beth: i’m leaving you
Beth: because of the things i’ve done
Me: i’ll forgive anything you’ve done or will do i won’t leave but if you want to leave then you can
Beth: you can really forgive me? but can you forgive a friend?
i laughed at this point this was over facebook
Beth: i’ve cheated on you
me: i know
and you know what? at the end of the night she asked me to come meet her on the other side of billingham i did and then she had a go at me because i don’t show emotion and because i’m just numb apparently and the only time i show anything is when we fight….. ): just wish she could see it’s not that i don’t feel anything it’s that i just never show any
:) yeah will do, i plan on unlocking my phone and stuff soon anyways :) so might talk to you on there, but i’ll let you know on bens phone or on here before hand just so you know whats going on, i’ll see ya stace :) thanks a load :) made alot of difference to my day lol, and i’ve changed too, i’m now a weak skinny and as freakishly looking as before :D inother words completely unattractive to anyone :D living proof is my girlfriend lol :) ok i’ll talk later :) x
awweesome :) found a new pair for just under £100 but meh tbh i just wanna get back skating i don’t care what on :D lol i’m hyped now :) thankies stace xD, will i talk to you again soon, cause i thinks i gotta go… :P
i want them cause they seem comfy and tbh i love bigger inline skates i love the feel of the momentum behind me lol and yeah damn staight their loss, also mine ^^; xD that will be remedied soon i promise :)
dwahhh!! xD Cute :) thats awesome :) god, i’ve just looked up the price at the next inline skates i want and i’m phyked for it :) really gonna go for it xD thats if i can get moneys :) oh btw i have a job lol
i just really i’ve been keeping alot of this in cause recently i mean i just noticed everyone was really hating beth, and never got to know her, and i was a little scared in case someone told her i was telling people about things that happened so the last few months just been keeping to myself
at the last halloween we went to a party at beths friends…IN basic, she had 2 bottles of wine, she thinks she had 6 but I hid the rest, she then asked me for you know what, I said we did’nt have any, she then asked every guy at the party for one, evertually to keep her happy I made it fast, then she wanted it again, I said no, and kept it, she told me to go fuck myself and then walked down stairs grabbed a random lad, and led him to a bedroom, I walked in with her sprawled across the bed and he left the room I went outside and cried she then sat next to me said I’m sorry, I said don’t worry then she did’nt remember the next day, she only found out a few days ago when I told her then she said I made it up….
i guess, but if it were up to me, it’d continue….i would just keep going until my body just gave up on me :) i know i just know that i can outlast anything lol, oh sorry to rant but i need another thing to get off my chest?
she said in her message, that she loves me and she really does but she needs more than just to be loved and cared for she needs the love of a boyfriend,she needs more than i can give :/ i know she cares but maybe i’m just not right, i’m not dominant and…god i’m just useless, she tried to end it last night, and i think she wants to be with aaron, but she just won’t end it…i can tell she’s close….
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