ayc's reply history at Help.com

fear of the unknown with a little fight/frustration maybe. but i have to give you credit for an awesome creative dream!, you should write it down and send to hollywood (but make an easy plot of it ofcourse!) the details in dreams have very little meaning its always the metaphors. not even the images mean much, just the underlying ‘emotional metaphor’ is kinda important. it gives you an idea to how such images/ideas are being sorted.

looks like rgb colour levels to me. you need to play with photoshop, so many options and so much fun!
get the trial, i bet you’ll be loving it in minutes!
and yes more contrast to look natural! show those pettel shadows on the leaves!

17? so you are after a part time job while you sutdy for your own awesome career or job role?
well your choices will be limited to ’student’ type work. part-time bar work? shop work? ermm.. cant think of much more right now, but there are lots ;)
you have to sound excited and euthusiactic (i spelt that bad sorry) to get any job.
sound like you are eager and want it! (but dont be *** kissing of course) for that kinda work, that attitude in cv and interviews pays dividends!
goodluck and keep trying!

hi, i have ‘fallen away too’ but for you only i briefly return. Setto, you are a dood, a total, full on, top of the range (with all the extras like air-con, e/w, real-wood dashboard bits) dood.
if i were bluntly honest i would say, you need to learn to be a little selfish. in thoughts (especially) and actions.
im trying to say, stop thinking, and stop worrying. just enjoy a happy artistic simple life. do your own heart proud. life isn’t a dress-rehersal.
i know you know that, i just kinda think you think to much, when life is very reactionary and sensory for humans.
everyone is overly critical when they look in a mirror because they overthink.
stop analyzing and go do/be with the things that make you happy and simple.
i could talk more, but i shant, you are gone and im talking to the wall it appears =/
but i’ll still say goodbye to the wall ;)
goodbye and take care dood!
best wishes!

“if tomorrow is already planned, then tomorrow is already boring”

i think you used the wrong words, what has quantum phsyics got to do with the question you asked?!?!?!
man i must have really missed the point on this one, sorry if i have! =/

i didn’t say it would be easy, or even work, but it may be worth doing if anyone was interested. because if i asked the owners of help to do similar, do you think they would?! omfg NO! lol
they would say .com was worldwide, when we all know (outside of the US) it isn’t.
there is nothing wrong with ‘local’ even if it is on the ‘global village’.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm sure… anyways…. do something your good at!?

if i were bluntly honest, i would suggest to lose some weight if you were unhealthy over-weight, like i would suggest to a unhealthy skinny person, add some weight (which i have done to myself. as you said it takes time. so i will not bother with that at all, thats up to you alone.
but do you want love or sex? they are almost the same thing, just approached differently and a slightly different goal.
if you want love, be yourself un-abashfully, and wait like everyone else has too. or if you just want sex, well go out and get it with whomever you want. it wont mean anything afterall, and it doesnt take much effort.
neither means you are desperate for anything i wish to add. its just natural.

happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sorry this is late, im always rubbush with dates, i dont know why, its just me, but sorry, and happy birthday!!!!
p.s. is there any cake left over??!?!?!?!
;)
happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

always keep other peoples secrets secret! thats the most immportant thing! glad you do do that. but you may think you have regrets or secrets yet, but wait till you get older ;) things will change, and especially your view of your past. but theres no point bothering with that now since your so young! go enjoy yourself with no regrets dood!!!!!!!!!! live it up!

you’ll be fine steff, seriously, i know you think its down to your weight why you can’t get a long term partner, but hows this for an idea if only because it seems opposed to yours; i am not over weight, i am borderline under wieght, i have been stocky and muscular, i have been really skinny and ill looking, but all through my time on earth, i’ve never actually been with anyone long term until now. i met someone really special, and because i’ve been through what i’ve been through, i only now know i am totally in love with my partner. sorry for the soppyness, guys arnt supposed to do that! ;) but my point is, i don’t think its you, i think it who you meet. so don’t take it personally, skinny people have that problem, ‘perfect weight’ people have that problem. finding someone special is difficult for everyone!, but atleast you will be wise enough to see it when it happens and not let it fall away over silly things like so many seem to do.
same goes for Yamoto too ;)
love is the hardest thing to get, but the first thing to let go. i forget who said that, but its right.

yes… IF you are shallow. im sure your not!

fix it yourself, no one else will fix your life for you. life is hardwork and not nice for everyone wherever you are from.

yeah, life gonna smack you really hard in the chops later on, sorry for the bad news ;)

i know it wont be easy to get into work in that kinda field, it takes time, dedication, stubborness on ocassion and some luck, even if you study really hard at the best place. so goodluck with it! never stop learning or striving!!!!!