AhhhhAsh! (:'s shoutbox - Help.com

“hahahaha…that cracked me up bad (in a good way “bad”), you are funny Ash.
Im not making fun of it…its just that it was excessively spontaneous. Very cute!”

:) Thanks. I don’t really try to be funny. *cough cough*

Yes.
Seriously.
(:
It’s a.. uh.. Bihorsawingo!

“*Watches a car pass by and a angry faced monkey looking back at me slowly peel a banana* =O”
There’s something you don’t see everyday.. :D

“Thank you Ash6000.”
So many nicknames; I can’t catch up with them all. (: But I’ll try.

My day yesterday was fine.
Today, I’m staying after school for newspaper; then… Girl Scouts. (: Haha. My last year.

AhhhhAsh! The best in the west! wrote:
“*hands you award I made from the heart* ;DD Haha. So sappy”

hahahaha…that cracked me up bad (in a good way “bad”), you are funny Ash.
Im not making fun of it…its just that it was excessively spontaneous. Very cute!

AhhhhAsh! The best in the west! wrote:
“Actually, you’re the one that helps me the most out of anyone I talk to on help.”

Seriously, really?
If you are serious, thanks.
And thank you for the award, I see you have taken some serious time making it…what is it?

AhhhhAsh! The best in the west! wrote:
“My favourite colour is blue also.”

Yeah, Riiiiight. *Watches a car pass by and a angry faced monkey looking back at me slowly peel a banana* =O

and yet again Joey quotes AhhhhAsh! The best in the west! IN YOUR FACE! BOOYA!! *raises both hands as in a touchdown* wrote:
I helped my mom with laundry and food.

Very good, thats something I truly support.

To put it nicely and safe:
Your backgrounds “kick all kinds of behinds”.

Im hoping my week goes differently exciting. Thank you Ash6000.

How are you today?

ok lol :D

cool i guess lol

neeed any help?

nothing at all
how about you?

bacon is delicious :D

mmm peanutbutter!

it was good :D

shouted my self :D

haha

bacon is like…melted tho lol…

it was in the oven under the mac&cheese and inside the ground beef :D

its good tho!

mac and cheese…
ground beef…
and
bacon

:DD

haha cool!

im eatting now :D yaay!:-D

cool!

im super hungry…
on help to :D
and
listening my music…on itunes :D and watching tv :D

whats up!?

hey :D

whats up?

“So you thought I was 11, right?”
No! :D I was guessing somewhere in the 20’s though.

“let me say that I always laugh (not in a bad way) at things you sometimes say. Its like “I never know what Ash is going to come up with”.
Hello Kitty is sooo girlie, its cute, stylish. You should study fashion. “
making people happy makes me happy. I laugh at almost anything I say. :)

(: My favourite colour is blue also. Light blues and neon light blue has to be my favourite.
Yellow is a happy colour; blinding O_O but happy. :D

“I didnt know I actually helped you in some way. Thanks.”
Actually, you’re the one that helps me the most out of anyone I talk to on help.
*hands you award I made from the heart* ;DD Haha. So sappy.

I helped my mom with laundry and food.

I hope this week will go smooth. Really.
:) I hope your week shall be uber fantastic!

Before I forget….
the background of your avatar is awesome.

Haha
I’m glad to hear when anything I do or say gets a laugh. ^_^
Glad you are “freaky happy” haha

“*cough cough* I soooo knew that. ;DD”
So you thought I was 11, right?

Car was cool inside, I went at 11pm+, after the rain stopped.

“I bought a new shirt, it’s Hello Kitty (my obsession), so it’s wonderful “

lol
let me say that I always laugh (not in a bad way) at things you sometimes say. Its like “I never know what Ash is going to come up with”.
Hello Kitty is sooo girlie, its cute, stylish. You should study fashion.

About my favorite color…well I have two, either: blue to light baby blue and white.

How about you? light pink? yellow?

“I hope I can be of as much help as you are to me.”

I didnt know I actually helped you in some way. Thanks.

Today sunday was cleaning house and laundry day. Now its chill and watch a movie time.

I hope you have a nice week and not much to deal with from school.
Be safe Ash, thanks for the shouts. Let me know how it goes.

haha
The way you ask that flashes me to the not so distant future of personal “helpbots.” ;)
Well, I did mean “O.K.” as in “all right.” Not to say things are perfect though. I have been doing pretty much the same as you Help, Myspace, Animeforum, Rockclimbing, and Pandora. The troubling part (looks like I was fishing after all haha) is that except for when I stop to read about handwriting; go climbing; eat; or run, this is pretty much all that I do nowadays. (School is on hold for the semester and I hate looking for freaking jobs).

