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is this the one and only Princess Claire ^_^

I was wondering how therapy is going for you. Give me a shout next time you are on.

gotta go. later.

Yea, I am feeling confident that things will work out.

Thursday

Well, I have given this a lot of thought and here is what I have come up with.

When I saw her on Thursday I tod her that I thought my suicidality increased when my psychiatrist put me on a stimulant for my ADD. At which point she said,”OK,let’s try this.” She typed ou a schedule handed it to me and said,”If this doesn’t work or you aren’t willing to do it then you are beyond help.”

When my psychiatrist originally put me on the stimulant she went ballistic because she anticipated problems with my seizure disorder and before I was put on that medication I had been doing so well and hadn’t had any suicidal thoughts or feelings. So I think it just pissed her off that someone messed with all the progress we made.

I told her I didn’t appreciate being told I was beyond help. She told me she didnt say that. I told her she did. She told me that she was srry that I got that from what she did say. I then asked her whatshe said if it wasn’t wht I believe I heard. Sh told me that she said that we let our moods take over and we sometimes don’t do all we can to take back control. As I got off the phone I called her a liar.

That’s just it. It is kind of hard to find someone else when you are so close to the person. Plus this is the first time in the 3 years I have been seeing her that she has been out of line.

I had a bad session last week. My counselor told me I was beyond help.

I have been taing on form of medication or another since I wastwo so I am use to it. But I gotta ru. E-mail me if you want. I’ll ttyl. Love ya!
Alice

Thanks.

I ran into my conselor a a hocky meet and I told er today that the only reason I went was because I thought she would be there and she said that she was glad that I attended and that when one is depressed they should keep busy.

Well, the meds that my psych. pt me on was for ADHD and I would have no problem going off of those. But I have been told I am going to have to take anti-depressants for the rest of my life dut to my suicidal tenedencies.

Not a whole hell of a lot. Like I said I saw my counselor today. We determined that my suicidal ideations are a combination of the meds my psychiatrist put me on and issues with my mom. I am going to be playing hockey on friday and that is basically it.

I saw my counselor today and we talked. She had me contract for safety and said that if I flt suicidal to give someone a call. So I will. I am sorry you aare going through the same bs I am. Sucks doesn’t int?

Hey! How are you? I have had a rough couple of weeks. As I am sure you have heard/read by now, I attempted suicide last night. Luckily, I ran in to my counselor at a hockey meet so I was a ble to talk to her yesterday and come up with a plan to help me get through the night. I spoke to my Psychiatrist and told him that I needed to be taken off the Adderall because it was making me feel this way and he finally gave in and prescribed something different. I called my counselor today and she had me contract for safety until tomorrow when she will see me. Hopefully, it won’t result in hospitalization. If it does, then you will know that is why I am not on. BUt I don’t think it will.

I am not feeling that way right now. I feel better since I spoke to my counselor. But I had a rough week.

Internet connection is unreliable so I may become disconnected.

Hey! I am good. I saw my counselor today and we talked about my suicidal ideations.

Hey! I am bored and I wish you were online, as you are a good source of amusement for me and we generally have something interesting to talk about. Shout me!

Hey! How are you? I am ok. I see my counselor in a little bit. Which got me thinking about you. Have you, recently, seen your counselor? I am sure that you will find that your counselor was just getting to know you during your first appt and that you guys will start making progress towards recovery soon. Give me a shout anytime you feel like it.
Good luck!
~Alice

That’s ok, I know what that’s like.

You there?

lol. I am glad you had a good day. I don’t know how my counselor is, considering I haven’t seen her since thursday (even though I wish I were, lol). I am sure she is doing well though.

How about you?

pretty boring. I woke up at 11:00 am and did nothing.

How are you?

piggybacking again

yea, until I am booted off

Hey! I am sorry I missed you. Maybe I’ll see you later, though.

lol

ok,later

no, it is really warm. Washington at least has seasons.

Phoneix, Vegas, and LA are really warm.

aww, yea, I bet snakes are more prevalent in those places. You spelled fahrenheit correctly! lol.

Where in the U.S were you?

Depends on the time of year. It gets pretty cold in the winter and late fall but Spring and summer it is usually pretty warm.

I don’t think people in Wa encounter many

I have only encountered one and it was a guarder snake. Other than that, I don’t know.

that’s putting it mildly lol

lol. Cool. Yea, I checked it out.

lol. You have got to be kiddin’!

mmm, mocha.

milk and hot cocoa mix.

lol. OK. How do you take it?

lol. OK, lemme go make some coffee. Or do you prefer tea?

I live in Spokane it is near Seattle

Seattle

lol. Yea, learn to spell first.

OK, see ya at 11:10 pm my time. lol.

Same here. Don’t leave it unsecured if you don’t want it stolen.

lol