My sister has absolutely no respect for me. None, period. I don’t say this out of frustration, but out of pure unadulterated fact. Anything and everything I say no matter how big or small is either scoffed at or cast aside if it even comes close to conflicting with what she wants or has. She is quiet now as mom told her that it was time for bed, but in the past when I asked her to try to lower the volume she only looked at me and kept right on talking just as loudly. I guess I am just venting. Thanks for listening. I needed to get that out, but still bothers me greatly needless to say.
yesterday was their “anniversary”
three of four months. There isn’t going to be any stars falling out of her eyes. That is simply not something that is made to happen to her. Mom fails and refuses to do anything about this and now I am forced to hear this. In her mind this is a serious relationship. Fifteen minutes ago she said to him, “Oh, your already a official part of the family…” I felt like smashing something. Here is the kicker. Because of her disorder her maturity level is not where it should be and she is a year younger this this other guy.
about to commit myself. My sister is talking to her “boyfriend.” They met on the internet and have never even seen each other. If I hear “Honey” one more time I am going to consider committing some very violent act on the tree outside. She throws the words “I love you” around so much I am getting very angry at her flippancy. I am going nuts here.
There pretty much is no admin’s left (their the ones who fix/run everything). Ditzy (another moderator) has returned me and her are trying to Trying to keep order with the mess, not that we weren’t before but we are going to be more strict and start taking this place back. So please don’t stop using the report button.
By the way, I deleted that post/s and probably do a IP ban on the user
The most important help they have given
is the cleaning of our atmosphere of radioactive debree from nuclear testing.
Without this life would be very difficult
for us.
well I have my information from a master
who is at the same spiritual level as Jesus.
He assures me that all the planets have life
on them except maybe Pluto.
Most are very advanced like the Martians.
I you went there you would not see them
they live in the finer states of matter.
all of the stories of alien abductions are false.
They are mass astral fabrications from sources such a holywood and elsewhere.
The real aliens are our friends e.g. Martians,Venitians,Jovians etc.
They are completely trustworthy and our planet is in great debt to them
for all the help they have given us.
I value all opinions, but I have my own as well. Simple disagreement doesn’t mean I dislike a person, or don’t see value in them, it just means I don’t agree with them. The only think I don’t respect is apathy. I don’t care what your opinion is, as long as you have one. However, if you have one, and express it, be prepared for those who disagree to express theirs in response. Never voice your opinion on a public forum unless you’re prepared to defend it.
I’m no authority. But then, neither are you. No one is. Which is why discussion is so important. Especially when it comes to mental health. Too many people out there NEED their medication, and it’s reckless to say that it’s not as important as it is. Dangerous, even. We’re here to help, not to hurt. No one’s pride is more important than that.
And yes, I come across as blunt and even cold sometimes. I know this. It’s part of who I am and how I reply. I don’t want to waste time sugar-coating what doesn’t need to be watered down. If I have something to say, I say it. It has nothing to do with you, or the others I talk to, I simply don’t waste my time. It’s too bad there aren’t many of the old crew left around here, or they’d tell you that this is how I’ve been for the last two years.
Dani’s been around about that long. Ask her about it if you think I’m being a jerk.
ooh hun, well, is there any one thing for instance you try at and feel dispair? I know you try and sometimes it just doesn’t feel like it is enough, but it is… don’t give up.
im fed up with everything
i always try my best but it only remain for few minutes then i feel the same loneliness hate of life what is this world why it comes behind me
so many things
I really admired this post of yours. I’ve added you to my “friends” list; I’d be honored if you’d accept … but if you don’t feel comfy, I’ll understand.
Hi, sorry i didnt get back to you earlier. Ive been very depressed.too much to talk to anyone in any way.today is a good day,thanks be to God.I just stopped in to say sorry and wish you a great Christmas filled with many blessings,Kim
IVE sent the following 2 times and it wont go through.; maybe will here.argh;; maybe you can help me, i think i was being selfish. Im convinced hes in a hospital. let me explain. hes had 4 heartattacks B4 and forget ful B/c of them. the thing is I dont think his mother will be of any help. i called once B4 to see if he was ok after his trip to her house and she lied saying he wasnt there when i heard him in the background say’ tell her im fine. that was 4 days ago. I think she , like others dont like the idea hes in a relationship so soon after his wife died, she was had MS or something similar, i forget, and her last 5 yrs there was no real relationship. NOw its a matter of finding out which hospital ,which im working on and calling her this morning. its appr. 300 miles away and just the phone calls ( to the hospital ) are stressful for me, let alone if i need to get on a bus, i have a hard time getting on a local bus to the neighboring city ( anxiety). I feel so helpless in all this. even if you can’t help me in some way i appreciate you being here for me. Thanks for listening. it helped to just get this out.
well shannon i wanted to discuss some things wid u well i am quite better and feel more grown up but still there are small things i’d like to discuss with u .just recently i became so depressed i myself don’t know why and then i let myself cry coz i thought it was no point supressing those feeling ,i had an exam the next day but still i cried the whole day and even while studying i kept crying i just coudn’t control myself.i felt that life is goin far away from me and it was avery scary feeling .and then after crying so much i felt better my exam went on well.i was just at the verge of forgetting that boy .BUT that very day he came in my school bus (as it was a common bus that day thats yesterday)i did not talk or anything but i donno i did not like him around i felt horrible and well i want to tell u wat happened further ,i have exams goin on and that i’ll tell u wen were online together .i am getting very puzzled and irratated .plz continue to keep me in ur prayers plzzzz i need prayers and only prayers
i also scored pretty good marks until last year and i am also scoring good in bio and chem ,not physics.mama says that when without studying at all u can score so much that u can surely score much much more better marks if u study hard .i know God has given me brains 4 a purpose and i will make fruitful use of it and not use it actaully not waste it on baseless stuff .goto go and study with a fresh and open mind.i will surely keep u in my prayers and please keep me in ur prayers as well love abacus :)
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