.. and now im really not feeling too well.. but i will be back again tomorrow.. hugs..

i am at the point to where.. i am just ignoring her… i will keep my distance… i want nothing from anyone who can do that to someone you would call your friend.. because friends dont do that… and i really hope that you accept my apology for ever doubting you.. but with all the information and all this and that being thrown at us.. it wasnt that i doubted you.. i questioned you… until i saw for myself that things werent adding up.. and i started smelling the rat.. a rat that was looking to be a savior in order to get what they wanted… someone i would never classify as a friend.. ever again..

my thing that pisses me off to no prevail is that… i was blamed… i can not believe that at all… there were 3 of us that was being spoken too.. thrown information that was stated that only she could see.. had us all questioning everything.. and then goes to your post and basically stated that she never doubted you… if you are big enough to start the shit.. be big enough to take credit for it when it blows up in your face..

well.. i have personally deleted her from my messenger, email, friendslist here.. i dont want someone like that in my life… someone who can cause such crap.. and then cant take the credit for doing something such as she has..

maybe.. i dont know.. i still dont trust her.. and i still wont be friendly with her at all

~wink, gottcha~ she is actually checking shit out for me… hhmmm.. wonder why… because thep started his shit again on me the other day… and i started back.. and he admitted to her what he did but is trying to get me banned for mentioning it.. so she is seeing what is being done with the whole thing…

i went to go to your post and it was deleted… what happened?

hehehe.. glad you got a hold of me… infact, the movie was already starting… as for me and help.com, roger doesnt wait to start the movies.. lol… it wasnt anything in particular… just that…

glad we talked last night and you know the facts of what really happened and why i believe it happened…

The reason I asked, I blacked out mine once too. At some point you just have to let it roll off your back, accept the acceptance that most people offer and not worry about the rest. I used to hold grudges really bad. When you get to the point that you’ve fully forgiven yourself, not only for the things you have or haven’t done, but for being you, it will become easier to forgive others, especially those who love you. Then you’ll hardly notice small offenses and you’ll resolve the big ones more quickly.

Oh, nothing controversial! Well you didn’t get banned anyway. That’s good. Why did you black out your av?
(shouted myself)

Hey Wings! That must have been one hell of a naughty post for it to have been deleted so quickly. Now upload an avatar and start talking. Don’t make me have to find my can of whoop-ass again.

im doing ok.. had my surgery on my neck in which they placed a plate and screws… almost died in the hospital when one of the student nurses went to give me a shot of insulin.. which belonged to the patient next to me… good thing i was awake… ugh.. neck still hurts like before.. but the daily migraines are gone.. thank goodness.. other than that, im as i am usually.. here.. lol..

yeah, i would love for you to email me… there is a long story behind that… and a lot to tell about it and how it all went down.. and why.. and know it wasnt just you targeted.. but a few people actually..

but welcome back…

im actually off to watch a movie with roger now… but ill be on tomorrow.. many hugs..

how are you doing? havent talked to you in a while.

Gotta go Sarah. Shout me or call me or try emailing again. Good to hear your “voice”.

Well hello stranger. Thanks for the thanks. Just want to remind you that you can still call me anytime. I may not always make time, what with the kids going back to school and all (in fact I have to get up in a little over three hours.. ugh!). But you can call, and if I’m not in the middle of something with them I’ll listen.. or babble on like I do sometimes.

For some reason I never did get those emails. No big deal, maybe a technical fluke.

Im ok, have been better, have been worse. Did you not get the email from me? =/

Hello, how are you tonight?

Hi!!! How are you? I left a message on IM. I don’t know if i’ll be on much longer. getting tired

Hi Sarah.

Hey hows life ?

How are you feeling today?

To my friend brokenwings.4everfly.

It is time for me to leave the website, for good.
I will not be returning to it.
Now that life is treating you, generally for the better, perhaps it’s time to take stock and look for the changes you may need to make.
I wish you peace and happiness throughout the rest of you life.
I am still there for you, you can still contact me. If ever you need me.

That’s great. I knew it had been up to 43. Be proud of each day as it’s happening. I would do better to live in the moment myself.

I’m back on and still didn’t get your email, but I did get junk mail so I know it’s working. Don’t know how I could help anyway unless you just need to vent. I’ll check again before going to sleep.

How many days are you up to now, if you don’t mind my asking?

well shit-fire save-matches, I didn’t get it. And my pc keeps telling me it’s now updated and want to reboot. Give me a few while I restart my pc.

good for you!

checking..

If you tried my personal email, try my sansceriph email instead. It’s open.

Are you staying connected in the real world with someone who you can talk with about recovery?

Well then ask for help, don’t go through this and let people be bullys like that. They are cowards, and backstabbing and talking behind peoples backs are a form of bullying. This is a VERY serious offence and one which I know the moderators of this site will take very seriously.

I believe you should report it, but don’t leave. Remove people off your friends list who hurt you and request no communication-then send a shout to the mods that you want a note made on the mod forum that the said person is NOT allowed to contact you and if they ever do-you can report it.

You don’t have to suffer, there is always help. You’ve got things going for you, and you’ve got people who really care. Don’t let that go to waste. The people who hurt you aren’t worth it.