2008-02-17 07:26:30 on none of my friends will talk to me.
2008-02-17 07:24:33 on thanks
im not strong! honestly! and yeah i can disregard her behavior but my face won’t! it will flush once she does what she always does!!!
i dont care about HER i care about myself!! i don wanna be that weak person who hides under the sofa!!!!!!!
why on earth does she do so to me?
i was thinkin of preventing seeing her and not goin to that gathering again but ive changed my mind!! i wanna face that.. i should win!
im tryin to train myself not to be so coward!! but i dont know how PLUS im chicken!
2008-02-17 07:07:30 on thanks
she’s in her late 20’s!! 7 years older than me, she’s the clown !! lol i mean she always tries to be funny (SHE’S TOTALLY NOTTTTTTTT)and she’s talkative!!! humm she has 4 kids!
i see her every weekend in some social gathering i go to!
2008-02-17 07:01:42 on thanks
insomina u mean i stare back while im talkin?! SHE STARES IN AN ANNOYING WAY even when im not talkin to herrrrrrrrrrr!
once i talk she turns and stare!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that’s why i feel like there’s somethin wrong with meeeeee!
2008-02-17 06:58:23 on thanks
summer!! thanks buddy!!
2008-02-17 06:57:52 on thanks
hii Saggezza!! well everytime i move…or talk (NOT WITH HER) she stares!!!! like she doesn move her eyes from ME!!!!!!! that makes me feel that way + she kinda holds laughing back and tries to comment in a sarcastic way!! like she tries to speak the way i speak and stuff like that! i HATE HER!! she tries to make fun of me! WHHHHHHY? i havent hurt before !!!!!
2008-02-17 06:45:44 on thanks
she’s someone i have to meet every weekend!
I HATE HER!
2008-02-14 04:54:59 on i’m so sensitive!
Thanks sweetie!! yiu make me see things differently!!
i will definitely keep us guys updated!
2008-02-14 04:22:35 on i’m so sensitive!
Lilies *hugs* your words are healing my pain :’(
well im dying to know what they think cause that would help me change the things i should change!!
and yeah they laugh at me!! the way i act when i get shy maybe or anxious !! and that makes it worse! my face start to flush and blush!!
i will definitely find a way!! cause I WANT TO CHANGE!!
ill never give upp
thanks a lot honey!!
appreciate it !!
2008-02-14 04:07:22 on I need help sometimes.
2008-02-14 04:00:46 on i’m so sensitive!
well.. i meant that when i meet ppl for the 1st time they get excited to know me and stuff like that but after a few times they start to change…maybe they notice that im weak and awkward!!!!
:’( i guess ,, im not sure!!
they start make me feel inferior and laugh at me in front OF ME! and i cant stand for myself .. its so PAINFUL!!!!!!!
specially becuase i know im better than them!! I PROMISE I AM!!
i mean im good looking. smart..but myabe quiet with ppl i dont really know!!
they probably think that being quiet is a gusture of being weak!!
well they’re right !!!!!!!!
im so freaking WEAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :’(
2008-02-14 03:55:32 on i’m so sensitive!
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2008-02-14 03:52:12 on i’m so sensitive!
they make me feel that im weak!
and they laugh at me! even if i were with me (painful to death)
i’d like to know why!
cause everytime i meet new ppl they show me how intrested they are and they really wanna get to know me but after 3 times or so they start to change and make me feel inferior!!!!!
im a good looking girl and i guess that’s why they want to get to know me at the beginning but when they see how weak i am they start to change!!
i really want to know how they perceive me! and how i look like when it comes to social life!!! maybe they think im such an awkward weak s h i t :’(
im not sure though!!
2008-02-14 03:44:00 on what can i do for others so that we love each other ?
u r nice
2008-02-14 03:40:17 on i’m so sensitive!
yeah!! of course!
and i know NOT all ppl are mean!! i told you im sure i have a problem! not people!
cause what’s going on is so unbelievabl!! i had lived in a forgien country for about 13 years and after i moved to a total different country this thing happens to me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i swear i promise im just as good as anyone else! so why ?
i mean why i cant stand for myself!! why do ppl treat me this way after meeting me several times?
i want to be stronger and more scure!!!! :( i can’t even tell you how painful it is :(