downtowndaisy's shout trail with Dan TL - Help.com

Im doing better. You have a good night then. Nighty

I’m gonna go to bed.. i’m so tired.. night night! Take care!

thanks! based on your pic you seem happy too!

Hows the new place working for you that good your working too. That is great your happy, im happy for you.

living in jersey.. working in NY.. keepin busy. I’m happy so YAY!

Just in school and my winter break just started. Nothing else much going on. How about you?

Dan working? in school? how’s life?

Yeah, well your trying at least. I hope things work out for you. Best of luck

hey i think we’re both enduring… I just never seem to prevail at anything really. But someone recently told me it’s the energy I’m putting out there. So because I say stuff like that, it happens. Makes sense to me.. so I need to unblock my energy and see how it goes.. I’ll let you know hehe.

Yeah my internet chooses to work only like 2 hours out of the 24. Well Im sure things will get better for you, you seem like the kind of person who can endure and prevail. Me? same ole story.

Yeah it’s been a while. I haven’t been on help so much lately. It’s gotten to be time consuming, and I became obsessive over it, so lately I’ve been taking a break somewhat. Anyway, I’m hanging in there.. times are tough, but what can I do? lol. How about you? what’s up?

haha yeah it all started with an interview a while back and i shaved a lot so then I liked it with out the stach. how are you doing daisy long time to talk huh

Like the new avie.. Digging you without the moustache.. looks “younger.” hehe

DAN! WTF!?!? You scared the HELL out of me! Why would you change your name to “in memory of DanTL”? I seriously thought you died and someone else changed their name… That was pure evil.. my heart immediately sunk.. I hope what you meant by it is that DanTL is dead, and new improved Dan is here to stay!

oh ok… just checking! Cause I’d have to kill you! haha… glad all is well.. take care!

lol no its a quote from a movie where the main character was about to ask this lady out on a date and before he left the door he looked at his sister “ready my casket sis”. Things are well today I hope

hey what’s with the casket comment!? You better not do anything stupid..

Hope all is well today! :)

will do!

lol ah your great. Thanks for everything *hugs*
sleep tight

no prob! Sleep well… and try again when you wake up… well not RIGHT when you wake up haha… think of it as marketing… I think there’s like a 1 to 500 response ratio haha..something like that… sorry.. :) *hugs*

your right i have to stop that, no matter how bad i feel. yeah I bet clubs and groups would be great.
well I got to go to sleep. Thanks for talking to me daisy.

groups and clubs are definitely a good idea… and p.s. no one wants to hang around a pessimist! So don’t start off being so depressing(based on what you said you say), otherwise they really won’t want to respond.

yes I come off to messed up lol “Hi my names dan I hate my life, don’t think this is going to work but its worth a shot…” I feel like its my job to keep trying but I feel so hopeless i put no effort in it anymore. Im going to try and look for groups and clubs around my area

I know how that is…Don’t know if you’re doing this or what you’re saying, but try not to come across as overly desperate or anything… also maybe try a chat room or something… maybe seems a little less intimidating. Personally I usually don’t respond to ppl who send me messages..especially not guys! haha

Yeah I think Ill add that soon. Thats another thing I’ve made multiple accounts on places no one responds to my messages. I don’t understand why. Im sure it can work though.

Well… you should add your online experiences to it, and how you feel “low.”

Seriously… why do ppl make others feel bad for looking for friends online? Society I swear! My 2 bfs that I’ve had have been from the internet… met them online, then in person and we hit it off swell… better than most ppl i meet anyways.. I don’t have time to go out and all that so it’s what I do… nothing wrong with it.

thats true, oh that thing, I haven’t added anything to it, I think that last entry was when I got in that fight with my mom and spent the night at a park.

once you’ve reached rock bottom, the only way to go is up! So if you haven’t reached rock bottom yet, well… I guess you’re going to have to hit it first! Sorry… but hey… you make your own rules. At least if you try, no one can say you didn’t!! How’s the book coming along? hehe

It just seems so hopeless. In all this time and I’ve gotten only lower. but I will still try i guess. That really means a lot daisy, thank you

aww I’m sorry to hear all that… I hate when that happens! You’re not stooping low! Not at all! You’re doing what you need to do to make an active change in your life. *hugs* Keep trying… don’t give up!

I was feeling great all day, started looking for a job online a hour ago, nothing then found the personals and tried to actually make for looking for people near me to maybe make friends, then i looked “look how low your stooping” and everything just kind of hit me. The stream on my face stopped finally

hehe I know your story Dan! Feeling under the weather?

So you saw it was me. Thanks

Hope life has brought you sunshine and smiles and lots of love today!

Awwww…It’s no problem! I really hope you can just find happiness… don’t stop searching…

Hey, I want to thank you cause you have always been helpful and kind to me. Thank you so much. If you ever need anything let me know i will be glad to help anyway I can. Thanks again, really

Dan, I think you just need to find some time to live a little. Just… lose yourself, only to find yourself! Somewhere in the middle of america where no one knows you.. start all over. You’re bound to find happiness… I saw this movie the other day, “Into the Wild” kinda makes me think of you, to a certain extent… it was based off of a true story. I hope joy has found you today!

you too! Take care!

Yeah show em what hes going to miss out on, you seem like a great gal who any guy would go “ga ga” for. A lot of great relationships are found with the person who was right under their nose. well Ill talk to you later daisy. Have a nice day

no problem dan.. I really want to see your life on track. But good point… make his butt jealous and realize he’s losing me… thanks!

yeah you caught it. Well do what feels best for you, im not living your life. Im going to get going, hope everything works out for the best. Thanks for being nice too

hmm… right now.. that’s not what I would want hehe.. I want him.. I don’t know if he would ever want to help me find a guy either? Is that your point hehe?

Maybe you should see him as friends a just see him as a really supportive friend who can help you find that right guy, know what i mean ?

oh of course I want to remain friends… I secretly still have feelings for him, but choose not to discuss that with him anymore. I’d like to see him again… not sure where that would lead. I just dont want to start moving backwards though… especially since I’ve been going forward in the past couple of months.

how about you, still have something for him ? do you want to remain friends too or ?

Actually… I didn’t talk to him for 2 months.. then he contacted me out of the blue this week.. We hit it off like old times… I think he just wants to remain friends for now though.. he’s going through a lot.

See things are progressing. Are you still talking to him ?

I’m good. A lot better than I was a couple months ago… sorta moving on, sorta not. Just living my life day by day and remembering it will all change one day.

im sure they will, how are you doing now ?

Cool.. hopefully things will work out for you.