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is there anything else besides a stroke or almost heartattack that it could have been?

but.. im only 15…. is that possible?

im a girl.

that makes sense. but its like I cant control if im sad or not

I have a hobby. i play guitar. and i play bball… =/
lol.

So. what exaclt yhave you been through?

ya. ok. I’m the same. people think I’m so dang happy. it just isn’t so. =(

k ill send u one right now…

hey…
I didn’t get your email?

hmm. ok. I guess I will try it. if I can actually do it.
just the thought of doin it though makes me nauseous

I swear, I would tell them how I feel. I just don’t have what it takes.

lol. I’m with both of you.
I hide outside of here.
and well, I like to write.
lol
but =/ u guys are happy

hey. vandawn. do you have an email? i would like to keep in touch. its nice talking to you.. really.

Writing on here has kinda helped. People keep telling me to go see a therapist.. tell an adult. See. I talked to you ok, because your not infront of me. and I don’t know you really. So it’s just easier.

My cuts, I have scars. it really sucks. but it sounds retarded. but its like an addiction, its weird. I have thought about doing drugs, but I won’t, because I could never get my hands on them, but I’m so stupid, that if I was handed them, I probably would.

I can’t talk to my parents, or a trusted adult, I just can’t do it for some reason.

they would. but im not sure i can mentally handle that.
idk whyyy
i feel like im going insane