I’m O.K. (by its intended non fishing lure definition). You? Dreaming I see (I love dreams).

Taking charge! hahaha

hehehe Even with the focus shift?

Oh, sorry, that last reply of mine made your post look pretty ugly (over-edited). =/ Ooops!

indeed

Cool :D

i think its cool :D!

hey!!

new avatar! i like it :D

lq2m…if you didnt know what you were saying, how was i supposed to?? its weird, but i kind of wish you were there, it wouldve been fun..

yeah i didnt expect you to know her!! :) i dont get what you meant by showing off man candy though….and i know it wasnt you, that would be very strange but cool at the same time if you showed up at my homecoming..

yeah, thats a little creepy w/ your ex..im ok, really tired, we had homecoming last night..i met someone kind of like you : )…but the girl i kinda still like was all on her date and stuff, especially at the afterparty we both ended up at….how are you??

You knew I was 29, right? or did you forget all about that?

Good thing you got that sorted out w/ your ex. Makes you feel better and calms you down a little which is nice.
Car is auto, no air conditioner though :) Too much traffic here to be driving stick.

Rain stopped so I left, went to walgreens, bought some basic stuff and something that caught my attention for my niece, drove around a little and got back home.

I assumed your mom was older than me,
you know what…I laughed when you said “personally on msn”…hahaha thats a new one.

I hope you get some rest and don’t feel bad ashley, I know its innevitable but keep in mind that you made a decision you were serious about. It will fade out.

Let me tell you this….
When I decided to break up w/ my ex 5 months ago I felt like the worst person in the world, and when I went to bed that night, so many thoughts about her rushed thru my mind that made me cry like I never knew I would.
It hurt because to me it felt like some close relatives death, like I knew it wasn’t going to be, ever again…like a goodbye without wanting to say it.
All I thought about was “Im sorry”, but I knew it was the best for both.
Why did i leave?:
When I was in the picture, abusive manipulative, stalking, intrusive with the “let me see the kids ” excuse ex never left her alone and threatened her, not me, HER a lot, she closed up in fear with time (thnking that he would eventually leave her alone) and I had enough because she wanted to do nothing about it.
I waited months and did everything I could, helped her in what I could (she couldnt work), but it was all up to her, eventually she started to say “I dont know” in regards to our relationship, but at the same time “I would not like to lose you”.
That was enough for me, her actions spoke louder (I knew she couldn’t commit) and it was excrutiating for me. She didn’t have the courage to tell me to leave, so I did.
She has 2 kids (father of them is the abusive death-threatning dude), so it was even more painful for me because they loved me a lot and I loved them back. Im the type of guy that wants to be the dad I never had, a father figure, I want a family and live the ups and downs that it brings.
I have always been patient, kind, and sweet to kids. I have never had a problem with any. I go crazy with them.
Her family loved me, my family loved her.

After somewhat getting over her, I was having it bad everytime something reminded me of the kids (be it a movie, nickelodeon, disney channel, Burger king, McD’s, the movies, KFC, my house, blockbuster etc…).

5 months after I’m hanging in there..
I know nothing about her nor the kids. I moved on, I dont believe in going back when the circumstances don’t call for it.
She never called either so there is my answer.

Sucks.
I feel like my life is becoming sh’t and I try to ignore going into a deep depression. I’m about to be 30 and to tell you the truth I feel like Im wasting my life.
I cant find the strength to do something, to ‘walk’ again. I feel like if I met someone, it won’t be like I would like it to be. Idk. Thats basically it, without going into details.

Thanks for reading Ash.
Enough from me.

How about you?
You Ok today?

thats nice lol

“Ha, I doubt THAT old.”

What? Hahaha Im 64 next week! *roll eyes*
Ash Im 29, Im like ….according to my perfect math…57 years older than you.

Interesting, why does your ITE teacher say that?

“Ha. Hmmm. I wonder if that will happen.”

At its time. You are very young to be worried about relationships right now.

So he’s on/was on your msn?
If it makes you so nervous, why not delete him from the contact list?

It started to rain here.
Crap.
I was going to walgreens to buy me some stuff, I dont like to drive when it rains unless its absolutely necessary. Guess I’ll wait it out.

Hope you feel better. Take care (as I always tell you) and thanks for the shout.

why are you shakeing,Is it Cold?

hi,how are you doing?

“I had gotten yelled at because I stepped 2 feet out of the kitchen doorway.”

thats funny now that you say it, not funny when it happened but I imagined your reaction.

