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Yeah, I’d like to try doing joining Big Brother program, and I’d join the Peace Corps, but that requires a degree. You’re right about the Army. It’s just the desire to cop out and have all my thinking done for me. Plus, being feels good; like being a cop, you feel above ‘civilians’. You’re always busy, and even when things are the most tough, you look left & right, and there are your comrades going through the exact same thing you are. The problem was, I’m not a killer, so I didn’t fit it. And I needed friends, to de-stress with. I liked being a soldier, but Infantry wasn’t right for me.

Hey, are you there? I saw your post, I guess you’re not feeling too good right now (duh).
I don’t know what to tell you, I couldn’t tell you anything from experience, I’m a lot younger than you are. Still, you should value your life, and yourself. You have a right to live, even if you’re not any good to anyone else. All of us do.
Maybe you could start working with charity or something like that? That’d be a lot more helpful than the army, I think…

I call it vicious cycles. Like laziness making you unfit, and being unfit making you lazy.

I haven’t listened to The Cranberries for a while, actually.

Hey, I’ve gotta go soon, but I’d like to keep in touch. Hang in there.

Well, both Mindless Self Indulgence and Garbage are considered somewhat nihilistic. There’s a song called Only Happy When It Rains that you might want to check out.
My problem is, well, many problems. A lot of things, small problems and large problems… it’s like a snowball-effect, I think that’s what they call it. I’m thinking about seeing a professional to do something about it though, I’m not sure how though…
So, what songs by the Cranberries do you like?

I like The Cranberries. Haven’t listened to the other two. And yeah, I definably have some non-conventional outlooks, but that’s not necessarily a good thing. So, do you know what your problem is? That’s the first step, they say. But for me, its not simple. To fix my life, I gotta start from the ground up, and I don’t know if I have the energy for that.

That’s fine, though, dark thoughts are good for bringing people down to earth if you know what I mean.
I don’t really have a favourite band, but I do listen to a lot of music. Right now I’m listening to MSI, Garbage and The Cranberries (most of their songs are actually not-so happy).
I don’t really have anything on my mind right now, but dunno, you don’t seem like you’re just like everyone else. So… yeah, I like that.

Hmm, most of my thoughts are pretty dark, I should warn you. Sometimes I come on here less because I want help, but because I want to affirm how horrible life is. It feels good for whatever reason, like listening to sad music (favorite band is Radiohead, how about you?). Anything on your mind?

I wasn’t really talking about supportive pep-talk conversations, more like exchanging thoughts and stuff like that.
But yeah…

The kind of person who wants supportive conversations? Yeah, not really. I dislike being the center of attention, and don’t take compliments or advice well. But everyone needs support, and everyone needs friends. Same goes for you, if you wanna talk. :)

Hey, I added you to my friends list if you wanna talk about anything, you don’t seem like that kind of person though, but who knows…