PollyinLove's shout trail with -Frit- - Help.com

Awww yayz :D I’m very glad.
\Hope we talk soon xxxx

hey hey, i feels better nows! explain later

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i was fine! the letter was good, and it made some things clear to me! not sure about olly cuz i havent seen her or spoken to her since she’s been back, hopin to meet up with her in the next few days! :D

Ifif,
Are you alright? Last night you sounded upset…Not just tired. Sorry if I am being a pain..But I just care about you. I hope that letter from Rose was good…How’s it going with Olly?

Polly xx

It might not. I realise that you are confused and everything is very complicated…

YAY!!!!!

it all depends on how long its gonna take to sort my head out and what i think after that! i do want this to work! but itl be so long from now!

I read the whole trail……What are yo going to do? You have to decide…And I hope to god that it will be an easy decision to make.

xx

look at the shout she just left me :S :(

It’s okay…It’s alright. *Hugs*

i just have no idea anymore!

I know, I know, I know! But I wish you could heal together. I hate seeing you both so miserable…x

i need time to heal and sort my head out!

She will do that for you… If you love her enough…It won’t matter.

but that eans us either both leaving our lives behind or one of us leaving our life behind!

I think you have to be patient…It doesn’t have to be long distance and I know if you two let it, it would be a real relationship…You could live in the same country she would do anything for you.

Please don’t lose faith!

im not so sure, i dont know if it can work, long distancxe relationships mess with my head! i dont know what to do…

Yeah well that was probably a wise decision….You have to sort stuff out before you leave! And you can…She wants to talk…Please talk to her! You won’t change…You are going to be okay. I am one of the only people who will NEVER tell you you are being meoldramatic or over dramatic or anything…I don’t believe in it :D You are going to decide what happens with Rose. Goodluck on talking to her x

lol! i decided to stay away from here for a few days and after today im gonna be gone for bout a week or so! i need to sort my head out and i dont know how im going to be soon! maybe even who! i could completely change as a person! i dont know maybe im just dramatizing! but i keep saying thins :i dont know whats gonna happen!

I know! Fucking love hurts a hell of alot! And not being able to be with the one you love cuts you up everyday…I know I am not one to talk and it’s hypocritical…But please don’t rely on alcohol or weed or any othre form of drug. I know you need to escape but please stop now before you escape forever. You must talk to her…If not I am going to become a silly in between and make you solve this… :)

i dont know, im hurting more than i ever have, ive never been like this before, ive just been keeping my mind off it by getting trashed, but when i actually think about it, it just hits me over and over again like a wave of depression every time i think about it! :S :’(

Awww *hugs* I know you did! She did too you know…You both still love each other and I really hope you two talk…Today. I want to tell you everything she says…But I can’t do that because you two need to sort this out. I am trying to help any way I can. Please feel free to talk to me okay? I am always here…

The thing is, I still believe that you guys can work it out and be together and I really think she does aswell and from the way you are talking it really sounds like you still have hope and I hope you do. The key thing is you both love each other. You can fight through anything else.

xx

im hurting so much! i dont know what im going to do! i wanted things to work, i was so happy, i fell in love with her and i got hurt again, thats why i was careful this time, i got too attatched and now i dont know whats going to happen, i cant deal with anything else, i feel that if i try to sort it out or something, im going to have a breakdown! sorry for offloading on you

i really dont want you to leave! you is a great friend and you’ve helped and can help so many people here! you tried just ignoring him?

I don’t want to…I want Sam to. I don’t know if you like him or not…But this doesn’t work…We can’t go on like this.

xxxxxxxxxxxx

Dont leave!!!! nooooooooooooooo!!!!!!

Hey ifif…
This is something I wrote for everyone on chat…It’s kinda because I might be leaving or atleast cutting back alot on help.com/chat…
Please read :) x x

The thing is I haven’t been that happy on here for a while…And it is partly because so many people know about it…I hate to share you guys…With Sam and Stellar on here…And Tabby(my sister) knowing about it…It scares me that it isn’t private anymore…And my mum keeps coming so close to finding it…Even with all that I still would never leave by choice…It hurts me so much that I have even considered leaving..And I have tried before…But never succeded because I missed everyone too much…The people on here know more about me than my own family…I feel so close to you…And the thing is it’s soo much fun…And such a positive atmosphere…I know this may seem dramatic…Because I will probably not even be able to stay away that much anyway…But this is also a thank you…..You know I would be dead without you….I really would, I have came so close to hurting myself…And just signing onto chat has made me smile…The love I recieve here is the most I have ever gotten…I have always had problems with fnding friends…Who actually care…And I finally have…Although they are on the internet and we will never meet…It doesn’t matter…My mum told me to stick to the computer…And I wish I could. I would prefer to be in a virtual reality…But I can’t do that…Sometimes I wonder why we want to escape…We could do everything we do on the internet in real life if we wanted…But we don’t have the courage…It’s odd how people want to live through their computers…I want to do that. Help.com has made me so happy…Taken me through some of the toughest times of my life…Wiped away my tears…And made me laugh so hard…I guess now I am okay and don’t need you all so much….But I think I need to give back as much as I was given…You gave me support and understanding…You fixed my life…I am so much stronger now…I really am…I hope help.com has helped you as much as it has helped me..I really leaned on it…I only discovered chat a few months ago…And I was amazed when I did…I became addicted…And now I see all the familiar faces..The regulars…And I always wonder..If they consider me one…Do they love me the way I love them…Have I helped them…?