2greeneyes's shout trail with ~Shie~ - Help.com

well, update, i have lost a total of 14 lbs thus far. i went to the drs today and it said 14.. woot woot.
i have no idea how im doing it.. im not doing anything different than before when we had our little outing..
i have been a bit happier as of late.. counseling is going well..
my pain level has gone up quite a bit more, my left arm is just about had it.. and i am now on oxycontin for pain along with taking the 3 muscle relaxers a day, i am now taking 3 nerve blockers a day as well.. im getting worse and worse as time is going by.. i see things slowly coming to a hault for me and it is very scary for me.
keisha graduated last saturday.. sadly, i had to miss it.. i didnt even know it was happening or i would have snuck to it somehow.. by the way, she is having a girl i found out on november 4th. im so very happy for her.
well, im off for the night. have a good night. shie.

ty

~Hugs~ Don’t give up. ~Hugs~
Shouted my stupid self! God bless copy and paste.

i dont know… i have no idea what to do anymore.. the pain is unbearable.. i hate taking pain medication.. and try as hard as i can to suffer through my pain.. i have never ever wanted to be one of those people who had to depend on that stuff.. even now… every day im always a 6 on the pain scale.. and i just deal with the pain.. but as of late, im atleast an 8 or 9.. and i can barely move.. barely lift my arm up to scratch my friggin head.. i wouldnt care really if i was old… but damn.. im 34 years old!!! im not suppose to be like this ~tear~

Man, that’s just not sounding good. wow, sad,
what are ya gonna do then? Wait? Wow you sure you don’t want to take a chance? Hmmmm, wow, just maybe, if its shutting down, why not go for it? Why not try to work with it somewhat instead of when its toast? Hmmmm, tough choices, scary choices, but opposed to certain deteriation, why not give it a shot?

as for the surgery.. as of right now.. they are saying i have to do the surgery over, yes.. but im not doing it.. i refuse..
i did a bit of research and the tumor i have causes pain down my arms, neck and upper back.. so im taking this to the neurosurgeon with me.. to show him.. i dont know what to do anymore… my hands are starting to shake a lot lately uncontrollably. even just holding a cigarette or trying to take a drink… my hands just shake.. and i dont know why but its driving me nuts!!! i feel my body shutting down little by little and its very scary for me.
but for now as i said, its a waiting game.. and everything that is happening, the tumor is doing to me is irreversable.. :(

Great news, that is great, glad to hear that and good for you. Sorry to hear the other.
Did Docs take the new look at you? What next?
What about the neck thing? Do you have to do it all over?!!!!!
Yes, down the road,yikes, oh old and body not working right, man oh man. Gosh I hope they can finally do something.

im sure others were thinking it… but probably didnt want to say anything.. probably afraid to hurt her or something… but when the truth is there smacking you in the face… let the truth be told!!
how have you been? me, i have lost 11 lbs.. woot woot.. still drinking my soda.. lol.. just gave up all my junk food.. cookies, candy etc… thats it!! i mean, i still eat it now and then.. just not as much.. my pain is getting unbearable these days.. taking over my arms lately… my neck, back, both arms and now major cramps in my thighs.. not sure how to deal anymore.. i have been given pain relievers (narcotics) but even thoughs do not work.. it kind of scares me because of the not knowing what is going to be in a couple of years down the road.. :(

Yes, and you are the only one that was thinking along those lines and said so. I was thinking the same thing. I think she doesn’t have a clue what he is doing. Poor girl, in for a hard hurt. I thought you were on target and I said the same thing. I responded as well days ago.

ty.. however im not remembering the post.. lol.. is it the one about me asking her if the husband may be leading another life outside hers?

Good answer Shie,
I was thinking the same thing. The pregnant lady that asked for help.

thank you greeneyes… you have soooooo made my day… although im not a materialistic person.. there is that one thing i told you about that i do want… hehehehehehe… as for rog, we got up late.. he has to eat and then off to work.. but… just to know that he is here with me makes me very happy… i guess he is going to the store this weekend to get me something.. as he just got his check today.. and off to work he goes.. but i will let you know what i get.. hehehehehhee.. ~fingers crossed~.. thank you for the picture… yes.. i want him!! i believe he would be a palimino horse.. could be wrong.. but that is what i believe him to be… very beautiful… think i could sneak him back on the plane with me? or do you think someone will notice him here in the town i live in… lol.. love ya loads…

Here’s one from my neck of the woods. Do you like this one? Happy Birthday! He’s all yours if you want him.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIE!
Wow, what pretty birthday horses you have! Love you, have a very special day. Wish you everything you ever wanted. Wish I was a genie and could make it so!

