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there is a way u can help me can u please do that for me?please

what happen to you that same thing happen to me but its more than 7 months
pain will never leave me im scared of this life, tired of this life

i know how its feel
cuz everyday im living like this with this feeling..
everyday im making a wish god please take my life to you..
but next day morining im alive im thinking
how to live today..
how to survive from this and maybe i will die tomoro.

hey how are you?
i hope there will be a way that i can help you
so im begging from you that opertunati
b4 i die

I like your new pic…….you look like a young Natalie Wood……have a nice night .

I hope your a little more optimistic today about your Nursing adventure , you’ll be fine , and Ashleyy there’s always HOLLYWOOD , with that face !!!

Hello :)
My name is Evan, how are you?

im not deleting it i just put that as joke i guess

hey whats up!!! its been a while! how are you doing?

hey whats up?

is there a reason your not talking to me? i mean what did i do? let me know something. you ant answering any of my messages??????

hey whats up ash?

is every thing ok???? you kinda shut down on me earlier :{

idk what up?

2 ways*

hahanow im talking to u in t ways!!!!

i only have 2 more books to read :-):-):-)!!!

hey IM me!!!!

hey whats up? i posted anoter writing of mine and wrote another one that i have not posted b/c i dont know if it is good.

well i just got off the phone w/ my dad he got there aroung 4am. and he starts work in the morning. my step mom is tierd but ok..
this is such a relife.

yes i have yahoo messenger. ive nerver heard of the spill canvas. my fav. band would have to be:

oldies—- kansas
rock—— nickelback/three days grace/linkinpark
punk—— bowling for soup
rap——- eminem

i play flute!! i loved it. and i like.. acoustic i guess/ indie. i lovee the band the spill canvas! lovelove.

do you use yahoo messanger??

So tell me more about you you know so much about me now. what insterment to you play? what music you like? band/singer? what do you do?

its not hard but then again i can do it easy so maby im just talented. but hey you play band. thats creative i wish i could play drums or guitar or piano.

what did you get out of that writing? who did you think it was about od aimed at?

do you ever do something creative like this?

yes i helped him move some stuff to my uncles house. and yes i wrote that. i write alot its how i express my thoughts. look on my profile here and and read my post

i try to run but trip and fall. thats my fav. thing that ive ever wrote.

He’s comeing!

i can feel him comeing, his dreadfull pain.
i can feel him comeing, w/ his dreadfull name.
he comes and takes it all away.
my very name he puts to shame.
for all i do is run and hide.
now i feel him by my side……

yea i know. i just got off the phone w/ him he just left. i dont know what to do……

oh and did i tell you that on top of all this crap w/ my dad that to day is his b-day???

thats nice of yall to take care of someone els like that. yea myspace is much more less complicated. um how long or you going to be on to nite?

im glad that you have some one to be w/ and its nice that you still ask your mom it shows that you respect her.

as for you not having anything positve to talk about, im glad to help you w/ any thing ican. i have several friends that always come to me w/ problems and i give advice. they call me lil phil. lol.

i dont have a mys[pace. to complicated but i just started a face book.

yea i hope. but thats enough about me. how are you? tell me some things about you. it will get my mind off things.

yea. when i graduate from school. i got one more year. but he just told me that if i want to transfer over there later i can. but right now im staying so that htey can get settled. and i want to graduate at my school. its just that i got so much going on right now.

i hate to hear that about your mother. they give her medicine but none of it helps. im just so worried for my dad. he still hasnt got there yet i just got off the phone w/ him. he is worried about me just as i am 4 him.

andas for my mom read my post (i try to run but trip and fall.) i wrote that after the last time i talked to her

yes he moved for work.

we live in a small area where people do not care about stuff like that. all the hospitals around here dont care to see you unless you got enough money for them. and we are lacking in that department.

no

no he leaves to day. he has already left. he has to be there and ready to work at 7:00 am which means that he wont have any time to do any thing like sleep or nothing. they dont have any where to live yet so they have to rent a motel and they only have like $300 and most of that will go for gas. and we dont know if my step mom will make it w/o having a seizure.

b/c he will be so far away. and im just so use to him being here for me. we dont have a perfect relationship but we are still close and he is the only parent i got. my mom gave me up and we rarly talk and when we do i would rather not talk to her

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hey ash.. i need help. so far you are the only one that has helped me (or even tried) on here. i am getting really stressed about my dad leaving. i dont know what i should do. me and my dad are VERY close but i cant go w/ him. at least not yet anyway. whar should i do????

im wooried about my dad and stepmom. they left to day the are moving 8 hrs away from where i live and i dont think that my step mom is stable enough to get there but they have to go today.

i plan on taking one of three roads in colleage i will either study foreinsics science and become a csi or dectective. or i will study law and join a fourm untill i become experinced enough to open my own.or numger three is to study buisness and major in that so that i can open my own. i have always wanted to open a small buisness somewhere. i would love to open a horse ranch out in colarado or texas somewhere out there in the plains. that is one dream.

but any way how are you or you ok? every thing fine?