Angie.'s shoutbox - Help.com

What would you say it is, then?

Isn’t that a rather expensive phone? Perhaps it’s those games that do it.

You’re not a proper soldier unless constantly complaining about the service, as the consensus goes.
I was, for a while. Then it became more of a tolerance thing. Can’t be certain how things could’ve gone differently, but growing physically distant as I probably would have might’ve been worse.

The usual. Just doing what needs be done.

Sorry I was in the hospital for sometime.. suicidal will do that to me
Thats why I wasn’t talking, haven’t be online

Hi Angie, I can’t say what it is but its really bad and bothering me a lot… its affecting my ability to help others and other bad stuff…

Haha that’s great, congrats lol
nothing much, just laying around

Um I didn’t see it!

k. I’m checking it out ryt nw!

Totally!!

uh..:-[ That’s too bad. I guess we’ll hv to make use of wht we got. Huh?

Hey Angie, I was thinking, maybe you give me your usernme on fb. I rarely use this account and we could chat all we want on fb. It’d be cool. Don’t u think?

hope things are good at your end, didn’t see you on for a while.

yeah? thanks Angie. It’d be nice too if I knew wht you actually looked like. Just a thought though!

I guess that’s a combination of the limited number of celestial dreams imaginable by regular creativity, and your mind trying to fill the gap that person left in their absence.
I don’t suppose “tablet” refers to one of these mobile computer devices? These things, iphones and whatnot, seem to be so very addictive. LReminds me of how they used to say televisions suck out your soul.
It felt longer than it was. Much longer. 3 years.

not only that, but thts th main one ;)

Hi Angie. Sorry I wasn’t able to reply on time. I’ve been a fleeting vanilla butterfly here at help lately.

I’m eyeing a position at work that’ll become available by June, workload is easy but I’ll be getting a better pay. hehehehe. No I’m not vanilla butterfly at work… I’m more of like a wolf. Aggressive. Ready to munch on anything that looks… yummy(?) :D

I wish you the best there Brit lady… But maybe, you’re destined to be that way so you can take care more of Mr Lucky Guy there. AwwWww. :)

i am doing fine, poem is done lets get it posted.

think i am gonna write down a poem before i sleep, have lots of thoughts built up gotta let them out.

hello there :D was about to log off and sleep but saw you on :) how are you doing?

I had a final doctors appointment today, they have me down to one pill and 2 inhalers, whatever it was seems to have gone away. As for drama, Im beyond upset, as willy wonka is dying in front of me. Our script did not arrive until last week, 2 weeks before the show, our props were mostly all destroyed by a sudden rain storm out of the blue, Our rehearsels are clashing with sports and AP classes testing and I just found out our lead has to quit. My older brother, saul, is going to be in town for one week, just in time to see the performance, then leave for another tour. This is his only chance to see me act in high school, ever. and its gone.

I always wish to hide away. Imagine it as a long, infinitely long walk in a forest, where every plant is unique and beautiful in its own way, maybe with wildlife exhibiting those characteristics, never thinking about anything - taking all the experiences in for what they are.
But that’s not possible. So I do what I have to.
Mossing?
I haven’t used the feature of anonymity for a long time, due to a certain choice. Didn’t really have the time and mental capacity to spare for the site. Both drained mostly by the army.

you just like to ruffle feathers!

I’m sorry I don’t know who he is, but from what I read I guess I should take that as a compliment, so…..thanks :D

.. and here I am, the cynic. Ahhh.. roses; Attar of Roses (one of my favorite scents), much like the smell found in a funeral home.
Still and all, I agree on the humour bit. It’s rather funny ‘n all to see how many people still believe that my ‘over-the-top/boast-the-most’ is anything but satire; fun though.

What floats your boat? hehe

I fear change, the uncertain, the unknown. Whenever comes the need for a confrontation (such as a conversation with strangers) IRL, I always try to take an alternative round, or put it off as much as possible if there isn’t any. When I helped here, I didn’t feel like I could phrase the words right, in a way which would convey the meaning well enough to be felt on the other side, excluding a few cases. To make up for it, I aimed for truth more than feeling, created an aura of confidence, and let others handle most of the more serious issues.
I’m referring to ideas like “Maybe if I didn’t put up walls whenever approached, there would be more chances to keep them from wandering off”. Which are then countered by “I didn’t really have much of a choice” and “Didn’t know back then”.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2K7jML…

buried in teeth
buried in teeth
can’t tell if i’ve got rivers or veins
running under my skin
flowing out over the plains
there’s trapped antennae
all tangled up with these brains
and the spin of cocoons whispers your name

Nay, and not quite.

Never saw the two as quite separable. Found purpose in aiding others where there seemed to be nothing to be done for myself.

No, there isn’t much I can do… just wish there were more options, since even if I manage to ward off the delusion of having missed opportunities to change the course of events through logic, the very occurrence itself is like an internal earthquake. A shaking realization that reality is more fragile than it seemed, in one way or another. It takes a confident person to rationalize in the middle of it all.

I don’t know what post your talking about but if it was deleted it wasn’t because of your swearing lol… takes alot more then swearing to get deleted

Hi Angie, thanks for your shout :) How are you? You will be happy to know that the thing I had has completely healed. Something else then happened which was even worse :( Some people really hate me. Can’t say who.

Maybe within reason. Especially in winter, when everyone is experiencing cabin fever, things tend to blow up. Ugly when it happens, and all one can do is either try to defuse the situation or just withdraw ASAP.

Sure! Definately

I don’t think i did that Angie

Oh it’s going :) Been a long day :D

Sure! :-D Why wouldn’t I be?
So what’s shaking?

I suppose it’s also the context that matters.. and the mods see/know all; it’s part of the infernal pact they’ve made

yeah but who wants to sit in a stagnant pond for 100 years waiting for a princess to show up?

just don’t tell the white witch, she’ll turn me into a toad :D

it’s ok, we have an understanding, wink wink

Yeah, I’ve had a few of my answers deleted. I suppose can’t move too far away, and this is at a mod’s discretion, from PC.Had a couple or 3 where someone from the far left of the Bell Curve complained; whatever. I’m still here and a lot of others aren’t.

looks like that post has been deleted. Oh well.

So far, most of my time has gone to complete others’ plans. Within my own frame, I’ve only taken on serious personal projects in the last two years, maybe. And even then it’s usually just on a whim when I decide to work on one for a bit.
I don’t quite understand. How does the reason affect the final result?

I’ve been here for a long time. There are many souls who’ve had it rough. For their sake, perhaps because of them, I’ve obscured the details. Probably didn’t have the tools to deal with them either.
You have good memory.
Some things constantly change. Some for the worse. I’m able to see them changing, but not stop them or go back. I try not to regret, but what other name is there for the accumulation of such memories?

They’re about general integrity and keeping true to myself. Kinda difficult to categorize them more specifically than that.
If that’s so, then where does everybody find the motivation to get up in the morning? How can they overlook those obstacles to see the little pieces of joy and relaxation?

I’ve kept most of my promises fairly well. Slowly discovering complexities whose solutions seem out of my reach, regardless of constant analysis. Not very fond of this.

what post

and the kids know they are talking to a hot sexy lady ;)

gonna crash now :D take care catch you tomorrow. byeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

and yeah about our food, we add lots of spices masale etc. lol so the smell is everywhere :D

Thank you, i just don’t show myself here because my whole past is on help.com and i don’t want any one from my family to know that i share my pics just like that * restrictions* you know guys can really go bad with your pics
i also have lots of family in the UK…it is juust in our culture to keep girls protected hard for me to explain, it is just that i share my pics with the people i can trust :D

let me know when u get my mail.