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you are right. sometimes this site isnt the real help.com. I hope everything is fine w/ you now. I am fine. Just trying to pass my life….

that really was sooooooooo loooooooooooong!! where were you? I missed you :(

Now, its good that youre back :)

awww im sorry to hear you got fustraited with the site hun, but i understand.

Im doing so so, just had a bad couple of days but i have been better recently. At the moment im working all the hours god gives on my phd which is very challenging and stressfull. (already loking forward to a break at christmas lol). I finally had the resutls from the hospital. but they cant find anything so im trying not taking the B12 to see what happends :S.

IM sorry to hear the back and things are still giving you problems hun hugs you. No body expects these sort of things. Im sure there will be more improvment with time hun. Backs are slow things to heal (or tho im sure you know that better than most). Hugs it will get easier im sure of it :).

Im so pleased to see you cattail, if missed you alot and like i said before i couldnt find your email adress to contact you so i thought we had lost contact for good. So im really glad you have come back to tsay hi and tell me how your doing :). Hugs misssed you loads :)

hi hun hugs how are you?

Are you comming back to us? or is it easier if i email

I’m glad you are doing well! I’m going through pretty much a lot of the same things, sadly. But I got a new job and I’m looking for a new apartment so at least I have a few other things to focus on.

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Are you back?! How are you?

CATTAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D.

Hi hun hugs you. I have missed you loads :). I have thought about you too hun. I wanted to email you after i didnt see you for weeks but i looked and couldnt find your email address anywhere, i was upset i had lost it so could contact you. Im ok hun working hard on my PhD. Seems to take up all my time, but i still look out for my freinds on here :).

How are you hun??, {{{big hugs}}} how have you been. Hows the back and evreything, abosolutly everything hehehe :D

Hey, I Hope your well. I would appreciate some of your comments on this topic. Thank you

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Hello cattail! i don’t believe i have seen you too much lately. How are you doing?

hey hun, missing you lots. How are you doing.

Hey cattail! How are you and Where are you? I am missing you :(

I miss you. Where have you been? Im gonna e mail. Is everything alright. Miss your humor and wisdom.

I miss seeing you around, cattail. There is no one with the love and insight you give. Is it still waging or did somebody step on it? Are you OK?

Right now I am recovering from the flu, I’m feeling better today, still shakey though, I can’t seem to do anything other than help.com.

Aghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

self help books are a good idea. and thanks for e-mailing me back. i really appreciate all the advice and support you’ve given me and keep giving me. thanks for not getting annoyed with me

Heyy, Ive sent u an email xx

I don’t know, the days are going by and its not getting any easier. I try to go out and do things but all I see is couples or friends hanging out and I’m so lonely and all alone. I just want some one. Everyone always says to me you must have friends, everyone has at least 1 friend but I don’t have any.

hi cattail, how are you? I hope your ok.

hugs you, thank you

I don’t think it will get better. every once in a while I have a good day then everything just falls apart again. Sometimes I wonder why I even get up or take a shower or get dressed. I’m not going anywhere and no one’s coming to see me. I’m just alone, constantly. I just keep hanging in there but nothing is changing

I’m getting so angry with people, I don’t know what’s wrong with me.

awww thank you, thats very kinf of you. I was getting a little worried about you hun as you had vanished, so im very relived to hear your ok :). Hugs I hope your surviving with a smile, well as much as possible.

Glad you are ok. I was talking to him again but nothing changed like he said it would. Even though he told me he wanted to work things out and be with me, it wasn’t the truth. He just wanted to treat me like shit and have me around in case he wanted to hook up. so I told him two days ago that i am done. And he hasn’t tried to contact me so I guess he doesn’t care anyway. I’m really gonna try to stay away this time, even though I’m already having regrets

I’m great, getting motivated here on help:)

You haven’t been on in a while, I Hope everything is ok

Hugs hello cattail, i havent seen you around lately, so a little worried about you. i hope you are ok hun and resting well, Bug hugs. Let me know how you are and take care my very good friend :)

Just thinkin of ya:)

I just wrote a bunch of txts to him. i miss him so much and now i really hate myself. i wish i could take them back

I’m feeling really lonely so I’m not that great, but thanks for asking :)

Hello cattail, I hope you are ok and feeling well and rested. How are the naps going? I have missed you my friend. let me know how you are doing when you get the chance ok :). Hugs you

I always find your name very comforting, im not sure why……. maybe because i have always had cats all through my life, or maybe its because i assosiate the name with the really lovely and nice person behind it :).

Lol ill go with the second definatly hehe. Thank you cattail, i knoe your not even there to reply tonight, but even writhing this to you has helped and comforted me on a really bad night. Hugs… Take care hun

Hope you’re having a good weekend

Hey! Im OK, thank you. I ave replied to your email x

Hi, I sent u an email, did u get it? i hope ur ok, speak to u soon x

take naps during the day lol, i think thats the answer hehe

yes i know the feeling. when im at work i long for the weekend to sleep. But then at the weekend i stay up later and wake up by my body clock at the normal time. So i actually end up with less. Crazy huh

hey cattail, hope your doing well my dear and getting lots of well deserved sleep :) Hugs

Nothing is going well. I really feel like I’m making an effort to go and do things and try to take my mind off everything. But honestly, I’d rather just shut myself alone in my room and stay there. It’s too hard to do anything. It’s too hard to pretend like I’m happy so I won’t upset other people. I have an aunt in California and a sister in Miami who seem to care and both of them I never see and hardly get to talk to. And I don’t like talking to them about me because I don’t want to burden people with my problems. It is extremely hard for me to open up to people. Even on this site i feel bad that people have taken time to try and help me and that I am not better yet. I want to help myself but i can’t imagine ever looking at myself and thinking I deserve better than some one who treats me like shit.

I’m ok, I left for a few days. I’m really sorry if you got worried. I’m not trying to worry anyone especially the people who are helping me. Maybe people are right in saying that it is impossible to help me because my thinking is so distorted. I don’t know. I kinda started to count on you to be the only person that could help me and I’m sorry for that. It’s putting too much pressure on you and you have your own life to worry about

Hi cattail, no i have not seen her. I personally have not talked with her in shouts. I tried but has not been replying to any of them.

I have been out at most times, trying to adjust with the change of schedule that i have so i have not heard anything about her.

I’m now trying to locate her profile and her last post. I hope things are not that bad for her now.

hey cattail yes thankyou im a bit better today. I slept very well for about 1o hours. Im glad you were there last night. Hugs

i dont know hun lol. But if i find the solution ill let you know. Thank you so much for catching up and talking to me cattail, it has made my night. I needed a friendly voice tonight as i was going out of my mind a bit :s. Thankyou, your a great friend