That wasnt so nice!
Well, Im sure you can laugh about it in the future… Will be one of the funny stories you tell people…
You know, if you have an ear ache dont go sky diving… wanna know why :P
So, any other plans for the weekend?
Here, thought I needed a break and now its a bit too boring :P
This site is still good, I think. It doesn’t have as many of the big dramas, like hardly anyone even notices who the mods are and everyone seems scattered and alone, but people still try to help each other. I think that’s good.
Because we’re not supposed to have real names on here, that’s “too much personal information” so I was setting a bad example. Also the avatars wouldn’t change and I had that sort of goofy but sort of nice picture of me for too long.
Also I was so incredibly stressed out about everything every second of the day for too long.
Thanks a lot for your thoughts and concern. I am thinking of you from time to time too, wondering if you are doing OK. I even wrote a mail to you, but I don’t know if you are using the same mail address.
You have my mail address. Please drop me a note!
Yeah, good choice. But I remembered one other thing about “joy” from recently, maybe I should tell you to help you en’joy’ your name more. It was listening to a song called “jeremiah was a bullfrog” and it keeps endlessly saying “joy to the fishes in the deep blue sea and joy to you and me”. It’s truly amazing the weird places that “joy to the world” hides in.
“Joy is the highest energy of all. It’s the magical sense that everything is possible. Joy springs from appreciating the gifts within each moment. Joy allows you to attract and create your present and future moments at their highest possible levels.”
(That’s by this person who I have great respect for who is new-agey and talks about angels all the time, but is very wise, kind and insightful, and her name is Doreen Virtue.)
hi, I was on an antidepressant called “zoloft” for a few months. It was an okay time of my life but I didn’t like having my mind always so different than normal, so I just stopped and never talked to those doctor people again. That’s my experience. I had hoped they would help me with things, but mind-altering drugs weren’t at all the help I wanted.
So as to not tangent the post, would just like to apologies again for my bluntness. Had a tough night chatting to suicidal kid who blamed herself for being rapped. I wished I’d been able to be more helpful to her, at least get her to contact a professional or let me invite someone better to talk to her. Had no intention of being rude to you, not my style, just had a dumb moment.
i knoww i havent properly been on here in well over a year. I’ve been okay, I really can’t complain i guess. I’ve just been so busy with my senior year - college apps, and a ton of club and other extra curricular stuff. and like nobody’s helping me! People in high school are so incompetent. My teachers all say im just too mature and thats why i cant relate to people my age, and i feel concieted even entertaining the idea that what they say is true…but i dunno. How are you???
I just commented on one of your posts.
I am fine, but in a hurry. Will go to work within minutes, just logged in before packing my laptop.
I’m sorry to hear you don’t feel great. Tell me about that hope stuff, and I’ll try to cheer you up. If possible, also give my advise.
You have my mail, so you can write there too if you want.