“I know.
I Honestly want him to move on about all of this, so I’m answering no.”

Good you are sure about it and not confusing him. He’ll appreciate your honesty in the long run.

“Just watch, one day you and I will be walking down the street and bump into each other. You know what will happen? We’ll get that sense of knowing that other person but not know who they are. Haha. :)”

You’re sweet. You know Im waaay older than you, you will make someone really happy the day your heart meets that special someone.

Thanks for handing me some positive outlooks. Made me smile.

So I guess you were cold because of the temperature, I thought it was anxiety or something, good thing it wasn’t.

Algebra, never liked it (dont like math) but was average on it.
Im off to the bank now, deposit a check and see if I can pay the apartment at another bank before they close.
Ill be back later during the day.

Be safe Ash. Im looking forward to hear from you again.
Later.

It was weird. Everyone was singing happy birthday and the next thing you know, 2 guys are holding both guys back and they’re yelling and getting all up in each others faces.
I had gotten yelled at because I stepped 2 feet out of the kitchen doorway.

I know.
I Honestly want him to move on about all of this, so I’m answering no.

I guess I was cold because It was about 2am and I assume winter is on the way. Shaking because I was cold. Haha. I had about 2 shirts on and a jacket to bed, 2 heavy covers and I was still cold.

“If im not distracted, my thoughts and this freaking loneliness bring me down.”
Don’t be lonely. :D I’m here. Just watch, one day you and I will be walking down the street and bump into each other. You know what will happen? We’ll get that sense of knowing that other person but not know who they are. Haha. :)

Corn flakes are good. Mmmm.

I am, don’t worry!
:) You’re a wonderful influence to the world as well; Remember that.

:) That’s great.

Yeah.
*sigh*
Algebra homework.
I think she thinks, that if she just loads us with work, that she thinks will learn it in a day.
My leg fells better, thanks. ;D
I’m Okay, for now.
:))

bar fight…haven’t heard about one in a while. I can imagine everybody’s faces.

Your mom is spontaneous, she’d be cool to talk with. lol

In regards to your ex, I stand on what I told you.
You should never force yourself to be with someone, neither be in a relationship w/someone out of pity (I assume you know this stuff).
If you don’t feel comfortable being with someone, don’t be with him.

Why cold and shaking ash?
Because of what happened at school?

As for me…
Im not good, but am OK.
If im not distracted, my thoughts and this freaking loneliness bring me down. I was thinking that in exactly a month from today I will be one year older. Im confused about it. Kinda dont like it yet.
The night is silent (as usual here), Im thinking about eating corn flakes and I’ll be seeing some posts ’til I get sleepy.

I hope you feel better by the time you read this.
Take care ashley, you seem like a positive influence to this world.

BTW,
Thanks for worrying about my grandma. She’s back to normal.

Any homework for this weekend?
Leg better?
How are you today?

aww ok…

im going for the night! all night :D

nightmares..uh…think of me? Death :D lol…

good night :D

i love cold!!!

im Aquarius… Born in February!! i love cold more now!

:D

cold is good! :D

blanket…heater…and i a ice cold sundae!

(the blanket and sundae cancel each other out:D)

haha cool

so whats up?

Read your post.
You feeling better?

Ash,
You are not supposed to feel guilty about how your ex deals with his situation. He should grow from this. Its selfish from his part if he is trying to manipulate you (if he is) into being with him by acting that way.
If he “truly loved you”, he should respect your decision and let you move on with your life. He should be happy for you. Its something you will be learning as you grow older.
I agree with kemmy’s comments and the last one skyy wrote. I didnt reply anything because most was already said.

How was work?

I hope to be back later, but I will be listening.

hey sorry kept closing internet and forgot you shouted me :D

Ash,
Ill be back at you after I get from work, Im starting to hate my internet connection at evenings. I read your shouts, havent read your post. I want to read it calmly. I hope you are feeling better, grandma is comming back home today, (I just got here from the hospital this morning).
Hope to see you later. Now Im off to work.

Nice combo you got for 33 bucks, thats what a pair of jeans cost these days, Im bad at choosing clothes, Im always calling my sisters but they never have a chance to go with me to the mall. I suck at that, but I’m serious about saving too.

Ill ask later about that ‘friendly to the guys chick’ that said crap about your hair.
Work sucks.

Take care.

o, only four hours away?? yeah, i googled it…im not a stalker, i was curious..

Ok if ya need to talk shout me

hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha i so wish i was there…

haha at that last part :D

sounds fun…wish i was there…

your hair not a joke! i like it :D

boring…good…a mix :D

how was yours?