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• Switched to rolling my own cigarettes and it’s gone bad it seems like. posted (5 years, 1 month) ago
  I was smoking camel lights, maybe one-half pack/day, maxing at a pack/day. I started rolling cigare…

• I don’t want it to be true. posted (5 years, 1 month) ago
  I was recently diagnosed as bipolar and it was something I thought was there for a long time which …

• I feel like I’m lying to myself and I don’t know if I can distingush it anymore. posted (5 years, 1 month) ago
  I feel so incredibly screwed on a personal level. I feel like I’m set up to be the perfect tr…

• Had my second appointment with this therapist this week. posted (5 years, 2 months) ago
  It actually was pretty interesting. I was really surprised with what we went over. He was asking me…

• What exactly is the goal of therapy? posted (5 years, 2 months) ago
  That is what I am stuck trying to figure out. After seeing a therapist earlier this week as a follo…

• Things outside of myself have been pretty calm as of late which has let me kind of coast through life while I’m running circles in my head, but not posted (5 years, 2 months) ago
  outside of myself have been pretty calm as of late which has let me kind of coast through life whil…

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• Switched to rolling my own cigarettes and it’s gone bad it seems like.
  

  If I’m alive when there are serious medical side-effects of my smoking ill be happy with it, turns out I was just sick, been sick all week
  - written 5 years ago

• Switched to rolling my own cigarettes and it’s gone bad it seems like.
  

  I don’t really care to quit, I guess I might just try if I don’t stop hacking up a lung all day
  - written 5 years, 1 month ago

• I don’t want it to be true.
  

  I feel like I’m back alone again. I can’t bring myself to speak with my friends about it. I never talk with my parents or sister. I’m seeing people that knew I went into the Navy which only last a year due to my issues and I can’t explain to them wtf is going on. Am I just supposed to reply to a “What’s up?” at a party with I wanted to kill myself and I was just dianosed as bipolar? I just don’t know what I’m supposed to do
  
  I couldn’t much care if things got bad again right now but give it a day and I’m sure I’ll feel different again
  - written 5 years, 1 month ago

• I feel like I’m lying to myself and I don’t know if I can distingush it anymore.
  

  Thanks for the replies, very good substance. Much appreciated, going to go sleep on it. Very late here. :p
  
  ‘nite
  - written 5 years, 1 month ago

• Why do i feel that i am being forced into going to college?
  

  [quote ☺]Yes it would be a waste if you didn’t go to college. You almost have to go to college to have a good career. Besides, you might learn something![/quote]
  
  That is crap. You don’t need to pay $15,000+ a year to be educated and intellectual. I’ve known some very stupid people with college degrees. I reject the idea that you need to have some well paying AMAZING career to be happy. You should do what you want to do, and do it do for yourself.
  
  There are more options than college, every person is going to have a different path that takes them to where they want to be. Try college if it is something you want to test out but don’t over-commit to it.
  - written 5 years, 1 month ago

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