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• I dont believe in God anymore.
  

  i do to just when your young you dont know what to believe and what to believe. but, for me this way what my grandfather was saying all along was true.
  - written 3 months, 3 weeks ago

• I dont believe in God anymore.
  

  thats right and i was just showing and telling why i believe. sorry i wasnt trying to tellyou that you have to go through something bad before you can believe.
  - written 3 months, 3 weeks ago

• I dont believe in God anymore.
  

  and dont stop believing!
  - written 3 months, 3 weeks ago

• I dont believe in God anymore.
  

  when i was growing up i had a very bad childhood and the only person that was there for me was my grandfather. when i was eleven he past in november and my world fell apart. after he passed i didnt go to school for two months. he would take me every sunday to church and i have never missed a sunday since i was three days old. he told to believe in god even if there seems no way out. iwent to church camp that following summer. it was in june. one night i stayed at the alter all night even when the preaching was going on because i was so lost. my grandfather was gone.who was i going to turn to when i needed someone or something else bad happened. i remember i kept praying over and over please god if you are real why would you let something like this happen to me if things arent bad enough. i need to see my grandfather even if its one last time. i promise and the ladies that stayed to around two in the morning would tell that i wasnt making this up. i had something cold rush over me and he made go to the back of the church to get warmed up. the door opened and i thought it was my group leader to come and tell me to go to bed and everything will be ok. but, it was my grandfather and he was all in white and i promise he had wings..no one else in that whole place so him but me. i set there for about twenty to thirty minutes hugging him and then right before he said said its time for me to go… sis everything will be all right remember everything happens for a reason. it broke my heart more because that means he was leaving me for the second time. but if he said that it must be true. and, it was! yeah sometimes i still have my up and downs like everyone else. but, nothning like it was when i was little. now if god itsnt real what brought my grandad back to me to comfort me. he died quickly of a heart attack in the kitchen at the table of his house and sometimes it feels like he still there. i hope that helps and just PRAY!
  - written 3 months, 3 weeks ago

• I dont believe in God anymore.
  

  thats right missymomu. he/she will have to fine that out on their own. may god bless!
  - written 3 months, 3 weeks ago

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