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• Well, I have a really bad problem on my hands. posted (9 months, 2 weeks) ago
  I have DID, or Dissociative Identity Disorder. In other words, I have split-personalities. The main …

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• Well, I have a really bad problem on my hands.
  

  [quote Nine]5 years? I’ve been this way for just 3. Well, we think. None of us can really remember much about our childhood… I think Skeleton is the only one who really knows what happened. And it’s easier to extract blood from a roll of tape than to get information out of him.
  If you don’t mind my asking… how many are you? Just you and Nadine?
  And does anything trigger you? Anything I should know about?[/quote]
  Well, yeah, just me and Nadine in this here coo-coo closet!
  (sorry, Mom uses that now)
  well, she has plenty of triggers, including my friend’s named Trixie, or Jackie, and the thought/talking about sex draws her out, too! lol
  She’s a definate horn dog! XD
  - written 8 months, 4 weeks ago

• I have friends at least I think they are, but when I hang out with them they always leave me out and just think they are better than me.
  

  Well, just…
  I had friends like that when I was 13.
  Now? I’m 16, and I’ve made much better friends, while dropping those friends like yours.
  After I realized just how aweful these kids were to me, I was already a Freshman.
  At least you got it early! lol
  Well, just wade through that tide pool in your ocean of life, kay?
  (if you get that medafore)
  I did, and I met plenty of cool people that love me for who I am!
  hope things get better!
  amandamac2007
  - written 9 months ago

• I am IN LOVE with my boyfriend but……People will not stay out of our relationship….What do I do?
  

  well, this is the story of myself and my boyfriend.
  he’s sweet, knows what to do when I’m down, and we’ve gone out twice before this time, and I realized that it was stupid why we kept breaking up.
  I’m very much in love with him, as he is in love with me.
  The first time we broke up, it was “his fault,” he broke up with me, and I had cut myself, too.
  I decided that that was stupid, and I got over it.
  We got back together, then didn’t see enough of each other.
  …that’s when I broke up with him…
  I cried for hours, and wound up in the arms of a new friend.
  Joey was his name, and he claimed to love me.
  …then he was abusive…
  I dropped his *** when he decided that he’d try to rape me.
  Then, I went to an old friend, and the same stuff happened.
  Even though it was actually this girl that kept us apart over that summer, me and my boyfriend got back together, and we love each other enough to ignore all of the crap when it hits the fan, ya know?
  Just think: It could be worse; I could NOT be in a loving relationship; I’m glad for what I have.
  Those 3 things got me through a TON of stuff!
  Hope this all blows over soon.
  amandamac2007
  - written 9 months ago

• So there is this boy that i am soooooooooo in luv with how do i know if he likes me and were only in middle school!
  

  Well, as for me, I had a relationship in middle school, and I thought that he was the only one for me.
  Also, FIRST relationship.
  Bad mistake.
  It didn’t last, and he had cheated on me the entire time with a friend of ours…
  See, now I truly know that I’m in love with my current boyfriend, because I went through 2 abusive relationships after we separated.
  (yeah, we went out last year. lol)
  But, then I ralized that I couldn’t live with my life without him… n///n
  I hope that your answers come to you successfully, and that you find the “man of your dreams” kinda like I did!
  - written 9 months ago

• Well, I have a really bad problem on my hands.
  

  [quote Nine]You know, just meeting you has made a huge difference. Do you know I’ve been looking for other multiples to talk to for the past two years? I tried a message board, but I couldn’t really express myself. Everyone was too easily triggered and I ended up spreading pain and destruction whenever I said what was on my mind. All I wanted was someone to relate to, just to talk to. I didn’t expect to find one on Help. There’s the Allen Graih Company, but he’s kinda… y’know…
  Anyway, hi. I’m Styx, the underappreciated host identity of the Nine, formerly Sevenfold, formerly the Four. Formerly Terry. As bizarre and desperate as it may sound, I’d like to talk to you again…[/quote]
  Well, I’m suprised that I found you on here, too. I was, honestly kinda skeptical to start typing up about something that Mom had no clue about.
  I got diagnosed with a friend of mine.
  She has it, too, and she took me to her doctor.
  I just told my mother last night, after 5 years… Pretty trippy, right?
  And, also, it doesn’t sound desperate, or bizarre at all.
  I’ve wanted people to talk to for years, but I had felt too scared, or embarassed, or whatever to do it.
  And, hi. I’m Amanda. :)
  - written 9 months ago

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