AshleyAnemia. (:'s shout trail with Joey_PR - Help.com

I was all like, :O! A KID AND AN EX FIANCE? NO THANKS.

“Im glad you are the way you are. Pretty damn intelligent for your age.”
Well thank you. :P I really appreciate that.
My friend, thought it would be funny to throw my binder at my face. -.- And it has 4 notebooks, a book that’s about an inch or so thick, a small binder, and 7 folders and some other stuff in it. It hit me right in the jaw. -.- I was going to like, attack him, but it wasn’t worth it. And he tried playing it off as he was “VERY DEPRESSED D:” in his note. I’m like, seriously?

I guess it’s good that you’re busy. Haha.
I have homework. And I don’t like it.
o__o I’m almost behind on a bit because I have so much of it to do.

“o_o And he was engaged and has a kid.
Very awkward.”

hahaha
=O
OMG!
I had a mix of reactions there!

I couldnt believe what I read.

“Why is it all the creepy kids like me? o.O I will never understand.”

Its because you are not like most of the girls, and you should be proud of that. Im glad you are the way you are. Pretty damn intelligent for your age.
=D

Im doing fine, barely login on anymore but still around, I guess. Been busy lately, but Im OK right now.

Take care Ashley, nice to hear from you.
-joey

The senior kid doesn’t like me any more. :D!
Woohoo!

But some other older kid does.
He’s only about 17 though.
o_o And he was engaged and has a kid.
Very awkward.
And I don’t like him either.

And some other random kid I’ve only met once likes me. He’s a friend of my friends.

Why is it all the creepy kids like me? o.O
I will never understand.

I hope you’re doing well.
(:
High school is pretty fun.
I make new friends every now and then and make a few really good new ones.
My grades are pretty good.
Still getting my math grade to about a B/c but I have a tutor.
And my math teacher, was my tutors boss. Weird, huh?

Lol.

Heya!

“I didn’t get lost on my first day.”

Good!

“But, some weird, short, not very nice looking, senior kid likes me. -.-;”

Jesus!

hahaha

He’s one year away from leaving high school!

“And I already told him I’m not interested but he keeps asking me if I like someone and what I think about him.”

?

=O

“Mr. Insecure guy!”

“But we’re not going out, because there are some aspects of his life I really dislike.
For example: getting high, smoking, not being a virgin, and having the dreaded friends with benefits thing going on.”

OMG…
Is this high school nowadays? How “happy” can he be?

Id say stay the way you are, at the beginning of meeting you I thought you were way older because of how you expressed yourself when it came to giving advice…especially in relationship matters.
You gave your age away when it came to msn drama!
=P

But you are still intelligent. look around, learn, you are growing up, maturing. Just be sure you are doing things the way you understand are righteous.

Agree?

Take care _Ash.edu (= !

Youre good.

=D

-joey!

Hello.
:P
I didn’t get lost on my first day.
I’m glad, or any other day after that.

But, some weird, short, not very nice looking, senior kid likes me. -.-;
And I already told him I’m not interested but he keeps asking me if I like someone and what I think about him.
And some new friend of mine, I made on the 2nd day liked me. :o
But we’re not going out, because there are some aspects of his life I really dislike.
For example: getting high, smoking, not being a virgin, and having the dreaded friends with benefits thing going on.
But he’s nice to me and keeps that creepy senior kid away from me. So I’ll still be his friend. (:

“School starts August 26th!”

ew!

lol

“Summer has gone by way to fast in my opinion.”

I can agree with that, and I bet a lot of people that start school also.

=O

Take care Ash, I hope you are doing OK!

School starts August 26th!
Summer has gone by way to fast in my opinion.
.__.

Hey!

“Hahaha, Lol.
I’ve seen that 16 &Pregnant.
That last think I’d do is get pregnant at that age. I’m sticking to my plan of abstinence. :P
That made my night, though.”

=O

lol

Glad it made you laugh, but I am serious!
=)

“I’ll be glad to keep you updated on how my high school days go and if I’m being bothered. You’ll probably be the first to know. :D “

=D

Well, you more less know me so feel free to vent. BTW…you didnt tell…when does school start?

=O

Take care ash.

