Wasnt done intentionally. I Have been off the site for a long time and from the few shouts I got from you I gathered you will be going away. SORRRY ;) Will be immediatly fixed if you will still be my Friend?
you have great strength and I know you can get through anything. my heart and best wishes go out to you. Anytime you need a friend or just someone to talk to i will be here for you.
Hello there, Hope you had a better day today. Am packing my daughters things to go and live with her father. Have never felt so alone or unwanted in my life. She is my life and now she is gone.
if you wanna talk about whats going on, im here to listen. I understand its late, so if you wanna talk another day just gimme a shout. id be more then happy to try and be helpful. But please come back sometime.
hello,
its nice to hear from you. Im doing ok i am making some good progress. still have bad days but overall im living so its all good. how are you? whats been happening in your world? hope to hear from you soon. take care
Hello, wanted to answer to your last post but you closed it. Hope you are still doing OK. I dont get to a computer very often now but often think about you. Please drop a shout and when i get to library again I will answer. Am so glad to see you are making progress
All the people here can talk to you and try to help but we are only ignorant voices because they do not know your whole situation. The trained professional people can help you sort this out. Iy know it sound like wew are abandoning you but that is not true. If you really do not think it is a good idea it is still your choice.
But we are friends that is why we have to be honest to a fault,. It has been a long time, you have to get coping skills now somewhere. I am talking to myself also , so by the way. One day when you are feeeling better and are in the mood for someone elses problems i will tell you a long story about “amy” . Now you need to think of yourself.
everything went wrong again, cant keep my head clear, cant see a tomorrow. i dont know what to do. I am finding it hard to reach out for help. I have been trying to lie to myself saying im getting better but its all a lie im lost, dont know if i can be found.
HELLO!!Praise be!! I ams so glad to hear from you. Not the best day is still ok thinking about ehat you went thru!!!! I Am sooooo Glad and proud and just happy. Whenever you can or want to chat about anything you can e-mail me . Or shout whatever you prefer. (email removed)
im gonna be ok, not having the best day but know it will pass. I have done some soul searching and can see that it will get better, that i will get better.
I dont want to hurt thats the point, I dont cut to hurt I cut to feel. Im tired of waiting for tomorrow, It never gets better and I just cant take this anymore. I cant stand how much my heart hurts anymore. I cant go on knowing the one person I loved is dead because of me. I should have never come to this site I feel like im just dragging people in to my problems. and hurting more poeple then I ever intended.
WHy do you sau that? am sure you havent taken anything have you? If so Please tell me why? Who do you want to hurt so badly? I know you are hurt and your love is gone but there is always tomorrow. ALLWays
I only have one friend and I am not speaking to her right now she betrayed my trust not to long ago. And no it doesnt help anything in the long run but I dont have much longer to go so I dont think it really matters
not really strength but fear of being completely isolated right now. I have lied and said I was gonna get help but im not, im really desperate right now and just kind of waiting.
PS. The purpose grows from within. You may never know until the day you are 90. And even then you might not be certain.
Just know that for one you have helped me throught two of the most ddifficult decisions in my life without even knowing it.
I am sure there is others who might feel the same. Maybe that is a little part of your purpose and mine, just to be around. And if not to help just to support.
I wish I could see that purpose. to me it is the only answer. I cant keep going. I am weak and dont have the strength to do it. But thanks for considering me a friend, it does mean something to me.
My care and concern is never wasted if it is for a friend. Ill be around if you want to talk some more but please dont leave. It is not the answer. You still have a purpose
hello, i am also here for you!! Just logged on. Listen to FElicity she is really trying to help you and knows more about the situation than I do. Just take care of yourself the rest will sort itself out. PLEASE do not harm yourself in any way. We will lose a lovely friend.
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