Come on, it’s not true. Please don’t think so. Anyway if you really don’t want to talk, can you at least let me say what I have to say or I’ll feel very bad if I leave it like that because you don’t have any faith that I’m able to do something, it’s like my personal failure.
I didn’t understand what’s with enmity or nonchalance or what is it but that hurt real bad, I didn’t expect. I need nothing from you, I felt almost guilty before you cause I really wanted to do something but I was helpless. I got some idea I hoped it’s good but you didn’t even want to hear. I started to feel like a total useless doormat. Why so?
I just did something for you that I thought is right but then I thought that I should let you know. But if it’s so completely worthless for you, well fine, I just won’t care anymore. That made me regret that I even cared at all.
It’s nothing that can make you feel bad. I was thinking about how to help you and I guess your opinion is needed. I want to try, just give me a chance?
Hi again. I’m just so much upset about your situation. I can’t stand when someone is defenceless and taken advantage of. I want to say that please don’t blame yourself, don’t think bad about yourself. And you’re not weak.
I’m thinking about how your mother might react, she might feel guilty that it’s too late when she found out, cause she could do something to save you if she knew earlier. But she will probably ask you questions like how, when did it happen, so if you are not sure you’re ready to talk about it, there’s no need to hurry. But if the problem is not over, don’t hesitate to tell her for too long.
And please try to protect yourself, be aware that not all people are good. Trust only those who are really close to you. Don’t lose self-respect and don’t let anyone treat you without respect, nobody has a right to make you feel uncomfortable.
Please take care of yourself.