PS:
Texas Idk…never been there, Ohio either.
=/
So I dont know what to say.
=P

My are does suck. That’s why I want to move to Ohio or somewhere interesting. Maybe Texas?

Hahaha, Lol.
I’ve seen that 16 &Pregnant.
That last think I’d do is get pregnant at that age. I’m sticking to my plan of abstinence. :P
That made my night, though.

I’ll be glad to keep you updated on how my high school days go and if I’m being bothered. You’ll probably be the first to know. :D

=)

“I can handle drama pretty well since I dislike it so much. Any of my friends that smoke, I tell them to take it else where and for random people that ask me to get high with them, I tell them that it’s stupid and useless. Because one way or another, after being “happy”, it will still be there waiting to become resolved.”

Good.
Thats a mature thing to do Ash.

“Ah, that’s good to hear with your job. I’m also trying to get out of my comfort zone. Aka, leaving my house more. Eh, it’s been slow. There’s nothing to do where I live, so that doesn’t help.”

lol

Your area sucks.
=P

“About finding someone, yeah, I can relate.
I’m looking to, but no one really seems to capture my attention.”

What?

I am not your dad, but I will tell you this lil’ sis…focus on graduating, getting good grades and thinking about what you will do when you go to college (what to major at). If something comes along the way, then you check to see if it is “part of the crew or part of the cargo” and throw overboard as necessary. No poppin’ babies at an early age, I dont want to see a “16 and pregnant” episode from Mtv with a familiar face in it!

=O

Your future first!

=D

Let me know how high school goes those first days, when do you start btw?

Glad to hear you and I hope all is OK.
Take care Ashley!

-joey

Yeah, that’s behind my absence of help.
I’m trying to get back into the habit of getting on here more often. (: To see if I can help with anything.

I can handle drama pretty well since I dislike it so much. Any of my friends that smoke, I tell them to take it else where and for random people that ask me to get high with them, I tell them that it’s stupid and useless. Because one way or another, after being “happy”, it will still be there waiting to become resolved.

Ah, that’s good to hear with your job. I’m also trying to get out of my comfort zone. Aka, leaving my house more. Eh, it’s been slow. There’s nothing to do where I live, so that doesn’t help.
:P Ohh, you’re going to be even buffer than I imagine you as. Haha.

About finding someone, yeah, I can relate.
I’m looking to, but no one really seems to capture my attention.

Thanks a lot for the advice. :D
I really appreciate it.

And, I hope you find that special someone. ;)

“I’ve been much better these days, actually.”

=)
I hope thats the reason why you have not been login on as much as before.

Im glad to hear that though.
=D

“Eh, I’m nervous about that huge highschool.”

=O

You will be fine Ashley, I understand your nervousness though. I couldnt sleep the day before high school started, but I remember that eventually it was a good experience overall.

You are entering another level in your “growing up”. Have “responsible” fun while at it, dont let any drama or stupid immature influences around you change who you are, stay who you are ashley…you are good.
Enjoy the experience, don’t listen to peer pressure, and if you need to vent over something, Help will most likely be here.
=P

“How have you been?”

Im OK, some downs and ups but lately ive been feeling good with myself…evading thoughts that may put me down and such. I took a job responsibility change as an opportunity to grow myself also, it now requires 100% customer service so Im learning to step out of my “comfort zone”, develop my social skills, and fight my sometimes dreaded “anxiety approach”.

Im learning to be comfortable with myself and exersisng (been at it for 2 months now). I was always on and off with working out, but now Im trying to keep at it.

All Im needing now is a good partner! Im building up my confidence because I would like to get married someday and live all that nice stuff (even the disagreements! BUT! I dont want to “just settle” with anybody…know what I mean?

Ashley, I never told you that I laughed when I saw your current avatar.

Enough from me…
Take care, stay the way you are, never try to “seek approval” from anyone, make it the other way around…you “approve” whether you like something or not, whether its acceptable or not. And if its “not”, then forget about it.

Prepare your books, notebooks, mind, erasers, pencils and folders and go for it.
It will be OK!

=)

It was nice to see your shout.

Thank you.

Hello.
(:
I’ve been much better these days, actually.
Summer vacation is coming to a close. D:
Eh, I’m nervous about that huge highschool.

