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BTW duh. The one thing I have always been good at is pushing people away. So no need to tell me so, but thanks.

After reading all the replies I feel one thing and one thing only…………
No one gets it!!!!!!!!!!
No matter, no need to worry Im fine and will be only cuz Im to much of a coward and a failure to do anything 100%. I want nothing more then to cease to exists, but yet I cant seem to go through with it. I Know you all will say thats a good thing, its great im still alive. But thats where none of you get it. I dont deserve to live, I dont want to live. But since I cant seem to off my self properly looks like I will be just fine. Oh and I know I cant stop anyone from caring, but why bother? really? Im not worth it. think of me as the scum and dirt under a porch, you cant see it so its not important.

I only log in every now and again to see my friends. I cant stand to see the way this site has went down the toilet. And I swear to god if I hear how great the mods are here one more time……..I mean really they are just people like the rest of us. And some, one in particular pulls some high drama themselves, but the mod title leads the rest of us to think them gods….Please! I mean dont get me wrong this site has helped me in so many ways but if I posted my previous problems now, people wouldnt take me seriously. When I came here at first I found friends, an online community for those of us who have a hard time connecting in the real world, now its just a joke. friends? we only pretend to know the meaning. Help? Only if you have been deemed not a troll by the so called troll police, or have a fancy way with words. Anyways I agree its a joke compared to what it use to be. As for ways to improve or go back to what once was, Im unsure…..Maybe shut it down completely and rebuild? or those of us who remember what it was like collaborate and make a new site that gives us that feeling of comfort, of home, of being amongst friends. Any way it goes The help.com I knew is gone forever I think…….

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks everyone. Had a wonderful birthday, but have decided I am not going to get any older! So I am still 25 and always will be. Thanks again

Brewer fan myself, but I hope the Rays take it all the way. I want to see someone take down the Phillies.

I believe when you helped it came from you, your beliefs may have helped you but i think you would have helped just the same if you believed science instead of god. We will never know for sure. And no, one does not have to believe to understand they just have to be willing to acknowledge that their beliefs may not be for everyone and be understanding to those who believe different. what gets me about your post is that your saying if all believed the way you do then we’d all find our way and find happiness. which just isnt true, finding faith in anything or having belief in your self can find you peace and happiness. not just god, can help obtain those things. And just cause the bible you believe in says hes real doesnt make him anymore real then harry potter.A book is a book and they are written by humans, by man. humans are known for being inaccurate.

to be a guy, Id really like to try it! but only if I could go back to being a woman again.

what are you afraid of most??

[quote GraceAndShadow][quote Shie]do you pick your nose… lol[/quote]Only on Sundays. Oh, you want the truth? Yep.What’s the weirdest dream you’ve ever had?[/quote]

I once dreamt that i was under water building door. dont know what the door was for though.

Whats the grossest thing you do that your willing to admit?

[quote GraceAndShadow]In your opinion, what’s the most over-rated film of all-time?[/quote]

The godfather

how much does popularity mean to you? be honest!

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If you could me anyone in the world who would it be?[/quote]

Super woman! who wouldnt want an invisible jet, or a golden lasso? thats not my question.

is there anything or anyone you would die for?

Oh and just cuz people prayed for me doesnt make me believe in any way god helped me through it. And personally I dont want to believe in a god that would help me heal but not those who truly need it, like starving kids and innocent people dying. So what, I had a drinking and drug problem, my own fault, Kids starving not their fault. Why do some deserve help and not others. And please dont feed me the lines its his will, His plan, all for the greater good. If the god you speak of truly does exist he could fix the whole planet and the people on it. Oh but he doesnt, cuz suffering all over the world is part of his plan?

Making a post like this is just asking for arguments, we as the human race will never fully agree on who and what to believe. Only in death will we find out who is right.

No offense meant here but im a good example of getting better with out god. I was broken and twisted and now after a little hard work and belief in myself I am on a road to recovery. I dont think god will fix all problems in your life simply because you believe he will.

question for you, Whos to say the god you believe in is the correct way to go? What about other gods from other religions? some have been around alot longer then the christian god you speak of.

I mean no offense am just wondering how you can make a post saying you know like its fact that if all us messed up people wouldnt need the help of docs and meds if we had god. Honestly I owe my well being and happiness to doctors and meds, and this site.

added ya. can never have to many friends!

[quote angel_devil09]who is one person you would do anything for?[/quote]

my daughter.

whats the meanest thing you have ever done to someone else?