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i guess they removed my email proudparront @ verizon .net

hi clutterug, i wish i could help, im in the EXACT situation.. we can be friends and email each other (email removed) cheer up

thank you tazzle for clearing this up…(Drug addicts don’t usually intend to be what they are, they wouldn’t pick this life style if they knew it would ruin there lives and hurt the people they love the most.)

yea, my best friend says shes heard a lot of people do well on lexapro for depression after abusing pain pills for so long.. i am grateful for your reply

oooo.. thank you. that was nice advice.because sometime i loose faith.

im leaving this board under this name, i really like it here and really just wanted advice because it was bothering me.. never thought it would go this far.. bye..

and i called you twice today before i even got all these messages, i wasnt upset . i now that you were in no mood to talk when i called the other night, i offered to call back later. what does excuses mean???? i am about the most honest person you will ever meet, if ive done wrong i will always say im sorry, so if ive ever hurt your feelings i am sorry but do not do it intentionally, thats all i want from you, but maybe thats to much..

you never said you didnt snap at me…?????–DIDNT SNAP…YOU HUNG UP BEFORE I WAS EVEN DONE TALKING…even if you had said you didnt realize it , i would of felt better.. like i said, i need to toughen up.. this is my problem not yours.. and once again.. i am sorry..

i didnt choose to go this route..i was asking advice to a problem that eats me up. i had no idea you were on here.. i dont know what that means.. your right.. its getting numming to me as well. yes you have a family to care for, i will never ask you for help.. but please tell me who is at my disposal? and i did not realize you were joking about the beds. steve told me what you said. it dont matter. the next time you hurt my feelings i wont say a word.. i just need to be tougher. i did not hang up on you. i thought you were done after i said eventually.i dont really know what to say anymore.. you say i dont realize your pain.. i have been doing nothing but thinking about your sleep problem, i offered to help you. i dont want you to help me, i really dont, i must admit i do get a smile on my face when you say we will get it done or we will figure it out, i dont feel so alone when i hear confirmaions like that, but i by no means exspect it.. i have been visiting you.. i really do not know how to handle this friendship anymore..it is numming your right..but for now i still care

so my charachter is not that strong, i needed a drug to get off the drugs.. but i do not think of that as being so bad, i have changed for the better compared to my life while desperatly seeking for my next fix.. i would no doubt be dead if i didnt get on a maintainance drug..

it took a small dose ( small compared to what i was taking) of a addictive drug to get me off the large amounts. but it has saved my life and its under DRS supervision.. i do not feel insecure ..as far as being a addict even though no longer using i still am a addict, but yes that does cause depression. i am not afraid to admit that. i am just trying to find a way to get out of this lack of motivation, no ambition, no drive, walking in circles, crying when my friend snaps at me. its all crazy.. i used to be tough.. independent, and full of life..

i do not abuse anymore and havnt for about 4-5 years.. but it was with percocet, oxycontin and the like kind.. its the depression that has me looking for a way out sometimes..

please not that i do not abuse drugs any longer.. although life was kinder while on them.. but…..

hi mango.. actually. it started out being a rescue. then i rescued all i could without being unfair , and now i have alot of babies.. but the rescued ones are doing well. yes here clic on this link..http://store.auctiva.com/proudparront— but i have yet to get any pictures up yet. this is just to raise money.. i am grateful for your advice, my friend has the same problem and is in counsling, but i dont think its helping her, if i remember right.. but wanna share that new drug? what is it..

i am open with her about everthing. i tell her more then i tell my husband. but it seems senseless . if she cant realize when shes hurt my feelings or atleast apolagize for not meaning to that how can i share my feelings with her and be open about other things in my life.. i guess i am just to sappy, and sensitive and should just blow it off instead of cryng about it.. i never said she couldnt be trusted, i thought of taking advice about being more open with her about my feelings.. i guess i wont let it bother me anymore