How have you been?
I’ve missed you.

Ash…
=)

How have you been?

She put a D+ on my report card and stated the I was really really close to a C. I was all like, “SO, you gave me a D for a C!?”

Some girl got his myspace password and while he passes away, pretended to be him.
I’m not sure, but A LOT of people want to punch her in the face. ~__~

I think I’m still in shock. I’m not taking this in yet and just blah!

Hi

“Except for my Algebra grade. @__@;;”

ahh, I was average on it but always hated it. Not one of my strong points.
=S

(*reading and thinking…)

Who was pretending to be Preston? Did someone kick the impostor’s butt?
Was it a joke?

Oh my God.

Im kinda shocked right now, I dont even know what to say Ash…
so sad.

Hello.
School’s good.
Except for my Algebra grade. @__@;;
But, I’m working on that.

I guess I’m okay.
This month of April hasn’t been so well.
My close friend’s cousin, who was just a baby, died.
Then, my friend died in a car accident last week.
Now, I find out, Preston, a friend on myspace, who was really nice and friendly. He died a few months ago, but someone was pretending to be him until now. But, his friend got that under control and told us what happened.
His girlfriend was pregnant, had a minor stroke, and they delivered the baby. The baby died shortly. She had another stroke not to long after and she died. =/
He got really depressed and when no one was with him one night, he committed suicide.
This is not my month for great news. ~__~
I miss all these people. Asdfghjkl.

Why is it always the greatest people die so young? I wish now I had gotten to know Preston better and talked to him more. D;

Whats up?

I’ve noticed you are taking pretty long breaks lately…all OK?
How has school been?

=)

Joey! :DDD

Ahhh. Life is boring where I live.
You could almost go crazy from all this snow.
You think it just might stop for good then it turns into a snow-storm.
I used to like winter once… Lol.
Oh. ^^ There’s a dance tomorrow at my school. But, I might not be able to go since I have to work. I’m working out a plan with my mom to see if she can get me to go.
o__o It’s February. That means everyone gets asked, “Oh, hun. Who’s your Valentine?”
That is the holiday I just really dislike. With a passion. It just irritates me. Especially if you don’t have a valentine; it makes everything all awkward. Lol.

That’s about it. (:

I hope I could keep you entertained with my shout.
Take care as well Joey.

PS- I’m still doing good in my studies. ^^

Im good, thanks for asking.

“Anything new or something you would want me to know? xD “

Nah…Nothing new.
Good to know you’re OK.

Thanks for shouting back.
=)
Take care ash.

I’m doing fine.
^^
Yourself?
Anything new or something you would want me to know? xD

You doing OK Ash?

=)

“No need to panic.”

=)
I was just curious and executing my right to claim my gift.
lol

“(: Just trying to make you feel uber special for the Holidays to cheer you up if anything doesn’t go the way you planned. (;”

Thats cute.
Thanks.
=P

“At your post you quoted my last reply and said something like “&& just for joey”…what was it you were referring to that was “just for me”?”

(: Just trying to make you feel uber special for the Holidays to cheer you up if anything doesn’t go the way you planned. (;
That’s just it. xD No need to panic.

I had a good one.
0__O burned myself on the Toaster Oven.. Lol.

“Really?”

Yea.

“(: You feeling better makes me feel better. I hope everything else is going well for you.”

I’ll let you know when I feel like crap again, I mean, my life is sort of the same (routine)….but i feel like my heart/emotions are calm and “cool with it”.

“;D I think I shall change my screen name right about now”

whoops…just noticed it,
clever.
hahaha

At your post you quoted my last reply and said something like “&& just for joey”…what was it you were referring to that was “just for me”?
=S

I know that f word you kept repeating when drawing……..its “fantastic”.
;)

I hope you had a nice thanksgiving!

Take care Ash. Thanks.

;O
Really?

That’s good.
(: You feeling better makes me feel better. I hope everything else is going well for you.

;D I think I shall change my screen name right about now.

“I’m fine.. *looks at clock, 1:48am* Erm, morning.”

Im 2 hrs ahead,
=O

“I hope you are great. (: “

Thank you, I actually feel better than the times we spoke almost every day.
Thank God.

