LocoLamigra31's shout trail with Proff. Vampress ;p - Help.com

Hihihihihihihihihiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!

im good. skls started again so i’ll be on more!! lol ;p

jeeze, im doing GCSE’s this year!!!! well some. still creepy! lol

howz life?

hey ya kid I missed you! hope your doing good.

hey!!!!! sorry i’ve been gone awhile, im at hime and my bros are finally here!!! y-day w went powr kiting and my bro stacked it and i diddnt! hehe! my other bro was really impressed.

see ya!!

hihi!!!

u know i had a dream about you last night.
u came to my school to check if i was ok. you came into the theater, cause i weas working on the setting 4 the play, and then u took me out shopping the mext day. yiou said u were my uncle so people didnt wionder why u were here.

do i sound ok? no i feel like shouting and then running to the libary roof at my old school cause thats the only place i feel that everything just stops and i can relax. but of course if i do that then i will be suspended. so im stuck here, the only place i can kinda go, makeing the teachers think i smoke, is behind the theater. but if i go there then i feel as though someone is watching me so that no good.

you okay still kido?

i cant stop it though, thats the main reason im here. i dont let them see hwat they do to me. i could be popular if i wanted, i have the right friends but i dont want to be, i dont want all the guys, i dont want themm cause all they do to all those girls is make them cry, and hurt them. im not going to be hurt, i have been before and im not going to let them even try it with me.

apparently all the guys would ask me out if i wasnt such a freak, and thats why i do it. i show them the real me once in a while and they realise that its an act, but at this new school i dont think i can do that, i havent got the chances i did before, i cant show them the real me every so often to let them know im just doing the ‘act’ to stop myself from getting hurt again.

I’ve told you before keep a journal write everything down that is in your life in your head that bothers you =) it helps a lot kido! i’m almost 21 and it still helps me =D

very true…but you need to enjoy your years you got ahead of you believe me…i wish i would have enjoyed my teens a bit more actually i didn’t become popular or anything until like I was 16 and a half =( and then after that everything flew by…it’s funny how we wish we were older when were young then when were older we wish we were young again… zoi you need to quit letting these people get to you just live your life when your older you’ll be the girl every guy chases…i’ve seen it all the time! a girl that people think is wiered then every guys wants them because well they figured out how special they really are *puts hand on your chin* I promise everything will be okay…if you are willing to be patient and don’t let people get to you like that again okay?

thanks…….it would be better to be older, but i guess i have to be young to be old. u never know, maybe i wont become o,d and i’ll die, or just stop ageing…..

well tea is good if not cherry juice helps people sleep actually =) just an fyi…oh zoi if only you were of age lol but i hope that advice helps and no i was typing something really really long lol

r u still there? or has ur internet f’kd up again?

ur as good as my bro at massages…….

but i dont like tea…;p

zoi don’t let any one get you down just keep telling your self how amazing you are *starts to rub your back* hun you need to get some cameo tea and just sleep it off…sometimes it’s better to keep to your self if people don’t accept it…my family and some people i dont know dont find out i am muslim for awhile until after i know them unless its people i dont care for then i will them off the bat and say fuck it.

thanks 4 the hug! i felt it!

i dunno i just feel reallydown. i think its cause ppl think if me the way they do…

aww hun it’s okay *hugs you and holds you* zoi your an amazing person why are you so sad? you can tell me anything i’m here for you =)

ryan! i feel really sad! and i dont know why! 8(

yer u r comming to russia..its all planned.

u me nathaska missjessiciabunny and living4u

vampress,

after reading your post and some of the shouts…your fine…every1 has thoughts…hell i’ve had some messed up ones and quite frankily i just write it all down in a journal it helps me think…i’m calm and collectable…i think about everything when i am out and about i wonder if a bird is looking at me because it is a lost spirit who didn’t cross over…i sit and think zombies may or may not come to life… i have paranoid thoughts as well about people wanting to attack me or kill me…then again those were a possibility at point in my life but not any more.

wait what…why am i coming to russia next year? why did you say that? what’s behind it say what?

maybe. but who knows. oh btw next year u are comming to russia

mmm well i looked up pictures of tonsilitus and strep throat…and my throat doesn’t look like that and i’ve had these symptoms for a week and there is no way in heck it would have stayed looking like it does if i had any of those…i am thinking it may be bacteria or it was from me being sick cause i did have unusual drainage of my nose last week and i had the same thing happen when i was sick awihle back…sooo perhaps this is it? mmmm

i know how to tell.

open and close ur mouth. where the pointy bit of your jaw bone goes up and down, grip it fairly tightly. feel just below it and if there are some small lump type things then ur throat isnt better.

who need a dr!

just it’s been irritated…and i can’t see a doctor with out paying a shit load of money cause we dont have a good health care system like yall…idk if it’s getting better or not

wot happened to ur throat?

yes i am sure…i said i would be honest…well i gotta take some of my drink and then i am garggling with peroxide so i can fucking see if my throat will heal up! it’s sooo bloody annoying.

u sure?

no…you are not crazy…

do you think im crazy?

yeah for sure i will be honest.

ryan, can i trust you to be totally and completely honest with me?

hihi! howz u?

lol….thanks.

i know there are more to looks that’s not all i go after all i am saying is that you must be attracted to some 1 in some way on the out side or else you wouldn’t go out with them because it’s natural human emotion to find a mate…we usually find people that have similar characteristics that we have i.e. brown eyes because most people find them selves attractive…like you if you were older you’d be perfect. then you also consider non controllable factors…like age…maturity…character etc.

ur so shallow! there is more to a girl than looks, guys however there isnt, nothing upstairs if u know what i mean. and that aplies to all guys….btw, tht maynot even be her, it could be some random pic of the internet. u never know…

vampress lol dani isn’t outta my league she reminds me of a girl named marlo she looks almost like her =) dani is HOT bototm line.

lol……btw…i dont really talk about U at skl, but we do talk about help.com alot. i was ur shoutouts with nash. hehe!

and dani? i mean really! shes a moderator, i’d say out of ur legue!

hey sorry my internet sucks thatbad….ugh this site gets all laggy cause of the traffic and today i have to go to my dads picnic =( not cool cause i hate going to get togethers cause every1 always has to ask questions and freakin a.

hello??

hehe! im back!

hehe! im back!

be back soon, like 20mins.

……..just fixing a puzzle…..u know….clues.

whats with the hmmmmm…….and the .’s yeah any ways what are you up 2 kid?

hmmm….. thanks……………

yes really think your an amazing writer your sooo passionate when you write and just it’s beautiful i’m not even into vampires and i was actually reading it =D

really? huh. there are way better writers than me in my year. hmmm……

hey sorry i only have dial up internet so help.com wasn’t even working for a 2nd don’t think i was avoiding you =D but yeah your book sounds good…I didn’t think a girl your age could be a good writer