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*huggies* for my favorite huggy person.
:)
misssss you.

lol !

lol, its jeb but he wont come clean..hehe

hey.
dunno if i’ll be on later.
remembered that i had left you some offline msn from some time ago and you must have just read them yesterday i think. weird.
anyways i made a dream catcher like you said but it didn’t work. was fun making it tho.
hope you’re ok.

Lame, dude.

When is that? 1?

Nah man I feel propper rough today dude.

Well - I’m asking the obvious here but what is it that didnt get resolved. Sounds to me like you either have a regret or an issue that hasnt gone away. At the same time - with or without any dramas - you might have felt like this anyway. Dont always blame the circumstances, sometimes you feel crap and it comes from nowhere. What do you think?

did you live in jersey on a air force base

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand i just saw you took your msn saying off. i’m really really sorry.
:’(

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand i don’t care i’m gonna shout you again…

I missssss talkiiiiiiiiing on the phoooooooooooooooooone!!!

Night night and i love youuuuuuu.

iiiiiii miiiiiiss you!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeell i hate to add an 8th shout from me after the seventh one in a row… cuz 7 is my favorite number :D
life moves on i agree with you on that. but it can mean that life gets better. even with all the bad parts i wouldn’t take back a minute i talked with you.
i know how complicated this is and how much it hurts. we can help eachother through the rough spots. we can be happy. i’m gonna give me and you my best shot cause i love youuuuuuuu soooooooooo much and i don’t care what anyone has to say and i won’t let anything stop me.
i have had seven dreams about you!!!
yessssssss i know it’s a lot. i can’t help it. i fall asleep thinking about you and dream. mostly they have been yucky dreams cause i worry about us being together. but when i see you… even in the dream it’s amazing.
alsooooooooooooo i swear i am gonna love you forever. i can’t not hehe. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand i open your picture every time i’m on the lappy to stare at you.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand i’ve told you enough of my secrety secrets for one shout… so i hope i can catch you online cuz i miss me and you talking all by ourselves.
aaaaaaaand byebye for now.
love you
xoxoxoxox

H.A.N.D. - that is classic - did you make that up - let me know later - Mas

and i’m not using my family as an excuse. i said what i said they didn’t say it for me.
and idk how to make this pain stop

read your reply on the post you linked…
i had a feeling you were still mad at me.
i’m glad i read it, and you should still be mad.
mabe you can forgive me eventually… but please know it’s not all my fault. i don’t want to hurt you and i don’t mean to… but my family also gets to me.
sorry. a million times over.

I noticed you in chat and you didnt seem your sparky self. If you ever get really fed up you can always get me on Mas1st at live.com. I dont need to hide my email/AIM details as the whole site already knows them lol - Dont be a stranger - Mas

Hello - just to say hi and hope you have a good weekend. If you ever need someone to talk to - let me know. Take care - Mas1st

btw i love you the mostest.
xoxoxox

i woves you :)
http://lc.fdots.com/cc/lc/1a/1a81156c… hehehe.

did you get my text yesterday?

i can’t take back what i said. but you can’t just leave me either. you gotta talk to me. i’m still hurt and know you are too. but i’m gonna make it up to you somehow. i don’t know yet… but i promise i’ll think of something.
xxx

http://help.com/user/198921-rose

you are not only my friend. you are the love of my life.

you better download skype or msn …
cuz i got webcam on the lappy now.
hehehe
:D

It might not. I realise that you are confused and everything is very complicated…

YAY!!!!!

I read the whole trail……What are yo going to do? You have to decide…And I hope to god that it will be an easy decision to make.

xx

this is driving me insane!!!
i don’t want a relationship. i want to know that you would meet me!
i don’t want to live thinking i love some1 and can never be with them! i would rather end it if it was just that.
either you love me enough to think we can be together eventually… not right now… and that you won’t leave me and will talk to me… or this can’t work.
i’m leaving it up to you.
i love you and i would do anything in the world for you. x

It’s okay…It’s alright. *Hugs*

i just lost it when you said you were taking a break. i’m sorry about home stuff. i know it gets to you. you do need a break. sort your head out and feel better. i love you and wish you the best. you said you can’t handle a long distance relationship with me, that’s ok. idk where that leaves us… as just friends??? i think of you as more than that… but if you don’t i can change.

I know, I know, I know! But I wish you could heal together. I hate seeing you both so miserable…x

She will do that for you… If you love her enough…It won’t matter.

you aren’t the only one. but why did you feel you had to leave me for a while???
idk i thought you loved me. then you just wanted to take off.

I think you have to be patient…It doesn’t have to be long distance and I know if you two let it, it would be a real relationship…You could live in the same country she would do anything for you.

Please don’t lose faith!

“ive been doubting wthere it coukd have ever worked and if we managed to sort stuff out, wether it could happen! “
i was willing to leave my life just to be with you.
but i don’t know if you can accept me for who i am. i don’t know either ifrit.

i love you. never stopped. always have always will. but i’m more messed up than you know or i care to admit. i don’t know how this is going to work out!!! we live so differently and i’d give up everything to make this work… but sometimes… like when you left so easily it scares me. so much. i don’t know what to think anymore.
i’ve been so messed up these past fiew days since you left. i just can’t handle not talking to you for so long. i don’t know what you will think about all this… please shout back.
xXx

Yeah well that was probably a wise decision….You have to sort stuff out before you leave! And you can…She wants to talk…Please talk to her! You won’t change…You are going to be okay. I am one of the only people who will NEVER tell you you are being meoldramatic or over dramatic or anything…I don’t believe in it :D You are going to decide what happens with Rose. Goodluck on talking to her x

I know! Fucking love hurts a hell of alot! And not being able to be with the one you love cuts you up everyday…I know I am not one to talk and it’s hypocritical…But please don’t rely on alcohol or weed or any othre form of drug. I know you need to escape but please stop now before you escape forever. You must talk to her…If not I am going to become a silly in between and make you solve this… :)

Awww *hugs* I know you did! She did too you know…You both still love each other and I really hope you two talk…Today. I want to tell you everything she says…But I can’t do that because you two need to sort this out. I am trying to help any way I can. Please feel free to talk to me okay? I am always here…

The thing is, I still believe that you guys can work it out and be together and I really think she does aswell and from the way you are talking it really sounds like you still have hope and I hope you do. The key thing is you both love each other. You can fight through anything else.

xx

can’t stop thinking about you. you are so special to me. my love. i miss you.

xxxxx

there is a hug there for every hour i’ve missed you since we talked. which is all of them.

Well when someone in chat was talking about how Rose was talking to you I said oh it’s normal everybody does it here, they’re not going out or anything and then you left.
Sam

okies. you too. :D

what does that mean?

love you too. so much xXx

gah. it didn’t show the typing.

i said we can have moonlight if we want to.

hehe. D:

Ifritttttttttttt!
I am sorry!
I never knew about you and Rose and now I feel like a real dick.

Sorry, Sam

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FfZUxP…

ifritttt

you are amazing. don’t let life get you down. i’ll always love you and be there whatever way i can.

YOU MAH SEXY MAN. :D

oh and btw drinking is bad. happiness can be found other ways. like being with me :P
and doing good things. idk.
i just want you to feel good.

ifritttt

you are amazing. don’t let life get you down. i’ll always love you and be there whatever way i can.

YOU MAH SEXY MAN. :D

oh and btw drinking is bad. happiness can be found other ways. like being with me :P
and doing good things. idk.
i just want you to feel good.

i miss youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu =’(

the grey one is me. the white one is you. :)

http://help.com/user-avatars/user-pho…

confession: i think you have a really sexy voice.

*blushes*

:)