Later Ash,
take care!

PS: when is you new screen name coming up? You keeping that one or eventually changing it?

*morning

“…especially while driving.”
:D my older brother blasts it in the car during the summer time. It’s great.

“Did you complete it?”
Not Yet.
=P
Still working on finding those awesome songs.

Happy Thanksgiving to you to; Have a great Turkey day. (:

I’m fine.. *looks at clock, 1:48am* Erm, morning.
xD

I hope you are great. (:

“Listening to some trance-techno.”

Yea.
I know you might not be listening to it at the moment, but I just wanted to say that I listen to it sometimes….especially while driving.
hehe

“But I’m confused as to what you put on a mixed CD.”

Did you complete it?
BTW, those are nice details. Im like that too (whenever Im in a relationship), but I have never done a mixed CD yet.
=P

Happy Thanksgiving Ash!
Take care.

PS: I hope you are still doing OK.
=)

No, I did not. I found 2 other chap sticks but nothing as epic at the peach flavoured one I’ve lost.
But, I can deal. (:

I live closer to the lake, so we also get all that ‘Lake Effect Snow’ first. Lawl.

(: Well, it was still a nice picture.

I’m fine at the moment. Listening to some trance-techno. It’s calming. ;D

It’s going fine.
I’m making John a card, 2 very long notes and a mixed CD.
But I’m confused as to what you put on a mixed CD.
Their favourite songs, songs that remind you of that person or… Hm.
0__o;;;

:D We started Thanksgiving break. I’m excited.

Did you find the “super power giving” chapstick?

I always forget that its super cold where you live!

settled for now?
=O
lol
I had one of my whole face but sort of blurry….

Ive been feeling good.
Calm, been at the doc, but for nothing serious.
Im OK.

How about you?
How’s your relationship going?

Youre welcome.

:D I’m fine.
A little annoyed because I lost my awesome chapstick.
0____o So, that is like irritating and bothering me a lot that I can’t find it.
Lawl.

(:
That’s a nice half picture. It’s settled… for now. ;D

Thanks. (:
How have you been lately?

Hi Ash, I hope you are doing OK.

Stoping by because I keep my word =]

http://img224.imageshack.us/img224/15…

There ya’ go.
A half-face for a half-face
=P

Score settled?

BTW,
Cool avatar you got there.

((:
It’s going nicely so far.

““I still have to ask for hugs, but I can like with that. “”
Aha.
*Live with that. 0__o Typos.

“Take care, stay in school and….you know the rest.

=) “

I will! Don’t worry.
;D You can still say it. (: I’m used to it so I look for it now. Lol.

“I ended it twice. But this time, I’m not letting go. (: We’re going out again and I’m just uber happy.
I’m really sure it will work this time.
I’m being optimistic about it.. like..
“Third time’s the charm.(:” is how I went by this.”

=O
=)

Nice.
Stay focused though.
I hope it works out!

“I still have to ask for hugs, but I can like with that. “

Yea? lol

BTW, if you have another one of those convos w/your mom tell her how much you love her, or write it on a piece of paper and leave it some place where it will surprise her.

Take care, stay in school and….you know the rest.

=)

;D
Last reply.
I’m back.
(:
“How have you been?…do you feel the same?
Whatever happened w/ you and john?”

I’m fine. (: Thanks for asking.

John and I?
Well.
I ended it twice. But this time, I’m not letting go. (: We’re going out again and I’m just uber happy.
I’m really sure it will work this time.
I’m being optimistic about it.. like..
“Third time’s the charm.(:” is how I went by this.

xD
I still have to ask for hugs, but I can like with that.

(:
Things are interesting.
I’m getting ready for work. D: Work sucks. :P

Aha.. Well. Cheep up. (: 30yrs of age, you will go through your mid-life crisis. That’s far away. :D
I’m still here. Always.

Btw, you didn’t misinterpret anything. (: You are, in-fact correct.
My mother should have done that.. She preaches what she doesn’t do. ;O
Very bad.

AH! I have to go.
I’ll tell you when I get back!
((:
Oh really? :D
♥♥♥♥
There ya go. (: And I mean them.

“I missed talking to you for so long.

