Hi smily, please do what I say. Now smile and try to keep the smile on to your face and now run near a mirror and watch at yourself for a minute. what do you feel, don’t let your smile vanish, and this is life keeping a smile on your face though a deep feeling inside you makes you sad. You can mail me on mayur.dixit @yahoo.com
Good to hear that you love to smile. Smiling is contagious…a good kind. maintain that cheerful personality. It’s an asset that not everyone has.
Pink is my favorite color. Sparkle cause I want to help people sparkle their lives as much as people here have helped me in my pursuit to add sparkle to my life.
It took almost two hours to get to long beach with this weather were having today. Yesterday me and Paul saw the forecast and they said that it was going to be hot & sunny but it was actually raining and really fogy. It makes it even harder for me to drive in a ford mustang convertible soft top, plus the sound of the rain hitting the top of the car was really noisy. Me and Alice were in the front , Paul, Lisa & Stacy were squeezing in the back seat. It was weird how me and all of the girls and Paul had planned to go eat sea food today. we saw this commercial on TV saying that if you eat lots of fish you wont get pimples ever again. yeah right, like if we were really going to believe that but we did get a strong craving for fish so we decided to come to long beach and get are grub on. Then all of a sudden Alice screamed ” Look out! ” so loud that my ears almost popped, I pressed the gas pedal so hard that I almost lost control of the car, we skid down a little further and hit the pile of cars pretty lightly, the other cars behind me were in control already because they had seen the huge accident from half a mile away. ” Are you guys Alright” Alice yelled out with so much fear in side of her. Paul said with a huge smile on his face, “Yeah, Were Alright Alice “. “Whats so funny Paul?” “Its just, you should of seen Lisas face she looked like she was going to Piss her pants.” Lisa slapped him so hard that his smile went away and got replaced with a frown. ” Jessica how about you, Are you okay?,” Yeah I’m just wondering what caused this accident.” I got out of the car to find out what had happened here and also to stretch a little cause I felt like if we were driving for days. Alice got out too and started walking towards me to check if I was really okay, it was amazing, the accident was more than half of the long beach bridge that connected with San Pedro. People yelled and screamed out for help but their was no way the fire department would get to those people in pain on time, I told Alice to stay with the car and the girls while I go see if can call my dad from a pay phone I saw 1/2 a mile back near a Pollo loco. She told me she wasn’t going to let me go alone and I know not to argue with Alice cause shes impossible, so I just said OK and told Paul, Lisa & Stacy we were going for help. We walked pretty fast towards the Pollo loco where the pay phone was, people asked us if we knew what had happened but knew nothing other than that it was a massive accident and that lots of people were hurt. Me and Alice finally reached the pay phone but neither one of us had change, so I told Alice I’ll go inside Pollo loco to make change. As I walked inside I saw everybody starring up at the TV with so much panic and fear, it was the accident that was on the bridge. I had no idea what that thing was, it looked like a giant space ship in the middle of the bridge. I went outside to call Alice for she can take a look at this, She ran inside to see what all the commotion was about. “Oh my goodness Jessica What is that?” she looked more scared than the people that were here, ” I thought you might know what it was, no! I don’t. lets go call your dad Jessica, OK!.” We rushed outside and called my dad, “ring” “ring” “ring”, “Hello” Dad its me Jessica, oh Hi Honey, Dad were in long beach right now and right next to the bridge, there was an accident here, well more like a destruction. Are you Ok honey, yes I’m fine, Dad do you know what that thing is? We don’t know yet! were sending troops right away, just stay away from there. who knows what that thing could be.” All I kept thinking was that Paul, Lisa, Stacy were back at the car in grave danger of something surreal. ” OK dad well stay away”. Alice looked at me like if I was crazy or something, are you nuts Jessica! we cant leave Paul, Lisa, Stacy behind, were not. were going back to get them.” I was afraid of what we were getting are selves into, but we cant just leave are friends behind to die and suffer. me and Alice ran as quick as we could to let them know we had to get out oh here before this turns into a war zone, Lisa! Paul Stacy, Alice yelled. We reached the car and there they were, confused as the other people that got stuck in this horrible accident. I told them everything we knew and all three of them panicked and got really scared.
all good stuff(except the throwing up) but honey, its all temporary. YOuf mom needs a wake up call, a reality check, you showing her, telling her how bad yur hurting inside may just be the thing to make her open her eyes to make her want to shape up and quit drinking.
Honey, of course Im going to worry, Im a mom and grandma.lol but listen, It is no bother if you at least TRY and help yourself by taking some of the advice. So tell me, what did you do after we talked yesterday?
ok, you say you dont need a doctor, I think you do. Let me know what you think about that. also someone said you are going to fast for life, I agree, Im a complete lazy loser compared to you when it comes to activities . Your looking for alternatives or something to get rid of these urges etc.. Honey, the only Permanent solution is to do what your body is telling you to do. Cry, scream, etc.. dont worry about anything or anyone right now, think about YOU for a change, I swear you will feel better, once and for all,Freedom is available to you,Be brave and let it out!!
Hey Haley, it’s nice to hear from you again. I just saw this shout (about an hour after you sent it, sorry) How have things been going lately? good i hope.
Haley it is my pleasure to be there for you. I will warn you I can be brutally honest at times but I don’t do it to be mean. I just feel that sometimes people need a kick in the butt and I’m no exception to that rule. I have started my own business, but I always have time to talk. Take Care.
I have deleted your reply with the e-mail address in it. You really don’t want the whole world to have it do you? There is a much safer way to give your e-mail to a friend here. On your friends list there is little envelopes next to their names, click on it and that user can then contact you. Never give out your e-mail to the general population, it’s for your own safety.
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