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Sometimes although it’s really hard to let go, it’s the best thing to do. Yes it will hurt, but it’s necessary for you to move on and focus on your life and move on. Don’t torture yourself with the past. It’s better to move on. Keep the good in your heart but let go of everything else and work to become stronger. Someone who abuses you mentally, physically, and verbally does not care about you. Although you care about him, you need to care MORE about yourself and try to be happy and move on WITHOUT him.