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Where did you go ?

just wanted to stop by and say hello… ‘hello’

I know I kind of lost contact…
Hope you’re well.

hey stacy!!
where are you? what’s going on with you? hope you’re well!!
i’m still fighting and still trying and still living!
take care my friend i wish you nothing but love and joy.

Just saying hello!
Have a nice one today :)

miss you?

Oi lol

*As I wipe the tears from my eyes* You are of course right on all counts though I don’t know that we laugh at her, just gob smacked she persists. I do think my friend (for want of a better word) will come round when she has had the surgery and recovered. I went to see her in England when she fell ill while I was there. Its been pretty stressful having to come home and hold her hand from afar not being able to do much more. The distance adds to our complicated lives and a planned trip here this year is now canned so I’m not sure if she will have the strength to pick up where we left it. Still for now I’m happy that we maintain contact at least. Thanks for your support.

Sorry internet dropped off. She is very sick and it was just too much to deal with my baggage on top of dealing with her illness which was nothing to do with her. To say I lost her might be a bit strong. We had a thing going romantically and she just wanted to cool it and keep it strictly platonic. I still feel I lost my right arm.

Ummm yes… My first shout and I sent it to myself LOL. Oh well I know how it works now :) Cheers for the compliment back. I really like the concept of this site and the positive responses. Nice to know we’re all human and have our woes as well as our triumphs. Thanks Stacey. You wouldn’t be a counsellor would you? You should be :)

Hi, I learnt so much from you on how you assisted RC_Walsh with your probing questions. I could see how it was getting her to think and think you did a terrific job. Thanks.

Well, I’m gonna go have a bath then get on with my work, talk to you soon, and have a good day! :D

Yeah it’s the only thing I’ve bought for ages apart from weed, clothes and food lol. So the only like ‘luxury’ purchase in a long time.

http://www.laptopsdirect.co.uk/ThinkP…

lol took a long time to save with no job. but i’m getting £100 at the start of the summer break so that’ll bring me up to enough to buy it.

Well, lost my USB drive at college so have had to re-do a load o f old work. :(
Apart from that the only person I’ve really seen is Narayan (Ifrit) and all I’ve really been doing is college work and getting stoned lol.
I’m really tired though.

So, what have you been up to?

Tired, sick of doing college work. :(
But also good because soon I should have saved up enough money to get the laptop I want :D
Sorry I have not been emailing recently, I really do have a lot of work to do. I figure I can take a little break now for a while though :D

Hey!
How are you?

lol…. i just went to reply to ur shout but wrote it on my own shoutbox hahha
i was so sure that i had clicked on urs but anyway, clearly everyone in help.com is laughing at me now!

What I meant to write to you was I will be careful with this guy. I know what you mean and thats the thing, i can see that this could all go horribly wrong but yea atm its really hard to pull away. I will just take it easy & see what happens but if he starts to make me do things i dont want to do then I wil be ready for it and will tell him straight out that im not interested.
anyway all these shouts have been about me… i feel bad! How are you going?
Is there anything I can help you with or anything you want to just let off your chest? I’m here if you want to talk ok!
Thank you for being there for me =)

i just sent u an invite to a post i just put up - it like explains the situation!
It’s hard to just stop seeing him when he’s like the only one atm who is taking interest in me & making me feel good about myself (besides u haha). I’ve had such a crap & lonely time of late & i guess the thought of someone liking me is kinda drawing me in. If this guy does turn out to be a player then you’re right it will make everything so much worse. But i like him though, he’s funny & i’ve enjoyed being around him…

i got ur shout, thnx so much for replying. Yes i’m still hanging in there & taking each day as it comes. some days it is easier to do than other days though. Often i feel guilty when I’m not studying or doing homework so thank you for reassuring me that i should still leaves some time for myself…. hot bubble baths are gr8 arent they?! But i stil hate the mirror.

& as if that isnt enough to deal with atm, im having problems with a guy i met at a party. I dont know what to do about ‘him & me’ cos he came across as being really nice & i have met up with him since then & its been all good. However I know some of his friends and they have approached me warning me to not get involved with him because they dont want to see me get hurt. Im so confused! I dont know what to do :S

No shouts out from you?

Trust me - you can actually beat anything. The trick is to reduce what you are trying to beat first. It really is only one day that takes to break it. The physical side effects are not as monstrous as people claim. If youhave reduced your consumption as much as you can before giving up. And rely on sedatives for up to a week but no longer. there is no need to punish your body when there are pills that will keep you calm while detoxing. You have a lot of reducing to do but funnily enough I think you can manage this. You have a goal with that man of yours - dont lose him for something that will ultimately kill you. shout me any time you need a bit of support. I’ll be watching you. Regards Marie

I got your shout Thank you for the great coment I am surprised at all the good feedback I am getting on this song I didn’t know that it was that good since it was the first song I have ever wrote

Not too much at the moment. Ummm, I watch a film called ‘The Eye’ which I thought was pretty good. How about you?

