I know what you mean - I just broke up with my boyfriend of 2.5 years. It was the right thing to do, I think, but I still love him - it feels awful. But I think this was the best thing for me at this time - I need to find myself, find my own way, experience life without him for once. Being single is painful at first - but I think it will be freeing in the end. Hang in there! - written 1 year, 10 months ago