Ashleyy , hi , it’s been a longggggggggggg time since I seen your picture up there , I just wanted to tell you , you look beautiful , I hope I’m lucky enough to walk into the Hospital you work in . Continued success !!!!
i know how its feel
cuz everyday im living like this with this feeling..
everyday im making a wish god please take my life to you..
but next day morining im alive im thinking
how to live today..
how to survive from this and maybe i will die tomoro.
well i just got off the phone w/ my dad he got there aroung 4am. and he starts work in the morning. my step mom is tierd but ok..
this is such a relife.
its not hard but then again i can do it easy so maby im just talented. but hey you play band. thats creative i wish i could play drums or guitar or piano.
what did you get out of that writing? who did you think it was about od aimed at?
yes i helped him move some stuff to my uncles house. and yes i wrote that. i write alot its how i express my thoughts. look on my profile here and and read my post
i try to run but trip and fall. thats my fav. thing that ive ever wrote.
i can feel him comeing, his dreadfull pain.
i can feel him comeing, w/ his dreadfull name.
he comes and takes it all away.
my very name he puts to shame.
for all i do is run and hide.
now i feel him by my side……
im glad that you have some one to be w/ and its nice that you still ask your mom it shows that you respect her.
as for you not having anything positve to talk about, im glad to help you w/ any thing ican. i have several friends that always come to me w/ problems and i give advice. they call me lil phil. lol.
i dont have a mys[pace. to complicated but i just started a face book.
yea. when i graduate from school. i got one more year. but he just told me that if i want to transfer over there later i can. but right now im staying so that htey can get settled. and i want to graduate at my school. its just that i got so much going on right now.
i hate to hear that about your mother. they give her medicine but none of it helps. im just so worried for my dad. he still hasnt got there yet i just got off the phone w/ him. he is worried about me just as i am 4 him.
we live in a small area where people do not care about stuff like that. all the hospitals around here dont care to see you unless you got enough money for them. and we are lacking in that department.
no he leaves to day. he has already left. he has to be there and ready to work at 7:00 am which means that he wont have any time to do any thing like sleep or nothing. they dont have any where to live yet so they have to rent a motel and they only have like $300 and most of that will go for gas. and we dont know if my step mom will make it w/o having a seizure.
b/c he will be so far away. and im just so use to him being here for me. we dont have a perfect relationship but we are still close and he is the only parent i got. my mom gave me up and we rarly talk and when we do i would rather not talk to her