ashleyy's shout trail with stone_wolf_09 - Help.com

hey whats up!!! its been a while! how are you doing?

hey whats up?

is there a reason your not talking to me? i mean what did i do? let me know something. you ant answering any of my messages??????

hey whats up ash?

is every thing ok???? you kinda shut down on me earlier :{

idk what up?

2 ways*

hahanow im talking to u in t ways!!!!

ugh im sorry i keep missing ur IMs
im going to the grocery store with my mom real quick and i should be back in like 30-40 mins :]

heyy sorry i missed your message. i was helping with dinner and watching the dogs. its storming here and they get scared haha.

hey IM me!!!!

hey whats up? i posted anoter writing of mine and wrote another one that i have not posted b/c i dont know if it is good.

goood, im very glad to here that they got there safely and your step mom is okay! :]

and i like all those bands too. lol bowling for soup is cool, their music vidoes are funny.. well i remember one of them being funny :]

i saw wall-e today. and its probably the cutest movie everrrr.

well i just got off the phone w/ my dad he got there aroung 4am. and he starts work in the morning. my step mom is tierd but ok..
this is such a relife.

yes i have yahoo messenger. ive nerver heard of the spill canvas. my fav. band would have to be:

oldies—- kansas
rock—— nickelback/three days grace/linkinpark
punk—— bowling for soup
rap——- eminem

well i downloaded yahoo messanger! you can IM me at ashleyyvictoria
if you have it too

i play flute!! i loved it. and i like.. acoustic i guess/ indie. i lovee the band the spill canvas! lovelove.

do you use yahoo messanger??

So tell me more about you you know so much about me now. what insterment to you play? what music you like? band/singer? what do you do?

ohhh, dont ask mee, im terrible at interepting things :[. maybe that is a factor in why i cant write things? idk.

and yeahh, i started lesson when i was 3rd grade. it was cool :] lol you can do guitar hero! that is a fun game!

its not hard but then again i can do it easy so maby im just talented. but hey you play band. thats creative i wish i could play drums or guitar or piano.

what did you get out of that writing? who did you think it was about od aimed at?

nice, i read that post.

and noo, im veryyyy NOT creative. when it comes to making poems or just free form essays i just sit there.. for a long time. and i can barely write anything. i just cant come up with anything!! lol.

do you ever do something creative like this?

yes i helped him move some stuff to my uncles house. and yes i wrote that. i write alot its how i express my thoughts. look on my profile here and and read my post

i try to run but trip and fall. thats my fav. thing that ive ever wrote.

aww :[ it will all be okay. did you get to see him at all today??

and did you write that? it was cool :]

He’s comeing!

i can feel him comeing, his dreadfull pain.
i can feel him comeing, w/ his dreadfull name.
he comes and takes it all away.
my very name he puts to shame.
for all i do is run and hide.
now i feel him by my side……

yea i know. i just got off the phone w/ him he just left. i dont know what to do……

oh geeez, that really suckss :[ so hes halfway there about?

probably till realy late. untill atleast 2:30am haha im such a night owl. i like staying up latee. :]

oh and did i tell you that on top of all this crap w/ my dad that to day is his b-day???

thats nice of yall to take care of someone els like that. yea myspace is much more less complicated. um how long or you going to be on to nite?

aww lil phil! :]

idk, my mom is just old and senile so she doesnt get where im coming from. shes also really ill and shes trying to run a house hold and take care of her 82 yr. old mom who is also living with us. so she take a lot of she frustration out on me. which is unstandable i guess. but oh well its finee.

and cool i had a myspace since 2004. and i got a facebook this year and i like it a lot better than myspace

im glad that you have some one to be w/ and its nice that you still ask your mom it shows that you respect her.

as for you not having anything positve to talk about, im glad to help you w/ any thing ican. i have several friends that always come to me w/ problems and i give advice. they call me lil phil. lol.

i dont have a mys[pace. to complicated but i just started a face book.

okayy!! well lol right now my room is a mess. and i need to go ask my mom if me and my boyfriend can hang out tomorrow… but shes been in such a bad mood. i know shes going to throw a HUGE fit if i just ask. its sad that i still ask.. cuz im 18. she doesnt like my boyfriend though cuz hes 15 and she thinks we have sex.. and we dont.. and if we did itd be illegal and id go to jail. but she doesnt believe me that we dont. sigh whatever. lol

i dont have anything positive to talk about me right now haha.

hmm, for fun, im always on the internet on help. or myspace or facebook.. i was in band since 4th grade. it was the best! but im not doing it in college. hmm. i love tanning! even though its bad. :| i still love it lol

yea i hope. but thats enough about me. how are you? tell me some things about you. it will get my mind off things.

ohh i understand. it probably is the best to finsish your last year at the same high shcool :]

it goes by soooooo fast its unreal. im sure you hear that a lot. but its soooo true. totally unreal how fast it goes by.

yea. when i graduate from school. i got one more year. but he just told me that if i want to transfer over there later i can. but right now im staying so that htey can get settled. and i want to graduate at my school. its just that i got so much going on right now.

aww :[
so did you say you could move down there with them sometime, just not now?

omg! my last post had so many typos.

gosh :[ well hopefully when they get settled to where they just moved they can see a different doctor there.

my mom is going through the same thing. the doctors cant figure out whats wrong with her.. so theyre just kinda giving up and they stopped helping her.

ughhh. i hate that.

i hate to hear that about your mother. they give her medicine but none of it helps. im just so worried for my dad. he still hasnt got there yet i just got off the phone w/ him. he is worried about me just as i am 4 him.

gosh :[ well hopefully when they get settle to where they just moved that can see a different doctor there.

my mom is going through the same time. the doctors can figure out whats wrong with her.. so theyre just kinda giving up and they stopped helping her.

ughhh. i hate that.

andas for my mom read my post (i try to run but trip and fall.) i wrote that after the last time i talked to her

yes he moved for work.

we live in a small area where people do not care about stuff like that. all the hospitals around here dont care to see you unless you got enough money for them. and we are lacking in that department.

ohh, so im guessing they moved for work?

and that is soo scarry, how did she get released from the hospital if shes still having seizures :[

no he leaves to day. he has already left. he has to be there and ready to work at 7:00 am which means that he wont have any time to do any thing like sleep or nothing. they dont have any where to live yet so they have to rent a motel and they only have like $300 and most of that will go for gas. and we dont know if my step mom will make it w/o having a seizure.

wow im sorry. so they got there today you said?

youll be able to call him as much as you though right?

b/c he will be so far away. and im just so use to him being here for me. we dont have a perfect relationship but we are still close and he is the only parent i got. my mom gave me up and we rarly talk and when we do i would rather not talk to her

ohh, im not a very good emailer. i dont ever use my email.

but why are stressed by him moving away?

stone_wolf_09
@yahoo.com

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why are you stressed out about it?

do you have AIM? we can chat on there if you do.