=)

Whats “snap crackle and poppin’” Ash? (Riddle me that!)

I was preparing me some classic Oreos w/milk and heard “JOEY!”…to my surprise it was from “Miss Awesomeness Ash Fashion Yea!” herself!
=O

To answer your q’s in respective order..
-Good, sorta OK.
-I have no definite definition for it =P
-Naaa. I wish there was.”

“Don’t leave ANYTHING out. I don’t care how long the reply will be. I want to be updated on anything and everything.
Please? (:”

What can I say. Ive been away for a couple of days from Help and am not sure if I will be login on as I used to (almost every day).
Turning 30 the day Obama won made me unconsciously think of my life status in general (especially right when I lay in bed before I go to sleep, thoughts usually rush in…it sucks sometimes), I feel like usual but its like my age is telling me to make changes in some areas of my life if I really want to eventually be “the dad i never had”. I need to stabilize my financial status, gather up the courage to face my past relationship fears, and try to not keep on swimming in depression. Idk, 30 to me sounds “no excuses grown up”.

Caught a glimpse of your last posts. Pretty harsh stuff what you had w/your mom.
I think she shouldv’e not focused much on saying those things and actually shoud’ve talked about where your feelings stem from, or why….like not get emotional about it, suck up the “offence” she might have taken and turned it into something more beneficial and positive for both. Again, idk how she is or how’s the comunication between you both and I might have misinterpreted your post, but thats Mr.Garcia.
=)

How have you been?…do you feel the same?
Whatever happened w/ you and john?

Take care.
Always a pleasure.

I appreciate your reply and worrying for me.
Nice avatar. I owe you.
Thanks for the heart, small but noticeable.
=)

JOEY!
:DDD
I missed talking to you for so long.
How are you?
How’s life?
Anything new?
(: Don’t leave ANYTHING out. I don’t care how long the reply will be. I want to be updated on anything and everything.
Please? (:
♥

“You miss him aaaaall the time or just when you are alone?”
Mostly all the time.
I’m alone most of the time, so that doesn’t help.
I feel pathetic now. D;

I remembered something that made me smile, so I returned the favour.
John had some vicious long hair and when he cut it all off, I was the first one he told.
So, i got my braces off today an I covered my mouth this morning when talking and when I saw him, I ran over, and was all like “TADA! :D I got my braces off!”
I was happy to be by him. In the morning, I have to admit, I always look in the direction that he’s in.

Gahhhh.
Reading what I typed, I feel like a stalker.
(: Which brings back another great memory.

” =O
lol

Hope you feel better. “
Seriously.
(: Haha.
We had an assembly so I didn’t go to Algebra. Thank Gosh! ;o I didn’t finish my homework. Haaa.

“Then at the point where I miss him. :S And by him, I mean John. But then, I don’t want it to happen again.
That make sense?”

Ummm…somewhat. I think I have an idea though, you are lonely and find it hard to deal with.
Normal. I think you are pressuring yourself, Ash.

I have a question for you…
You miss him aaaaall the time or just when you are alone?

“Like I want to tell him so many things and try to hang out, but want him to forget about me.”

You can tell him that. Making it clear you would like to just be friends and that you dont want him to misinterpret your actions (you dont want him to be confused).

“With a passion. “

=O
lol

Hope you feel better.

Yes, that too.
Then at the point where I miss him. :S And by him, I mean John. But then, I don’t want it to happen again.
That make sense?
Like I really like him still, but I don’t want to go out with him again because I fear I might hurt him.
Like I want to tell him so many things and try to hang out, but want him to forget about me.
The reversed affect.
So, I could be better.
And I have algebra homework that needs doing. -___- I despise that teacher. :) With a passion.

“I could be better.”

Angry?

Im good, thanks.

You still going through the emotional phase you posted about?

I could be better.
(: How are you?

Ash…

you feeling better?

*can’t.
Haha.
What a lame typo.
(:

ash wrote:
I can stay mad at ANYONE.
It’s impossible.

What? lol
You can stay mad?

Im pretty good, thanks.

Yeah.
I can stay mad at ANYONE.
It’s impossible.

(: I went out today, with Kelsey, cause yeah.
Lol. I went shopping.

How are you?