A shout out to 2 greeneyes:

howdy lady… hope you are having a great time on the boat… i miss ya loads.. c-ya when you get back.. hope you took loads of pictures…

miss you soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much… love shie.

nice… me.. i never got to take a nap… lol.. still dragging .. lol.. going to bed soon though .. roger has to be up early for football… and i go to laugh at them.. lmfao.. and take pictures..

i just left an update on my omg post… not sure if you are still subscribed to it or not.

awesome, the rain was relaxing and I woke up at 7:15.

hey.. how was your nap?

OMFG.. you are back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how did your weekend go.. what happened, did you get lots of pics??? check out the message i left for you at the end of richards birthday post.. hehehehehhee..

i received some good news today.. and some really really bad news… ugh… dont want to talk here though..

replied to your messenger message but you went offline.. lol
i hope you have tons of fun.. .and ill be ready for my homework.. hehehehehe..

Hey is there a way to get a picture on the comp. that wasn’t taken with a digital and on comp? Arrrrrrrgh Im going to break you.

Im leaving in the early am. I will have lots of homework for youuuuuuu!
Love ya Shie, How are you feeling? Oh I copied those pics not on digital and I will send when I get back. Ya know, me and my dog on the waverunner and several others. I will have so much to tell you.

I am off today Shie, Thank God. I cant move. I am going to read and just maybe garden. Im toast.

do you have today off? time to relax and take some time out for you..

cant forget to do that.. ~hugs~

Thanks Shie,
Been through a lot and have worked 10 and 12 hour days all week.

good to hear… have missed ya lots the last couple of days..

Im cool Sunshine

hey , how are ya doing?

hahahahaha.. they took my cup size post off… lmfao…. im not surprised.. but a bit offended because it wasnt dirty… and i made that point.. but.. ok.. what ever.. understandable… lol…

thank you…

omg… its like so many hours later and i still havent cleaned yet… lmfao.. i had to go to walmart… took a cab there… and rode a bike back.. roger and i bought bikes today… im tired of gaining weight and having a hard time walking long distances… so he bought us each a bike today… its about 2 miles to walmart.. and ohhhhhhh myyy gggoooddd… my legs HURT… lmfao… but my bike is pretty… lmfao… it has the shock thing on it… and when i went to sit on the bike… i thought my tire went flat… lmfao.. hahahahaha… but anyways… got to run.. have to really clean the house now… lol… then im taking a nap.. but i will be on later… love shie.

Oh I meant your posts are going well. On fire I tell ye gerl!

Same here Shie,
Time to do something here. we’ll talk later.

im on fire today? how so… lol…
yeah.. i just got done eating.. roger ordered the pazones from pizza hut… i could only eat half of it.. they are huge… of course i had to hide my other half.. other wise rog would eat it up on me… lol…

but.. i have to get going for a few… got cleaning to do.. and hoping and wishing isnt going to do me any good that it will clean itself.. lmfao.. but i will be back later… love ya lots.. tammy

Your on fire today. Im hungry too. I’ll make something.

yeah…. that is good.. as for me… i should be cleaning the house.. hahahahahhaa… so i have sat down to eat some lunch.. lmfao… it can wait.. its not going anywhere… unfortunately… lol..

Done. Whew.
Im off today. Should be tending my garden. Just catching up here. Just posted a woman was at a bar. Love gingham dress.

hahahahahahaha….

how are you doing? how are things going with the whole boat, fridge thing… hope its a bit better today for ya..

Your going postal girl!!
Too bad about the post. Oh well, some cant laugh at you or themselves. Too bad, so sad. Im glad that your mad. (In the head) LOL

It sais you appear offline and when you get back it will give me messages!

I have been typing like heck. Darn it and I dont know how to fix it. Now its useless.

Me either, C=3 Tammy and Roger is what it sais now.

hehehehe. you just sent me a message saying that you havent gotten anything since such and such on the messenger.. and i have been typing this whole time.. hahahahaha.. i have no idea what happened.. lol.

Yes, and thank you. I see you popping up in the corner. Go to windows Live? I’ve added and ok’d. OMG your blinking!!

hey…. i think i found your bee… lol.. let me know… i put two links on your post… they look the same. but they are different.. let me know.. if it is it.. ill paste a pic for ya.. if you want me too.

heading off from help.com… tty through email..

just read the shout trail.. from the beginning.. i know its long.. but you will find it quite interesting.. lol.. its about favoritism..

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PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE check out my shouts with ken… click the shout trail.. very long.. but dang.. he did it again..