Joy, no one can tell you what to do, but if I were you I definitely think about what lunexya said.
Really read what he is saying. Don’t just skim over it. Really, really read and think about it.Here is what he said:
The problem is you are isolated and you have become passive. You have turned yourself into a victim wondering what’s going on with him.
You would feel a lot better if YOU took action. Why wait for him to figure things out? He’s not treating you with respect, he’s insulting you, he’s using you.
Dump him.
Right now you are holding on to him for the wrong reasons. You feel insecure, alone. Why does he insult you? TO KEEP YOU INSECURE. Why does he keep you insecure? TO CONTROL YOU. It’s working really well.
You can see that if you derive your self esteem from your looks you will always be insecure. You’re going to need to dig deep to find new sources of self worth. The first way to do this is to take action and dump this guy AND DON’T SECOND GUESS YOURSELF.
I confronted my boyfriend about it and he said he wasnt thinking when he took that off and “thought it was funny and would make me sound like a **** because I think thats funny, I didnt think it would effect you in such a bad way and make you cry”
I started crying because he started yelling at me about how “iv felt like **** ever si nce we went to that audtion thing and you told him you would do nude and walk around clubs in a bikini thats what single people do!” and I was like “you act like I have done nude or went to a club(we dont even have any clubs around here anymore) and you dont trust me that much that you think I would cheat on you when iv never done anything to make you think that”
and he wouldnt even let me speak and kept telling me to shut up when I was trying to tell him I told the agent I dont want to do any nude when I went and got my contract yesterday.
oh and he put that thing about me back on his profile after I said somthing to him about it (I had to confron thim through a messenger on myspace because he wrote me when I was at school asking why I was mad at him) I didnt want him to put it back on because I was mad about it I wanted him to want it on there..
Jr.
Joy.