Welcome back :D
I am alright thanks. How about you boss?

my e mail address is mas 1st at live . com you can get round this tell him you’re detoxing from the sleeping tablets

hey…
i dont know whether u remember me but im upset atm n i dont really hav any1 else to talk to for advice. Im doing my final year of high school atm and everything is falling apart. I’m behind in nearlly all of my subjects… everything is so difficult and i seriously just hate my body. I feel so alone & empty and don’t know how long i can hang in there hoping things will improve. I just want to give up and run away. But i know if i do that then I won’t be able to get a good job next year and I don’t have any money.
I just don’t know what to do and just want the pain to stop. If you have some spare time could u pls reply to this shout?
Thanks =)

Thank you Amber. When your alone for so long you just tend to see things for what they really are.

Well It’s getting late. I got to get some rest. Thanks again for being such a nice person. Wishing you the best of luck on you journey to kick the habit. You need me just give me a shout, always happy to help.

Really ? well A small world it is indeed.

Me and her having children !? IDK she has someone she loves right know. Though when I was with her today I remembered what its like to be happy, feel special, wanted and safe. Never know whats going to happen with us, maybe end as enemies… or what you said. Thats what I like about life, you can always look forward to the future, to change.

I know what you mean how the body adjust to something. I have asthma (since 5) I used a lot of medicines and at around 18 I didn’t like being dependent on stuff, so I just totally stopped, no pills and inhaler, with in hours I was lying on the floor clinging my chest (felt like a lung collapsed) after a few days of just forcing the body without I eventually didn’t need it at all. It was extremely hard though, gasping for air I could of reached for the inhaler and breathed normal, but I didn’t want to turn back… Now I have used it a few times and I can already feel my body is getting used to it a little so I have to pull another one of these struggling challenges only this time it should be as hard cause I only use it like one a week.

So I don’t recommend just riding it like nothing happened, the body will be in shock from losing the domestic chemical. Ease off it gradually. I think it could work.

I think its always the heat of the moment kind of thing, but then sometimes it drags along; (when in a fight you would do things you would never in normal state). you know what I mean caught in the moment, heat, passion of the moment.

I now many drug users, a few where its tempering with there life and non who are REALLY addicted and can’t get off the stuff so, Yeah I don’t know where to start. I hear its a pretty damn addictive drug and is very hard to kick, but people do it. First thing that comes to mind is “Rehab”(thats their specialty, and what their there for) but if thats not an option for you. then I would think The “Back up” Method; Where little by little you use less and less (very sneaky like, so the body doesn’t notice to much of a difference) Then when your low enough, let it go. IDK if its what will work but many smokers use this method to quite. What do you think ?

Ha ha its okay, I’m sure it was the computer. Is it the post about the drugs ? I think she does.

Oh, well… I will check it out and try my best to see if I can help. Yeah she is good, seems like our friendship is returning.

really ? well good morning to you then. Thank you, no one needs to worry about me though I’ve managed to climb out of every hole i fall in. Sure feels good to know someone cares though, thanks again. So how are you, Is life treating you fairly ?

I’m doing well Amber, (hung out with Jennifer). Thanks for asking, How are you doing ? have a nice day ?

I saw in your profile where you were dealing with some serious stuff too, and that you believe in God. here is some prayer links that i use often, they will help… use as often as needed.

(email removed) (you will not hear back
wjcr.org but,they will
pray)
godswork.org click on prayer

God be with you… (((hugs)))

This is the other link….

http://help.com/post/148118-this-post…

I am very sorry, but, he tried again, and this time, he succeeded. Here are a couple of posts to bring you up to date on the details…and thank you so very much for your love and concern. It is truly appreciated.

http://help.com/post/148118-this-post…

I am going to go ahead and send this post, and then, go back and get another link, to post on the next post. If I don’t, I may loose what I have written… again….

God bless…

kinda indeed, i feel better now :)

Thank you ! :)

could you help me with “what s you fav food” ?
someones being nasty.

lol! im so bored cuz im in college!

i know lol! life deals people hard deals sometime but you have to live with it so…lol! no point tryin to escape life! as i sed in one of my posts i was close to self harming because it felt like it would take the depression away but i knew it wouldnt so i didnt! :D

not that extreme but the lows are more extreme than the highs usually!

yes indeed, i always try, even it seems hopeless.

hiya! im ok! lol at the comment bout me lookin like sam’s bro’! yeah ive been goin thru a lot of stuff recently which makes me really think im bi-polar! etc

With you around its very precious? lol
I think, once you’ve told them the main importance to not do something like that, you should let them make their own mind up, as you’ve done your part to making them do the right thing

lol, I am listening to music as I look for a top to put on lol. How about you?

I hope you do come :D Would be so cool
Awww, okay, well…talk sometime soon xxx